I don't live in Darkness.
Darkness lives in me.
Location: Gardens
Tag:
Malok
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Eira Talon
There was so much emotion in Eira. So very, very much like Tellu. So much anger. Srina could feel it bristling along the surface of her skin in electric waves. It didn’t matter that she hadn’t spoken a word. The Exarch of the Confederacy could feel it, hear it, as if she was bellowing from the rooftops. Shrieking in her ears until they bled. Mercurial eyes reflected, filled with starlight, though they did not see. Not as intended. She saw through her younger sibling. She saw past and present.
Did Eira know she was asking Srina to destroy her future?
When the insults followed—She bore them in silence. Despite the fact that her words were softly spoken they cut with blades that belonged to the sharpest of knives. They plunged deep before her attacker, her sister, began to twist them in her back. Rather than respond she simply kept working on planting the white-roses. Her innate stillness and lack of fire was unnerving. There was no retribution. No hate. Simply calm, chilled, tranquil waters.
“I kneel, Eira.”, her correction came, gentle, as the breeze that flowed through the gardens.
“Planting a flower. Respecting, a memory.”
Because that was the crux. Srina had come home, this time, for Tellu. For Valina. For her niece, for her sister-in-law, and all whom had passed away. She placed her own pain, her own hurt, along the wayside and returned home regardless of the cost. None of it mattered. The details of her departure from Eshan were hazy at best, deliberately, so as to spare her family disgrace. Eira couldn’t have known that she’d been ordered off-world. She couldn’t have known that the orbital bombardment by the Mandalorian Empire had nothing to do with her. That she had returned, Confederacy in tow, to liberate Eshan at the behest of the Queen. She served her family, her home, over and over…
This woman-child did not know what she spoke of. Did not know what she asked.
Could never know, nor fathom, that which had come to pass.
“I owe nothing that I have not paid, Eira. My blood, the bright lady drinks. My faith, she knows. My—”
My child. My child, she has. Words, she could never say. Especially not to Eira. The flaxen-haired teenager was already in enough emotional turmoil. Srina would not add to it. Nor, would she entertain the whims of girlish demands that had hardly been thought through. What did Eira expect? That Srina could take her youngest sibling, beneath the noses of the Clans, and they wouldn’t have something to say? That Mother wouldn’t wind up on the doorstep of the Confederacy to take her home come hell or high water?
She could feel the thoughts that percolated in the mind of
Malok
throughout. They were not completely translated in their Force Bond, more shapes, than anything else. When his hand rose, they solidified. He disliked the perception that Eira had of her. Her lack of maturity and knowledge were painfully evident. She was a child.
Grieving. Perhaps, he could explain it better than she could. When the Darkside moved, holy dark, her eyes closed. When they opened, they would show a glimmering burnished gold.
Corrupted.
Srina wasn’t certain she agreed with bombarding Eira with the events that had transpired, however, she wished not to be treated like a youngling. Sparing her the truth only added to ignorance. Without a Force Bond or a Master of her own, without an understanding of the Force, it would be difficult to comprehend the picture that had been painted. Srina was painted in white, while her Master, was painted in darkness. That wasn’t the truth.
She belonged to the Darkside. No angel, no sovereign—No Jedi. She could not teach Eira to heal, to mend, and to fight in a manner that befit her world view. Srina could show her how to break things, then, how to break herself. What
Malok
had done would be considered rude. She didn’t even know if Eira would glean anything, save, a sense of annoyance. But, she could not fault him for trying.
All of the Talon women were notoriously stubborn. Eira, would be no different.
“He does not lie.”, she breathed, still, facing away from the pair. Srina had hoped to spend a little time in peace conversing with Valina and Tellu. It seemed that she would be denied that. Her eyes closed, she exhaled, and willed the Force to settle. It went back to sleep and her eyes would be silver again. Her sister did not need to see these parts of her. No, not yet.
“I will discuss your request with mother and father later today. It is important to realize when to hold your ground, and, when to run away. I am not your enemy Eira. When I caution you, it is of experience, not disfavor.”
Srina paused and reached up without looking. She took the hand of the Vicelord and allowed him to tug her to her feet. The white and blue of her cloak and gown unfurled like a flower, ever so graceful, perfectly serene. Were it not for the conversation at hand—One would have never known she was anything but perfect. Beautiful, unbreakable.
“If they refuse—You will obey.”
There was
no room for argument. These were the tones of the Exarch, the Dread Queen, of Darth Omnia. They were hard as stone and sharper than broken glass. If Srina so much as caught wind of Eira falling to foolishness, choosing, to run away after she left? She would take an entire fleet and a small army to track her, secure her, and return her to the Talon homestead. Srina accepted many blows from her siblings. Over, and over. She gave them every opportunity to come back to their senses. But, to test her? Try her seemingly limitless patience?
That was a mistake.