Born Sinner
Post 2.
Objective Two.
Allies: Silver Jedi l Hapan Rebels l [member="Celeste Rigel"] l [member="Prennis Keeoli"]
Enemies: Time.
Location: Silver Jedi Base
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Tulan didn't speak for a long while, silence occupying the space between the healer and the soldier. The one who saved, and the one who took. Two sides of a very similar coin. The coin, of course, being the people that they worked for. The Rangers were the pipe hitters, the Silver Circle were the people trying to right the wrongs in the galaxy by way of the scalpel and the pill, while the Rangers preferred it out of the business end of a weapon. And maybe that's what angered him so, the duality, the hypocrisy of it all. Everything and anything. Because to Tulan, the things he did never changed. Only the names, the banners, and who signed his paychecks. Tulan removed his hat and headset, running a hand through his hair.
"Yeah everyone's real friggin' sorry, everyone is just so sad, up and down swearing that they're sorry but go ahead and look-" Head down, he pointed out to the mess of a battlefield beyond the perimeters of the Silver Jedi compound. "And tell me who's really sorry. Because it ain't the people who pack it all up after a while and go back to hang out with the Wookies, that's for sure." He grimaced, finally looking at her.
He winced, sliding off of the crate he was sitting on, and staring outwards towards the distant sounds of exchanging gunfire. Part of him wished he was there. Part of him wished he was in bed somewhere.
"I'm a bad man and I get to live. And the good guy, the guy with the family, the wife, the kids, the house, the planet to fight for, the hopes and dreams- dies sixty feet from bein' helped, from bein' saved."
Say what you really wanted about Tulan, but he admitted what was wrong with him. A soul tainted by more black ink and slit throats than the Senate, Tulan had no qualms expressing that he was a damned soul. But damn it, if he didn't try to rectify it once and a while by trying to do something right. But that usually meant killing something, or someone. So he was high-hoping that just this once, he could get a win.
Ha-ha, said the galaxy.
Ha-ha, laughed fate.
Ha-ha, he said to himself.
Look at this guy, get a load of this guy. Take a look, everyone, there's a new attraction in town-
Tulan Kor thinking he can do something good for once, and get away with it.
Checkerboard wipe two, scene transition. Onto the next war, onto the next murder. Keep telling yourself you're gonna get it right this time, keep telling yourself you're gonna be a good man, Tulan.
All you are is history and death.
The destroyer of life, the Reaper of souls.
"You stood over a mass grave with dozens of other sheets, but the one guy I brought in makes you sorry, huh?"
He didn't mean it- he was just angry. Understandable, in his situation.