Location: Woostri, City Streets
Outfit: Battle Tunic, Padawan Robe
Equipment:
Valery Noble's Lightsaber (1), Backpack, Bacta supplies
Tag:
Tigris
A strange silence hung over the city. Unease could be felt everywhere, like a dark cloud pressing against the minds of everyone present, waiting for a storm to hit. Everest could feel the hesitation, the gently bubbling fear at the base of the hearts of so many present. But not everyone. Some, like her Jedi seniors, and the more seasoned soldiers of the Alliance, held an undeniable stoicism that stood out, bringing a much needed hope and motivation to the space.
For Everest, she was unable to feel or think. All that revolved around her mind in those moments was the face of her mother — calm, serene, loving — as a stone in her stomach weighed her down. She hadn't told her she would be a part of the Woostri defence in light of this sudden invasion, and her mind began to plague itself with the worst hypotheticals. What if she died, and she would never know? She would be left waiting for her next letter, and it would never come, and she would spend the rest of her days wondering what happened to her little girl. The thought broke her heart.
But she was snapped back to the moment as Knight
Katherine Holt
began her speech. Her words caused the reality of the situation to truly set in for Eve, for better or worse. To her side,
Tigris
seemed to hold herself with the composure Eve expected from her, but she knew they would both need each other for this. Silently, she reached to find her hand — always so tender and warm for her — and squeezed it gently as if trying to strengthen their confidence, perhaps for her own benefit more than Tigris'. She glanced at her, and those dark almond eyes told her so much as always, and for a moment she felt a wash of much needed relief to simply know she was there. Her smile didn't reach the lament of her silver eyes.
The speech finished, and Eve placed a hand over the hilt of her Master's lightsaber that hung at her belt, as if reaching for the confidence and strength she so effortlessly expressed and shared. She was out there too, readying herself for what was come, and the mere thought of it gave her a needed sense of calm.
I'll do you proud, Master.
The group started to split up, organising into their respective divisions, and as the space shifted energy, Eve couldn't help but notice an infantryman sitting silently and alone on a storage crate away from the rest, shivering uncontrollably. Eve knew the feeling extremely well, and without any forethought she found herself moving to him. She knelt and faced him.
"Hi," she said gently, the sadness and apprehension in her eyes suddenly pushed aside and replaced with an unexpected warmth and quiet confidence, as if there were more pressing matters suddenly at hand for her to worry about.
"Are you okay?"
The man — just a boy not much older than she was — looked up to her, and Eve could see a profound fear that had taken the young man so vehemently. She understood it, for it reflected her exact same fears, only she had opportunity to work through it. The boy wouldn't speak.
"I'm Eve," she told him, gesturing gently to herself.
"How about you?"
"P-Private Tanners, Ma'am."
"Eve— please. It's okay. Deep breaths." Through the Force, Eve allowed a soft wash of Light to extend to him, wrapping itself around him like a gentle blanket.
"What about your first name?"
The soldier hesitated, but breathed in slowly, more relaxed.
"M-Michael— Mike." He looked at her.
"Y-You're Jedi?" Eve nodded.
"Mhm. What gave it away?" She smiled at him in a way a mother might. It surprised even her when it came to her.
"Talk to me, Mike. It's okay."
"I— I'm not ready. H-How can— I... I don't know what to do against th-th— these..."
Eve placed a hand on his shoulder and hushed gently. This fear was so immensely recognisable to her. She felt it almost all the time in some capacity, but something about seeing it in someone else had suddenly awoken some instinct in her, pushing away her own apprehensions and anxieties, as she felt the overwhelming urge to make him feel okay. Suddenly, she understood in part how her Master must have felt towards her, on that one particular day...
"Mike, tell me about your family?"
"M-Ma and Pa, o-on Dantooine..." Eve's smile didn't falter.
"Anyone you're... sweet on?" The young soldier's eyes seemed to look beyond her for a moment, and he nodded, but didn't say anything else.
"I'm sure they're very lucky to have you, Mike. Did you know, and this is a secret..." She leaned in closer to whisper in his ear.
"This lady behind me? She's my sweet thing. Aren't I lucky?" Eve could sense the soldier's mood lifting slightly, as she took his hands in her own, speaking more confidently and directly to him.
"And you know, I would do anything for her." As she spoke, she could feel her own eyes welling at the mere thought of Tigris, let alone everything else that circled about her mind. But she was adamant to keep strong for this boy. He needed it far more than she did right now.
"Let me tell you something my Master told me—
Valery Noble
— you know of her, right?" Mike nodded silently. "
She once told me — not all that long ago — that the reason we're here doing this is because of the one's we love. We fight so that our loved ones don't have to face those things that threaten us alone." As she spoke, it was as if the voice of Grandmaster Noble herself came from her, as she repeated word-for-word that wisdom given to her that she so needed to hear not so long ago herself.
"And as long as I can fight, as long as I can stand between people and the horrors out there... I will."
She smiled gently to the young man, offering more soft washes of Light to fill his mind with ease. His breathing returned to normal, and he had finally stopped shaking. Eve squeezed his hands, and she was sure she even saw a small smile form on his face.
"Th-thanks, Ma— Eve." She nodded to him.
"You have a lot of people rooting for you, Mike. Now find your men. We will see you out there, I'll be alongside you, and we'll get you back to your sweet thing in no time. Okay?" He nodded, and promptly stood, giving a strange, awkward bow as if that's what was expected of him, and shuffled off to find his platoon.
It took several moments for Eve to catch up with what happened. She had
never done something like that before, and something akin to pride swelled within her for a moment— but it was suddenly overshadowed by an exhaustion of having to hold such a space for someone for so long, and the moment she looked back at Tigris, a broken, anxious exhale escaped her, tears trickling down her cheeks. She stepped to Tigris, her eyes dark and focused but tinged with undeniable lament, as she searched in her eyes for something she so greatly needed that only she could give her.