Perail's mind used the moment of silence that was given her to once again attempt escape. This time, it retreated into banal memories. She thought of the other girls from gym class with whom she had played. She remembered they always picked her first when it came to forming teams. Maybe she really
was quick.
Rynn Soltra had got knocked up at sixteen. It had made a scandal and Perail had really felt for her, because the girl
wanted to be a mother. She was just the type. The guy didn't stick around, of course, but she had her parents. Perail had known the mother, a friendly woman who ran a small starport motel of sorts. It was usually freighter crews who stayed there.
There was Teyna Marris, who for a whole year had the attention of
all the boys, because she was the first in class to grow a bust - and a very large one at that. She kept complaining to the other girls how awful it was. Perail had always found it obvious that she was genuine about her discomfort, even when the other girls didn't believe Teyna and thought she was just trying to avoid their envy. She didn't know why the other couldn't see it.
The odd one, Jalenn Rusk, was no doubt studying to be an engineer by now. Everyone had always known she was destined for that, she had a knack for things more than for people, which hadn't made it easy for her at the time. She was terrible at sports, too, and flat-chested. She must have still been a virgin when she left school, which was a bit sad.
The three years since then felt like an eternity now. A lot had happened, Perail had been sucked into a maelstrom of events and the familiar world of school was now very distant.
"Most people think first. Second-guess. Hesitate. But you—"
"No time to second-guess if you want to catch the ball", said Perail with shrug. She didn't even notice she hadn't mentioned anything about balls.
"If you'd like, I can take you back to my ship."
"Really?" She looked up at him with a glimmer of hope. Nothing he said about a
test had even registered in her mind, all she had heard was 'my ship'.