The Angry Wolf
Caid. Now the man had a name. Alwine nodded.
Following his instructions and guidance, Alwine closed her eyes and took a deep breath. The Lupine's heart beat slower than that of humans. She never knew why this was so, but she always knew, especially when she played with other children when she was smaller, that their hearts beat much faster than hers. When she was a wolf, it usually beat even slower unless she was actively chasing or killing her prey.
The gentle hum of life around her? Alwine would have blinked if she'd had her eyes open. As a wolf, she always felt it. As a human... She'd never even tried. Where was it? Could she even grasp that feeling without being in her wolf shape? She tried, reaching out. Nothing happened at first. She was just a short woman sitting with a tall man in a training room and everything was the same. But she wasn't going to give up so quickly.
It felt less like learnig how to control the demons Stewjon had accused her of being in league with, and more like learning how to give some of her wolf's abilities to the human inside her. The wolf was not a Force-user, not in a tangible manner that she knew of, but by Caid's words, there were similarities there that all she needed to do was grasp. Perhaps there would be a reason not to constantly be a wolf.
Focusing, sweat began to bead on Alwine's forehead. It was not as easy as he made it sound, but she knew what he wanted her to do. She had done it before, multiple times, but never... Never controlled. Never because she wanted it to happen. It was always either by accident or by instinct.
She remembered the first time. She was at home, her mother showing her how to clean pots without running water. Alwine had thought it was the dumbest thing she'd ever had to do, and she was almost nine by then. The pot were annoying, the cleaning was hard, and before long, she had lost her temper. After what felt like hours, the pots went flying through the air, smashing against the wall, without her hands having thrown them. Her mother had thrown a fit and beaten her, screaming "Never! Never ever do that again! Demon child! Don't you dare ever do that again!" over and over again.
Alwine smiled. She was going to do it. She was going to learn how to control it. Her senses through the Force - for now she had a name and a label to give to this strange feeling that she only now realize she had been suppressing for ears - her senses raised and she imagined the Force coming out of her, wrapping around that stick.
When the Lupine opened her eyes, a smile spread on her face. The stick was floating in the air.
[member="Caid Centurion"]
Following his instructions and guidance, Alwine closed her eyes and took a deep breath. The Lupine's heart beat slower than that of humans. She never knew why this was so, but she always knew, especially when she played with other children when she was smaller, that their hearts beat much faster than hers. When she was a wolf, it usually beat even slower unless she was actively chasing or killing her prey.
The gentle hum of life around her? Alwine would have blinked if she'd had her eyes open. As a wolf, she always felt it. As a human... She'd never even tried. Where was it? Could she even grasp that feeling without being in her wolf shape? She tried, reaching out. Nothing happened at first. She was just a short woman sitting with a tall man in a training room and everything was the same. But she wasn't going to give up so quickly.
It felt less like learnig how to control the demons Stewjon had accused her of being in league with, and more like learning how to give some of her wolf's abilities to the human inside her. The wolf was not a Force-user, not in a tangible manner that she knew of, but by Caid's words, there were similarities there that all she needed to do was grasp. Perhaps there would be a reason not to constantly be a wolf.
Focusing, sweat began to bead on Alwine's forehead. It was not as easy as he made it sound, but she knew what he wanted her to do. She had done it before, multiple times, but never... Never controlled. Never because she wanted it to happen. It was always either by accident or by instinct.
She remembered the first time. She was at home, her mother showing her how to clean pots without running water. Alwine had thought it was the dumbest thing she'd ever had to do, and she was almost nine by then. The pot were annoying, the cleaning was hard, and before long, she had lost her temper. After what felt like hours, the pots went flying through the air, smashing against the wall, without her hands having thrown them. Her mother had thrown a fit and beaten her, screaming "Never! Never ever do that again! Demon child! Don't you dare ever do that again!" over and over again.
Alwine smiled. She was going to do it. She was going to learn how to control it. Her senses through the Force - for now she had a name and a label to give to this strange feeling that she only now realize she had been suppressing for ears - her senses raised and she imagined the Force coming out of her, wrapping around that stick.
When the Lupine opened her eyes, a smile spread on her face. The stick was floating in the air.
[member="Caid Centurion"]