Kaalia's eyelids narrowed as Connor referred to her as Sith warrior. There were only a handful of people who knew about her status as Sith, yet he knew. She let him speak until he was finished however, the things he said adding to the things she wished to comment on. She pushed that aside for just a moment, taking her time to assess the things she did not recognize. The very way he spoke was different, one touched in a kind of Darkness previously not present within the man. The most striking thing however, was how he referred to his past self like a different person altogether. Perhaps there was truth to that, maybe he was completely different now, but only time would tell. After asking the pair of questions she stood for a moment before walking over to the railings, enjoying the slight breeze caressing her face as she stood next to him, looking out towards the greenery of the park in front of them. "Before anything," she said as she cocked her head to the side towards Connor, "How did you find out about me have any connection to the Sith whatsoever? You must understand that it is not yet meant to be public knowledge, so to say. If someone opened their mouth about this they will likely do it again and eventually leak it out to the people who aren't supposed to know, and I cannot let that happen." There was an edge of power in her voice, but was still mostly calm. "I will not allow anyone to destroy what I am building. I will take lives if I have to."
"Second of all, about Skor," the woman continued as her tone once again shifted, this time towards something more nonchalant, "you can rest easy knowing I never doubted any of my actions on Skor. I did what I was supposed to do." A shrug followed the words. "Either I would've come to your position anyway, or I did what I did and bolstered another position. The fact you sealed your own fate there wasn't preferred but I wasn't your caretaker." She let out a small chuckle as a leaf that twirled in the wind caught her eye. "Although, I doubt you gave it too much thought."
Then, a small frown. If there was one thing Kaalia fought for, then it was to be nobody's servant. Perhaps for now she didn't have that yet, but every step she took was a way forward towards her goal. "Third, the old preacher still has some pretty tricks left for me to learn. It's just too bad he's a bit... careful, about who he lets in on those things. I'm doing my time, and eventually I will get the chance to be cut loose without blowing everything to pieces. Patience is a virtue." In the end, the First Order was an ally. She looked to keep it that way if at all possible. "And the only destiny I carry is the one I shape myself. What is there to gain in serving if the master has nothing to give you in return?" The things Kaalia cared about were what was around her. Anything further than her figurative doorstep was completely irrelevant to her. "Powerful I will become, but I will not bow down to one master and only live to serve for their goals, not even the Force. If anything, I look for the opposite. The Force should serve me."
A slight pause followed as the young Knight recalled the two questions. Turning her head back towards Connor she looked at him, hands grasping the railing. "The First Order left... him," it was an odd thing to say for her, "with the Alliance because in the grand scheme of things, he was seen as a pawn. Sacrificable. The Alliance looked to play a game with you as a piece and the First Order wasn't interested in playing. Even if they would have loved to have you stand trial for your actions on Skor. They probably still do." Her tone revealed no remorse. Instead she was uncaring about the fact. "And to answer the other question, nothing has changed between me and the Ren. Perhaps you see things from a different perspective now, but I am doing what I have been doing for a good while now." Once more she looked out to the park. "I explained it to you when we met, down there. They give me what I want and in return I work with them. A business relationship that has been very profitable for both parties. Now, for how long it remains profitable remains to be seen. Still," Kaalia mentioned, "I have built things here. Simply walking out will cause it all to come crashing down. I will keep supporting the nation because I wish to keep what I have here. Whether that is as Ren or not..." She pushed herself away from the railing, taking a few steps back. "Preferrably it will be the second option eventually, but that is for the future."
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