The roof had literally been brought down.
Hours of fluttering between consciousness and unconsciousness had turned to days, and the Jedi Master didn't have a clue. Durasteel scraped against the floor as he slowly crawled inside the pristine vault, his very blood sullying what had never known anything but security. Ash and soot left further evidence that the former GrandMaster was in a place known by only a handful of beings, none currently present. White marble, and other decorative materials masked walls nigh impervious to any type of destruction. The three meter tall ceiling was more than enough room for him to walk around, but his legs simply wouldn't cooperate with the task that he had tried to set to them multiple times. Damn this prosthesis, never can truly hold up when I need it to. Cortosis bracers that normally covered his forearms were destroyed or discarded, and his right hand was virtually useless at the moment. So it was up to some rather uncomfortable crawling, and the use of his one good hand as he made his way to his present location.
"Grrrr," he growled to himself as he willed his body on past the main chamber in the vault he had built. Whatever security measures he had put in place for the area had already been unlocked, or compromised from what had happened. Don't think about it Darron, relax yourself. Another growl sounded from his normally relaxed face as it contorted in pain. Taking a break from sliding across the floor, he relaxed against the pale wall as he instinctively clutched at his side. Oblique muscles flexed instinctively, and the shrapnel trapped in them only made the exertion that much more painful for the fallen warrior. Clutching at his side, he could feel what the shrapnel was: his very armor. Forcing himself to look down, and remove himself from the situation he was in, he could fully examine the wound that he was fully feeling. Darron's sleevless body glove was torn in multiple places in his upper torso, but the major wound was from a piece of his own chest plate that remained lodged inside his own body. At this point in time, youv'e got two choices Wraith: either pull it out or deal with it later.
A quick exhale was his answer as he forced himself further from the chamber with the precious Holocrons of the Jedi Order and into the final chamber in the secure vault. Another eternity past as he fell forward onto his wounded sternum. Each pull with his one good hand felt like an entire battle, but pressed on. "You have to do this Darron, you have to." Stopping himself mid pull, he looked to see who was speaking to him. It was the voice of a man he had never heard before, but behind it was a voice he had heard in his dreams. "Who is that?" Confusion laced his words, and his vision began to blur further as he pulled himself onward towards the last door. Boot steps could be heard, and from the sounds of it it was more than just a few.
It had to be a thousand men at least.
"Press on father," came this angelic voice he had heard only one time before. "Wh-where have I heard your voi-voice child?" Clear blue eyes looked at the retinal scanner before him in a haze, his vision blurring further. Footfalls were beginning to surround him, and a cold chill was going up his spine. As he drug himself further, and finally into a room only he could ever access, he realized why he had that feeling of dread. I don't have a lightsaber, he realized to himself. "So this is how it will end for me?" His voice came out very weak, and burdened by so much that the Jedi Master had experienced. Pain and memories flashed across his mind's eye from events in his past, present; and he simply fell flat on his chest as he lost the strength to continue onward. Forcing himself to look up, the white room was suddenly three very distinct colors.
Blue, green, and red.
The footfalls came closer, and shadows seemed to be meeting all around him. A few faces were recognizable, but the majority were faces that he couldn't pull out of a crowd. "Why have you followed me here? Is it the knowledge contained in here that you are looking for?" Wraith coughed up what tasted like copper, but he didn't dare look at what he could only assume was a chin covered in blood. Using his elbows, he backed up to the central dais in the room where a few artifacts that he personally found invaluable lay at rest. The men before him started to march forward, and all their blades activated. Emerald, azure, and crimson flooded the room to mix with the men covered in shadows as the kept marching in closer. Always a warrior, Darron tried to find a lightsaber nearby that he could pull with his own grip, yet he was still too weak. Still searching for answers, his own frustration finally revealed itself as his calm finally started to crack at the seams. "Tell me who you are, and why have you followed me so far down after I destroyed everything?"
Wraith's eyes finally started meeting theirs.
