Unwitting Apprentice
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"I'm afraid I don't know anything," Lefwen replied rather more tersely than she'd intended. The insect-like droid didn't seem to mind though, and after a brief pause it nodded before tramping off through the sand in the direction of one of the many hundreds of other pyres that illuminated the seafront. Around each one there was a small group of people. Some were dancing, some were laughing, some were sat in earnest conversation. Now and then some traveller would move from one fire to another, or a box-like droid would clatter past with a pile of drinks and cutlery balanced on its top, but otherwise each pyre was likes its own star: few ever built up the momentum to leave.
Lefwen carefully unclipped the fraying strap that held her bag shut and fished out her invitation. It hadn't become any more interesting to look at in the past few minutes: a plain, blackish piece of plexiglass flecked with colours, like speeder-oil caught in the sunlight. White writing spelled out the date and the location, but there was no explanation to be found. Was this a party? If so the people seemed rather morbid. An announcement? Perhaps, although the modest little ceremony earlier hadn't really given her any idea about why she was here.
Last time you attended a party you were almost killed, a thought whispered. She felt the hairs on her arms prickle in recollection. She allowed herself to study the thought for a moment, the way she'd been taught. It wasn't the memory of fear or threat that was upsetting, it was having to acknowledge that the panicky, helpless woman in that scene was her.
So much had changed since then: she'd learned things about herself that she'd scarcely imagined possible, she'd learned how to focus her mind, she'd learned to compose herself in the face of danger, to not lash out straight away. For a brief time she'd even studied the Force with a Jedi. All of that change and yet here she was: still the girl sat on her own at the party, still waiting for something to happen to her, still stuck in something else's orbit.
She opened her bag to return the invitation and noticed a faint glimmer from within. She fished out the gemstone and held it up to the light of the fire. The quartzy, clear crystal was patterned with colour just like her invitation was, although a jagged crack down the middle rather spoiled the effect. She wasn't sure why she kept it around. She wasn't even sure why she'd picked it up - there had certainly been more pressing matters in that cave on Tatooine that she should have been concerning herself with. There was something reassuring about it though; knowing that a cracked and broken thing can still look beautiful if it's held in the right light.
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