Looking around as I stood off by the punch bowl, I watched as many were dancing in celibration for the new Prince and his bride. The tables were long since pushed over to the sides to allow for those who wanted to dance, to dance. I liked coming to such places to have fun. But I was not one for dancing. Sometimes I let my duty get into the way of my normal life. Thinking that a Jedi Guardian can't be seen dancing with a random woman. But the surprising part, was that I actually knew how to dance. I knew how to keep a beat, and I could slow dance to normal human traditions.
I just always felt embarrassed by it. Standing off to the side. Watching as others had their fun, I started to walk across the room. Staying along the edge. As I was walking towards the door for some fresh air, I saw Connor waving over to me with a rather royal wave. Even from here I could see and feel the happiness that radiated from the head table. Stopping myself, I threw him a salute and a smile. Shaking my head as I walked out.
Not leaving. Mostly to get some fresh air. To go to a place where I could think without distractions. I held the glass in my hand. Slowly swishing it around by alternating my pointer, middle and thumb. Standing out on a balcony that was long and open. I looked up into the night air. The nice cool breaze felt comforting on my face. Yet, I was a lie. Lying to everyone. I let my head drop and look down into the city below. People moving about their buisness without the knowledge of the war. Without the fear of it ever reaching them. But I feared that it may come soon enough.
I took a sip of my drink to find that it was empty. I shrugged my shoulders while placing it down on the ledge. Looking up to the sky wishing that I could see her face one more time. Her pink skin was so bright that it brightened my own day just by seeing her. It felt good knowing that she and I created something that would take a life time to learn and to grow. But since my return, I have not seen her. Nor them. I couldn't feel the connection, the Force Bond, I had with her. Almost as though it was cut off.
The stars above painted the night sky with light. Enough to see, yet dark to add an aura of mystery. However, it was no mystery to me. There was love within the air. The love of marriage, children. As well as the love lost by those who are no longer there. I smiled slightly at that thought. Love being within the air. Fueling those who had the force, and would continue to for the two who resided within for the rest of their lives. Be it cut short, or should they continue on into old age.
I wished them the best. Wanting to let them have this night. They deserved it. A night that they will remember for time to come. If there was only one wish that I could make in this moment. Even in my own pain, would be for the stars and the moons to stop. For the planet to never twist around it's axis again. And for the rest of the Galaxy to stop and stare for a while at these two. Watching as their forever long night, will be the greatest in their lives. Time and time again they will think back to this night. The night they became one. However, I only wonder, will they remember the time they spent together when they were not married?
I smiled at the thought. And continued to revel in the night and the force that blossomed with so many emotions. I doubt that anybody would forget this for a long, long time.
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