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White-gray smoke billowed from the kid’s mouth and nostrils in the wake of a sigh. He slowly drew away the cigarra from his lips as he leaned over the railing before him. His eyes, widened and glistening with noticeable unease, stared at the bustling city that stretched as far as the eye could see. It wasn’t the first time he was out of his element. One way or the other he had dealt with it, but none of his past experiences really came close to this.
He had always dreamt of seeing the galaxy with his own pair of eyes, to get the hell away from the backwater-of-a-planet Ord Thoden was, but he never imagined he would see the crown jewel of The Empire; the Bastion.
Let alone walk the halls of the Fortress Imperator.
”You got this… You got this,” he said to himself, as he raised a hand and massaged his brow. Eyes closed, momentarily detached from the reality surrounding him and alone with his thoughts, the young man took a moment’s respite to relax, and get a grip. He’d just have to stick around for the upcoming ceremony, and then he could leave; perhaps for a walk, see the city for himself, and maybe buy a gift or two to send back home to Kyla, and Miria.
A sense of resentment to none other than himself rose from deep within at the remembrance of his sister and mother, respectively. ”Kark me…” he hissed angrily at himself, shaking his head slowly. He hadn’t sent them a letter ever since his first ever deployment on Dubrillion. He had to make up for that one way or the other. With a sigh the kid nodded at the notion; the first chance he got, he’d go home, pay them a visit, and stay there for as long as he could before he needed to go back again…
Back into war.
Calmed down for a moment, but still lost in thought, the young lad hadn’t paid any mind to the crisp patter of a pair of well polished boots walking towards him, but when the voice of a middle aged man reached his ears, only then the young Corporal opened his eyes and turned his visage to see the features of the man (Abeodan Charidot) standing beside him.
One brief glance at the man, the same height as him, had told him all he needed to know. Eyes widened once more, the young lad flicked off the barely smoked cigarra in his hand down the balcony and stood in attention in the Admiral’s presence, in one swift motion. ”N-no sir, Admiral, sir,” the young Corporal truthfully said in response. He hadn’t been to a party before. He sure as chit hadn’t been to one that could even begin to remotely resemble this one, ever.
He could feel the anxiousness rise within him once more. What little peace he had found by himself, was swept away in the presence of the Admiral; it had nothing to do with the unexpected company of the man, but more so with the immense gap of rank between them. One could not fail to sense the air of authority surrounding the Admiral. As a simple enlisted, he did not fit into this environment; not at all. He did not belong here for sure, like the Admiral hinted at.
”My sincerest apology, Admiral, sir, but I must excuse myself if I may,” the young Corporal said to the man before him; sharply raising his hand -fingers and thumb extended and joined palm facing down, and the tip of his forefinger on the rim of his black tanker’s beret slightly to the right of the eye; the outer edge of the hand barely canted downward, with his hand and wrist held straight as a razor, the elbow inclined forward only slightly, and his upper arm horizontal- the young tank crewman gave the Admiral a crisp, textbook salute. Following his salute of the rank and once the man returned the respectful gesture in kind, the young man lowered his saluting hand, performed a well executed about face like a well oiled machine, and walked back into the gala at a relatively calm pace, belying the growing anxiety within him.
Back inside, the young man silently looked around the gala hall, contemplating as to what to do next. He assumed it’d be best to find a corner somewhere and just lay low, by himself or with his brothers-in-arms when they arrived; perhaps get a drink and a nice meal to go with it in the meantime.
But stay under the radar, as best he could.
It wasn’t long after he entered the hall again the kid laid eyes upon an individual similarly looking foreign to such an environment. One glance at the woman trying to get a drink for herself, he remembered she was the one he had accidentally bumped into as he tried to get to the balcony to catch a smoke and relax. It probably would be for the best if he actually apologized for that instead of leaving it at a half-assed sputtered apology.
And seeing as she also appeared to be sharing the same tension he harbored in himself, perhaps they could help each other to get through this ordeal.
With a curt nod of his head at the notion in his mind, the young tank crewman sprung into action. Acquiring the attention of a waiter going about serving drinks, he soon got in the possession of two glasses filled with an alcoholic substance he was not at all familiar with. Although he had drunk some before in his life, it looked nothing at all like the stuff he usually drank. Nevertheless, he could certainly use the pleasant mellowing effect of alcohol to calm himself.
Spotting the woman amongst the crowd again, he approached her with the drinks in his hand after carefully making his way towards her in the crowd of officers, government officials and the waiters serving them. ”H-Hello!” he greeted her. ”I saw you-” He would see she had already gotten a drink for herself once she would turn to look at him. <Ah, well… Chit.> the kid thought to himself. She had already gotten a drink; but regardless of the missed opportunity, the young tank crewman would quickly and cleverly rebound from the brief yet awkward situation. ”I saw you too late when you were at the food table, I didn’t mean to bump into you,” he said putting on a good face, with a faint, heartfelt smile emerging from his clean-shaven features, despite the visible unease within him.
”I’d like to apologize for that mess. Would you accept this drink as a peace offering?” he jokingly said as he extended one of the glasses of drinks towards her. Undoubtedly, bumping into her caused a small scene; he had seen the large food stain over the lily-white cloth by the large food-table while he got the drinks, after all. He hoped the kind gesture and the apology would suffice to make up for that.