I've killed all of these men and women myself, he thought to himself. More panic hit his chest, but he couldn't get himself to do anything other than rest against the central dais and pull himself up to lean and stare at those he had murdered himself. Glacier blue eyes wearily searched the assembled throng before him, and he saw his own comrades, those he had failed in some capacity among the group. For every Sith Lord staring right at him, there was a brother in arms who had fallen due to Wraith's own decisions. "How many of you are from Roche, or from today?" His voice was growing weaker, but he could feel a shift in the room as more and more individuals crowded the room. Darron's usual calm, empty cup approach to the Force was failing him as he finally felt the weight of all his failures. There was no light in the room anymore, and he finally realized that the fallen had come for one thing. They had all come to reclaim the man who had caused, or led them to their deaths. Darkness drew to his boots, and the weight of it's presence cut Wraith off from trying to do anything as hundreds of lightsabers raised as one. I guess this is the end, I'm finally on trial for my failures.
"No father, do not give up. This is not your purpose."
That angelic voice sounded again, yet a warm touch joined it's presence. Weakly turning his head, he caught the sight of a fully illuminated hand. As his eyes traveled up her arm, he fully comprehended the young woman before him. Her features were a mixture of his and [member="Rosa Mazhar"]'s and a few stray tears fell down the veteran Jedi's stony face. Shock finally found it's way to his face, both in what was happening, and with the loss of a good bit of his blood. Normally full of color, his wide eyes only highlighted how pale his face was. Convulsions were starting, but he didn't stare at the many blades waiting to sear through his flesh. No, he merely focused his own blue eyes on a pair of brown eyes framed by straw colored hair. "You, how could you understand what m-my purpose is?" In a feeble effort, he tried to reach for her with his prosthetic limb. The failed gesture brought a smile to the ethereal woman's face, and she only stroked his cheek to catch the tears and try to warm him as his body's temperature began to drop. "Father, you didn't fail me. Nor did mother, you both did your duty to the Republic. You can't blame yourself for my fate, it was written in the Force what would happen to me." Wraith couldn't reply, his convulsions were only growing stronger by the moment, and he wasn't fighting them at all. "I-I just need to ac-accept my f-fate."
"Then stand up, and accept that you must continue on." His daughter's eyes continued to bore into his own soul, for however long it held on to his physical form before joining the Force. "You have long been the epitome of a Jedi father, why suddenly let guilt weigh you down? You can't be everywhere always. You yourself must understand this. I didn't come here to watch you die, I came here to watch you get up and start living again for the first time since before you were frozen or were with mother." Her pointed words snapped him out of his deliriousness, and he finally managed to make eye contact with his daughter and hold it. "My name is Elana Wraith, and I bear a proud Jedi heritage. Mother has embraced life again and moved on. It's time for you to understand the the guilt you hold with you is going to destroy you and everything else along with it. You're not an Empath like my mother, she had to sort through her feelings on her own and with the help of others." A smile crossed her face as she brushed his bloodied hair with her fingers. "You're a Guardian, and one of the finest examples of one since the Jedi were created. The darkness can't stand against you when you're fully illuminated in the Force. Vaapad is your means of burning it back, and even Mace Windu himself would envy your Mastery of his skills." His gaze never left his daughters, and the darkness around him seemed so far away suddenly.
"The Republic needs you again, and it's time for you to set aside everything. You can't save lives if you're burdened by everything. Man up and practice what you preach, let go of everything and simply be yourself again. Or do you like to travel in the shadowy corners of the galaxy and not help bring peace to the galaxy like you did a couple of years ago?" His lips started to form a reply, but her finger went to his lips and shushed him. "More will fall, and it will get darker before it gets brighter in the galaxy father. You know this deep in your heart, but [member="Kiskla Grayson"] can't lead the Jedi without you there on the front-lines battling the monsters many fear." Tears continued down his face as he realized she was right, and he hung his head in shame. "I just fai-failed so many El-Elana." A sharp tap could be felt on his breastplate as she slapped the broken durasteel with her small fist. "No you didn't, you did everthing you could and then some more after that. Look deep inside yourself and understand you didn't fail Rolf Sergeo, @Je'gan Olr'ean, [member="Ashin Varanin"], [member="Spencer Jacobs"], [member="Rosa Mazhar"],[member="Aleidis Ijet"], your children, or anyone else. [member="Ben Watts"] did an amazing job after you left the Order to deal with what happened at Roche, father." Elana's kind eye's bore into his soul some more before she continued. "They are all actually counting on you to finally come back. You never returned from that hangar on Roche father."
