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Tentation (Darth Arcanix)

Hearing her story Sophie was sick to say it but she did feel sympathy towards her. Being attacked by boys and relying on her emotions to save her, before being brought up by her master into the ways of the dark side. Something she didn't fully know herself but something she could understand. However the icthing feeling on the back of her mind made her inch away from her as [member="Darth Arcanix"] tried to say how the Sith had thier knowledge on Courascant that would help her. "But I don't want to be a Sith." she began. "You're all power hungry and only care about yourselves. Your teachings are....corrupted."
 
"And the Jedi aren't?" Taeli asked, an amused look crossing her face. "For all they preach about peace and serenity, not many of them seem to subscribe to that idea. They fight just as viciously against us as we do them, but even then they are still losing this war. They still try and restrain the emotions that even a common soldier will embrace to stay alive and fight. Plus, if the Jedi's teachings are so perfect, why have so many left the Republic?"

She allowed the question to hang for a moment.

"And then I ask, why do the Jedi shackle themselves to a body like the Senate, a group of people that are only interested in what betters themselves and lines their pockets? I postulate that is why so many Jedi have left for organizations like the Silver Jedi, the Jedi of the Levantine Sanctum, the Jedi that have gone grey, they can't stand watching your order slip further and further into the decadence and politics that the Senate invariably drag it into. I ask you, why have the Jedi just let all the knowledge in these ruins sit here, collecting dust? I would argue that it is because they have grown lazy, complacent even, and view all things not kept within their own archives as dangerous and might cause others to think for themselves."

"We Sith aren't perfect, but we are free, even if many take the opportunity to engage in their more sadistic fantasies. I personally abhor that style of Sith, you might think me a monster and power-hungry, but if you asked me fellow Sith, I'm fairly level-headed and strive for order rather than madness. I hunger for knowledge, because knowledge is power, something I think you understand no?

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 
Sophie, to her shock, tried making one argument after the other but found herself stumped for answers. With each sudden subject brought up by [member="Darth Arcanix"] only to be curbed by her explanation and theories of why the Jedi are so cut up Sophie couldn't help but see it. She could see the Jedi were more split than the Sith. So many Jedi had left the order and established themselves, yet the Sith had one major faction. And why did they leave this place a ruin? Knowledge was power. At least to Sophie it was. And she was suprised the Sith knew that as well.

"But...but what about the Sith in the Fringe. And the other factions?" she tried making her argument. "You're just as split up as we are."
 
"The Sith in the Fringe are allies of ours," Taeli replied. "Many of the One Sith also have personal stakes within the Fringe, so our two factions are closely linked. Many Dark Jedi and individual Sith also have relations with us. Can the same be said of the other factions with the Jedi? I don't hear of any sort of cordial relations between the different variances of Jedi, since they have moved away from the teachings of the Council and are viewed as heretics in a sense."

She smiled internally as the girl couldn't bring herself to answer her previous questions, the line of inquiry had her reconsidering things, she could almost feel the wheels turning in the girl's head.

"I look around me and think, the Sith would never allow such ruins to remain as they are. The knowledge here would be too precious to allow to just waste away, too useful and able to add to one's knowledge, to one's power. Why do you think we always gravitate back to Korriban, or Dromund Kaas, or any other of worlds that are always tied to the Sith eventually? We strive to learn from our past, to gain knowledge our ancestors left behind for the current generation to gain. If knowledge is lost, we move to rediscover or recreate it. Could the same be said of the Jedi, even as they sit within their temples on Tython and here? I see no signs of moving beyond the comforts of their halls and training grounds, no evidence of exploring except for ambitious pupils such as yourself."

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 
More and more her words poured out and Sophie was almost drawn to them. Yet part of her kept screaming not to listen. In innter conflict of her mind made her temple hurt, or possible the strain from all the punishment she'd taken from fighting [member="Darth Arcanix"] was the case. Still it ached and pained her to know that she was faced with such a dilemma, one she felt she shouldn't have and yet couldn't help but acknowledge to herself. "What....what are you saying? That the Jedi don't value things like the Sith?"
 
"Don't the Jedi preach to not have worldly possessions, to cut away all personal attachments?" Taeli asked, tilting her head at the girl. She could sense the inner conflict raging within the girl's mind. She wondered just what exactly the girl was thinking.

"Why would cutting away ties to the past be any different? It would be placing value, a personal stake, in something that can cloud your judgment according to the Jedi. I would argue that searching the past deserves an attachment, deserves effort. I went through several aliases and three different ships just to gain access to these ruins for a short amount of time. That is devotion to my work, to something I place an emotional attachment to because I want recognition for the effort I put into something. Digging up the past inevitably causes one to form an emotional connection with what they uncover, because we love our work and love seeing people respect us for the deeds and knowledge we contribute to our chosen society."

She stopped for a moment to look at the girl again.

"If you strive for greatness, I think you can agree with me on that at least,."

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 
Sophie couldn't belive how right [member="Darth Arcanix"] was. Why? Why would they do this? Why was she agreeing with her? WHy didn't she see it sooner? Why didn't she run away or stay at the temple like she was supposed to? Why? WHY? All of these questions were screaming in her head. She didn't know what to belive anymore. She held her head, feeling like it was going to burst. Nothing was making sense anymore. All of it was cumulating into one horrifying realization after another. Oh no... Was she becoming a Sith? The feeling made her sick. She felt like her entire body was tainted. It was all nothing but one bad feeling after another. She felt like she was going to pass out.
 
