“This Alex is Alexandra Feanor, and I know you know her well.”
The wickedness around them affected not the Infernal or her companion. It was a hum in the back of her mind. The hairs on her neck rising in tandem with dangers, which flocked around, but not upon the Mand’alor and the Emperor.
In another time, [member="Darth Carnifex"] was the voice of reason in her life. The one person, who stepped up and taught her the nature of Command, aside from her adopted father Gray. She stood in his personal space, forced a handshake. A deal. How young she was then, freshly from the Netherworld and demanding Mandalore’s freedom from the Sith.
From Ra’s shadow, controlled by Carnifex’s hand.
“My pawns had enough trouble with their bedfellows. We needed to gain a better position, Kaine. Rebuild. Yes, I kept my Mandalorians out of as many battles as possible, and I did it freely. I knew if the average household on Manda’yaim could not afford bread made from their own thinned crops, we had no business spending billions of credits on wars which benefited us little to nothing at all. Only with a strong defensive position, and an export economy in lieu of the imported foodstuffs and aide we had, when I first took command, could we rise. I make no apologies for our period of insulation and quiet expansion. Nor do I apologize for the resources spent on terraforming and agriculture in lieu of guns.” Often those, who viewed the Infernal forgot how she was trained. They saw a leader afraid of battle, when instead she refused to entice riot and squabble, when the time had not yet come for the Mandalorians to once more turn toward a Crusade.
One she knew was upon them, and one she knew they would fight when they were ready.
“Those who caused trouble, were punished for it… Kaine, I tried so hard to entreat with the Silver Jedi, with the Republic and those peoples, who band together as bastions of the Light. They either misunderstood my intentions, or groped behind my back. I realized they would see the Mandalorians as nothing but suspicious neighbours peering over the fence to see when best to raid their gardens. Or as a front line force to use, instead of sending their own. Those beings, who reputed themselves as denizens of grace had none for me. None for mine. Aloof and distant, they continued to pull an apology for our and my past, to receive a grovelling woman crying at their feet.
You’ve never asked me to kneel, for you know I won’t do it. You’ve never asked for Mandalorians to bow and grovel and apologize for being who and what we are. All these years… I’ve tried so hard to hate you for what you did to Commenor. To my Aunt. I tried to be what others made of me, and yet here we are. When we called for aid, their voices were silent. Their fingers stilled. You stepped once again into our lives, and offered a hand.” She watched the rock in his hands vault end over end. Seeing the cycle of war and peace as it was in the Galaxy from whence they hailed. Over and over. The same tricks, the same angers binding reason from peoples’ emotional heads.
“Mandalorians are individual by default. I’ve long learned it’s more about pointing them in a direction and seeing the results, than precision-commands. I will not always be Mand’alor. But while I am, you know Mandalore stands beside you. You’ve long since earned our loyalty, even when my People continued to bite at your skin like gnats in a hungry fog. If I executed every Mandalorian, who exercised their freedom of will, I would be a lonely Monarch sitting on a throne with a handful of citizens left over. Mandalorians choose their Mand’alor. I have no divine right to rule, like you.” The stone fell. Enemies defeated in the causal chains of their mutual minds. Yasha stood and brushed off, walking to him, to stand inches away from his barrel chest. Her eyes traced the scars she left on his face, hand touching the crescent-shaped scar he left on hers.
“I stood against you, and you still came to my defence. I railed against your efforts, and you showed me nothing but mercy. If this is to work, we shall have to stand against our mutual enemies. Yours and mine. In the end, when the gore has dried to dust, and the dead are burned on their pyres, my People will survive. Our ways will survive. Panatha will be strong, the Sith will have their domination, and the Mandalorians will spread.
“And when I can be assured that my People thrive, the Mandalorians will release me from this bond. I’ll plant a garden and study botany and raise my children… travel to the green places of this galaxy. I’ll be free.” A quiet and secret relief swept through the Epicanthix beauty, as she listened to the hymn of degradation, which remained in the Netherworld. Her smile grew soft, a seldom displayed intimacy of ideal that she dare not share even with her spouses. Even with her wife.
“Tell me I can trust you. Tell me you won’t flip the coin on our mutual stand, and at the end of this new galactic war, we shall stand united. Give me a secret. So I might divine the truth and the dross in either hand. We have danced too long around this to allow mutual destruction through lack of trust. Now’s the time. You’re right, now is the time to stand united.”