"It's time to walk out from there and be the Paragon of light that you always should be. The Republic needs a protector, and the Jedi need a uniter. It's time for you to step up and embrace yourself and your destiny again." Words failed him as Elana stood up, grabbed something off the panel he was leaning on and placed it in his left hand. The darkness snarled as the object glowed slightly in his hands. Looking down with all his strength, he could feel her closing his fingers around the cool, Electrum-plated surface. Black and gold plating was obvious everywhere, and he suddenly realized what he was holding. "Mace Wi-Windu's lightsaber?" His question hung in the air for a moment as he was still reeling from everything he was thinking about. Though his digits were numb, he clung to the ancient hilt with a new found strength. Wraith himself had found the relic in the old Imperial archives, and seeing it once more after being gone from the Republic so long only hammered the point home what he was holding. Elana's warm touch only pressed his grip harder around the hilt that was residing in his hands, the aura of the ancient Vaapad Master coalescing with the injured Jedi holding the weapon.
"Father, I'm here to present a choice." Her brown eyes fell on the shadows and all their red, blue, and green weapons raised above him. "Either let the weight of the past bury you, and be lost forever and join the Force after letting yourself fail." Then her eyes shifted to the gold emitter ring of the hilt in his hand,"Or activate this weapon and burn the past away. Take this weapon of a true defender of the peace and become the man you always have been up until the past few years. Let the failures you hold so close to heart fall away, and take your life back and defend everyone who needs you." Wraith looked at his choices, and he couldn't believe what he was being presented. "So, I c-can either die, or let go?" Elana nodded, and a question formed that begged asking. "Why isn't Tobias, your brother here? Why is it only you here?" A knowing smile came across her face as she grabbed his thumb and laid it over the activation switch. "Because he isn't lost, he isn't one with the Force yet. You didn't fail him father, you just weren't told the whole truth."
"He lives?" New found strength found him as he started to move a little, "you mean he's alive?" Her smile told him everything he needed to know. "Go father," she said as she stroked his cheek for a minute. Her presence was fading, and her words were growing distant. "Go save him, and everyone else. Be who you are, and let go of everything. I promise you will see me again when the time is right, tell mother I love her." More tears fell from his face as his unborn daughter's spirit passed, but he did something he hadn't truly done in two years. Darron Wraith, inhaled all his pain and sadness into himself as the darkness started to crash in around him. Emerald, azure, and crimson blades coming for him. His thumb pressed the activation switch as he finally let go of everything, and then the darkness and it's weapons were gone.
A lone amethyst blade ignited with a snap-hiss, and everything went white.
Some while later...
Blue eyes opened slowly, but those eyes were now clear. Slowly standing to his feat, he looked his battered body over and saw he wasn't bleeding. Yes his prostesis was damaged, but he was perfectly fine. A few nicks and cuts were nothing compared to his former state, and he felt lighter than he had in years. A small bag was on his shoulders, and he could feel his holocron and those of his brothers in the package. Looking down to his belt, he couldn't find his lightsaber hilt, it had long been destroyed in bringing the temple down. Instead, there was Windu's hilt on his belt waiting for him. "So it wasn't a vision, that really hapened." A smile crossed his face as he heard someone leaving the adjacent chamber. A sense of urgency took over as he opened himself to the Force, pure for the first time in years. His connection renewed, he ran towards the man that was leaving and yelled at him. "Wait, what do you think you are doing with those?!" His volume was low, but his tone inferred he didn't agree with those sacred relics being taken by [member="Jorus Merrill"].