Balun Dashiell
Dashiell Retrofit™
Balun Dashiell noticed a subtle shift in the air as
Myra Arceneau Dashiell
excused herself from the conversation. She appeared to be hungry, but Balun couldn't shake the feeling that maybe something he had said had made her uncomfortable. His gaze flicked over to
Makai Dashiell
, a hint of concern clouding his expression. Was Myra uneasy because of the topic of
Judah Dashiell
's relationship with the Jedi woman? Or was she simply in need of food? Balun was genuinely clueless. He glanced at his brother, curiosity flashing in his eyes before his expression softened into one of apology, his lips parting as if he wished he could retract whatever words had caused the discomfort.
Makai, however, dismissed the subject, a signal for another time, to which Balun nodded absentmindedly, unsure but agreeable. The conversation shifted again, this time toward the topic of love. Makai described it as the feeling of not being able to go a day without the other person, a concept that felt foreign to Balun. His gaze dropped as he pondered, then drifted to the side, instinctively pushing the notion aside. He and Nouqai Veil , after all, had gone weeks without seeing or speaking to each other—and it had never been difficult for him.
"Nouqai and I have gone long stretches without contact. It was never hard because I always knew we'd cross paths again, and when we did, it was as if nothing had changed," Balun explained, his voice calm but thoughtful as memories of those times surfaced.
"Things are definitely more fun when we're together. We hang out, we laugh—it's better than being on my own. But if it's not you, Dad, or Nouqai with me, then I'm usually with the Coalition Rebels, trying to help the people of the Outer Rim," he added, almost as an afterthought, the faintest trace of a smile playing at his lips. When it came to love, Balun had only ever had one brief relationship, and it hadn't exactly been a deep dive into the romantic world. He had never been particularly confident or adept when it came to the opposite sex, but with Nouqai, it had always been simple. He could just be himself.
"I guess I could ask her," he began, a hint of hesitation in his voice. "But what if she doesn't feel the same way? What if I'm just making something out of nothing, overthinking because other people keep implying there's more to it than there actually is?" The thought lingered in the air, his worry palpable. He envisioned the worst-case scenario—an awkward, embarrassing moment that could turn their comfortable, healthy friendship into something strained and uncertain. The possibility of misreading everything, of ruining what they had over a misunderstanding, felt like a critical misstep waiting to happen.
Makai, however, dismissed the subject, a signal for another time, to which Balun nodded absentmindedly, unsure but agreeable. The conversation shifted again, this time toward the topic of love. Makai described it as the feeling of not being able to go a day without the other person, a concept that felt foreign to Balun. His gaze dropped as he pondered, then drifted to the side, instinctively pushing the notion aside. He and Nouqai Veil , after all, had gone weeks without seeing or speaking to each other—and it had never been difficult for him.
"Nouqai and I have gone long stretches without contact. It was never hard because I always knew we'd cross paths again, and when we did, it was as if nothing had changed," Balun explained, his voice calm but thoughtful as memories of those times surfaced.
"Things are definitely more fun when we're together. We hang out, we laugh—it's better than being on my own. But if it's not you, Dad, or Nouqai with me, then I'm usually with the Coalition Rebels, trying to help the people of the Outer Rim," he added, almost as an afterthought, the faintest trace of a smile playing at his lips. When it came to love, Balun had only ever had one brief relationship, and it hadn't exactly been a deep dive into the romantic world. He had never been particularly confident or adept when it came to the opposite sex, but with Nouqai, it had always been simple. He could just be himself.
"I guess I could ask her," he began, a hint of hesitation in his voice. "But what if she doesn't feel the same way? What if I'm just making something out of nothing, overthinking because other people keep implying there's more to it than there actually is?" The thought lingered in the air, his worry palpable. He envisioned the worst-case scenario—an awkward, embarrassing moment that could turn their comfortable, healthy friendship into something strained and uncertain. The possibility of misreading everything, of ruining what they had over a misunderstanding, felt like a critical misstep waiting to happen.