Lorn sat still amidst the rising tension, his gaze fixed on the polished surface of the council table. It was a beautiful piece of craftsmanship, he supposed, a testament to Naboo's artistry. But today, it felt like just another battlefield, scarred with the invisible lines of conflicting loyalties and simmering anxieties. He had hoped Crait would have brought clarity, a unified vision for the Order of Shiraya. Instead, it had fractured them, leaving shards of doubt and disagreement scattered across their path.
Kahne's words hung in the air, a gentle breeze of independence and personal conviction. Lorn respected the man, his calm demeanor, his unwavering commitment to defending Naboo. But the Jedi Master's detachment felt unsettling in the face of the storm brewing on the horizon. Lorn's eyes flickered to Brandyn, his friend's brow furrowed in thought as he absentmindedly stroked his beard. He knew Brandyn's heart ached for the promise the Order once held, the dream of a peaceful haven on Naboo, radiating light and diplomacy outwards.
The memories of his recent
conversation with Brandyn replayed in his mind. Brandyn's worries about Briana's growing fervor for the Foundation now echoed in Lorn's own soul. Could she truly not see the danger of aligning themselves with such a volatile movement? He remembered Brandyn's exact words,
"She can often not see when she has gone too far." A chill ran down Lorn's spine.
He looked towards the head of the table, towards Briana, her face a mask of resolute determination. He desperately wanted to understand her perspective, to see the galaxy as she saw it, but all he felt was a gnawing fear of the path she was leading them down.
He took a deep breath, his chest tight with a mixture of anxiety and frustration. He wasn't a politician, or a diplomat, he was a soldier. He knew war, he knew loss, he knew the bitter taste of defeat. Maybe, just maybe, he could use that experience to bridge the gap between these fractured opinions.
"I... I spent too many years looking over my shoulder." His voice was softer than he intended, barely above a whisper. He cleared his throat, trying to project an air of calm he didn't feel.
"Worrying about the next attack, the next ambush, if I'd even live to see sunrise. I'll defend Naboo, I'll defend the Order, until my last breath. But we don't need to rush into a pointless fight."
He paused, searching for the right words.
"I don't have the same vast history with the Alliance as some of you, nor did I meet this Mother Askani. But I did see the faces of those with her, the faces of those at that outpost."
He swallowed hard, the memory of the hardened expressions, the barely contained aggression, still vivid in his mind.
"Askani said she didn't want war. She said she didn't want to fight other Jedi. But she expected resistance. And watching nearly half of those in attendance, their hands itching for their lightsabers, ready to strike down their fellow Jedi, the Alliance? It troubled me down to my core."
He looked up, his gaze sweeping across the room, meeting the eyes of each council member.
"We need to focus on what we have here, on Naboo, and the Southern Systems. We can't afford to be rebels, scattered to the four winds. We should be a beacon of hope, an example of a peaceful Republic, built on diplomacy and understanding. Not soldiers in a needless war."
His gaze finally settled on Briana, a silent plea etched in his features.
"Think of the recent attack on Enarc, the attack on Theed. We're vulnerable. And with the constant threat of the Sith growing in the Outer Rim, shouldn't we focus on building a strong foundation here?"
He clenched his fists, the words pouring out of him now, a torrent of pent-up fear and frustration.
"We can't spread ourselves too thin. Let the Foundation tread their own path, we can offer humanitarian aid, support them from afar, if needed. But my loyalty, my heart, lies with the people in this room, with the bright future of the Jedi we're nurturing, and with the Republic. Not with joining this Foundation."