The Bad Omen
Theme: Devils Dance Floor
Wearing: Dress
Tags: Kaila Irons | Open
"I... I'm not so bad about this, am I? I mean, I know I've taken on a... few lovers, but you speak as though I've a reputation."
Seeing her master blush, even though brief, brought some levity to a world that seemed to be getting dark by the minute. Just being here was enough to get Kaila to relax a little, let her hair down though not her guard. Tamsin did note Kaila's eyes drift to the zeltron man Nos Voros for a brief moment. It made her almost laugh to herself, but she held it back.
"No, you don't have a reputation at least not one I have heard people talk about openly. You are just training me to observe things. You have probably told me to much and you have a fan club I have noticed."
Tamsin knew it was a coping mechanism to deal with the suffering and stress. She held no judgement towards her master. They all had to find a way to deal with it, Tamsin hadn't yet found her vice but she knew overtime she would gain one. Though the weight on her shoulders was over burdening at the moment she could feel it building the deeper she went down the road with Kaila and then there was the unknown of her own past that might add a mountain.
"No, you're right. I only wore it because they made me. Probably want me to intimidate the prime minister or something, what with our eastward expansion and all."
Those words turned it dark again for a moment. Because even though Tamsin hadn't been sith long she had gleaned a lot already. Kaila was right it was only a matte rof time before this place under a dome would be monopolized by the sith. This democracy that they were celebrating was fleeting in the grander scale of things. A sea of black would consume it, take away the meaning of this celebration. As soon as Liin Terallo had made her pass Tamsin couldn't help but thinking of the ashes that would be left on the very ground she stood when the sith order did come. In the moment she didn't know how to stop the inevitable.
She watched as Kaila pulled off her badge and tossed it away, a freeing moment. A small sign of what both of them were fighting for, a right to choose their path and destiny. "It will come, sadly to a place like this that is today celebrating it's freedom." Freedom was a dangerous word it seemed. She did wonder for a moment when the time came for this place what side her and Kaila would be standing on though.
"I suppose we're not unlike them in that regard, fighting ever nefarious destiny by subverting norms. It would seem then that those of true life experience oft resort to such cynical methods, whereas the naïve cling to a fantasy of harmony with the greater will. But I suppose you already understand, for you've seen the world as these people never will. You're a survivor, and so you know better."
"That is interesting, wishing them bad luck for good luck. Yet it does make sense in an odd way like you said subverting the norm. Almost like using the will to fight the nature of the will."
She stopped for moment to listened to Liin's speech, the tone of excitement in her voice for the future of this world. It seemed so bright and shiny in the moment, yet Tamsin still dwelled on what could be. A sweeping darkness coming for this place and for her friend Liin. She looked at all the beautiful people gathered again. She wondered for moment if any of them saw it like she did. A moment of bliss and reprieve from the coming storms or if they were all just too self-indulgent and blind.
"If only I could show them the other side of the Galaxy, how many struggle to survive everyday. Show them those that will never get to see this slice of life. Maybe then they could see?" It wasn't something she thought possible, she had seen sith and Jedi slaved to the will and conforming to the life it dealt them. It was on a passing thought and words as she noted a weird guy Fel Vinic in a light up jacket that pulled her attention away from the doom and gloom. "I need a jacket like that." She let out a little chuckle. "Also we need to dance after the speeches."