Taeli looked more closely at the girl, the inner turmoil clear in the girl's eyes. She seemed paler, and close to passing out from the strain her mind was putting the girl through. Taeli could see her words had had a profound effect on the girl, had disrupted her carefully constructed view of the world, of the Jedi even. She felt the smallest twinge of regret that she was revealing these painful truths, but it was brushed away as easily as a drop of water falling from a leaf. She was highly tempted to use the Force to influence her further, but decided against doing anything beyond keeping her presence exposed and be able to be felt by the girl.

"Are you okay?" Taeli asked, moving carefully closer to the girl and tentatively placing a comforting hand on her shoulder. "I'm sorry that what I'm saying is true, but it's best to learn such things now rather than later. If you want confirmation, you need only look around."

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 
Tears were forming in her eyes. Sophie didn't want to be seen like this. She dropped her head in her hands before falling it to the ground. She couldn't belive it. She was agreeig with a Sith. She was going against what her family had planned for her. Her own grandmother was once a Jedi master who told her about the jedi order and the fears of the Sith. Yet now she felt like it was the other way around. She kept shaking her head while covering her face.

"I....I'm supposed to do great things. My....my family told me I was born for great things. Not....not this. I...I can't..."

[member="Darth Arcanix"]
 
Taeli put an arm around the girl, and whispered, "They aren't wrong you know? Your family said you were destined for greatness, and I agree with them. You're powerful in the Force, you have an inquisitive mind, you have the drive and ambition to achieve what you set your mind to. Where I disagree with your family is how they only gave you one path to follow to achieve their definition of greatness. I'm offering you the choice of freedom, to choose what path you take to achieve your greatness. Not some pre-determined path that your family pushed you onto without regard for what you truly wanted."

Taeli looked up again.

"I love my parents for that, my mother and father taught me to always make my own way, to forge my own name and not allow what they or anyone else in the family had done to determine where I went. Let me help you achieve a name for yourself, something where you feel proud of what you have done. Somewhere that will appreciate your skills, your ambition. But, I leave the choice to you. Come with me to Coruscant and walk whichever path you wish to pursue to gain greatness or stay here and continue to be tied down to only one path to achieve a narrow definition of greatness."

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 
Sophie looked up to her, tears still in her eyes. She wanted to resist yet there it was. The horrible sensation of wanting to know what [member="Darth Arcanix"] did. She wanted to be strong. She wanted to learn. She wanted to feel powerful. She wanted to be great. The choice laid before her now. Stay here or go with her. What would it be? The Jedi had power, yes, but so did the Sith. They both had knowledge and yet there was nothing grander than having access to Courascant. There was so much potential....but her emotions had proven to be greater than she thought.

Finally in one grand breath Sophie said "I....I'll go with you....Master."
 
"Promise not to try and run away again?" Taeli asked, with a smile and somewhat joking as she stood up. "I won't be a sadistic master, I feel support will work best. For you see, we will be looking for more knowledge together. Our quest is not one that ever ends, and together we will help the other achieve even greater things than we could do alone. Whatever path you decide to pursue under my tutelage, I will help and I will learn alongside you. And the knowledge I have already gained is yours to have, including my proclivity for alchemy."

Standing up, she helped her new apprentice to her feet. The girl still seemed somewhat shaken by what had happened, but Taeli would be there to help in the transition. She would become truly powerful, she could already sense that about her.

"As a first question, what is your name? A second question is what would you like done with the knowledge these ruins hold?" she asked.

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 
Sophie said nothing, only standing up when offered help by [member="Darth Arcanix"]. Once she was too her feet she realized how much more her body ached and how upsetting her stomach felt. Everything had happened so fast it was like a train wreck inside her both mind and body and spirit. She was a little dulled at first and didn't answer right away. She needed a minute to realize something was said to her before saying "Oh it's...Sophie. Gustav. And...I want to take them with us. I want to know....what they have to offer. I want to learn."
 
"Your first lesson will be a simple one then, something the Jedi probably showed you once," Taeli said, stretching a little and pulling out a datapad and some energy bars. "Use the Force to sustain your body, to refresh yourself, pull into you and contain it. But just in case, some energy bars for you Sophie."

She handed the energy bars to [member="Sophie Gustav"] before heading back towards the stairs, gently guiding her towards the stairs as well.

"We have a lot of data to download, but once we are done, we will see to your hurts and begin truly studying things," she said softly. "And I am sorry about the beating you took. As my apprentice, you need not worry about such treatment again except for when we spar, and even then it will be nothing permanent or overly painful."
 
Sophie wasn't aware of the way to heal herself with the force. She only shook her head before being handed the energy bars. Those she took right away and started scarffing down before being lead by her master to the stairs. She listened as she explained what was in store for her and what it would be like for her to be the apprentice of [member="Darth Arcanix"] and all of it sounded so....good. She only said "Yes, Master." as she followed her up and out, hopfully away from any and all remneants of the Jedi order before she changed her mind yet again.
 
Taeli quickly made her way around the archives, copying all the data that could still be salvaged. Some of the data had been corrupted from sheer age and abandonment, something she could never forgive the Jedi for neglecting such things.

"I do have to say I hope you enjoy the finer things in life, as I run one of the companies that provide for the Sith military so I won't stand my apprentice not having access to the same things."

Her datapad pinged that all relevant data had been uploaded, and now she debated whether or not leave anything here for the Jedi if they ever did come here. AS she guided Sophie out of the ruins, she accessed the remote destruct feature that the archives held and handed the datapad to her apprentice.

"I give you another choice, do we leave the data archives intact or destroy them so only we have the knowledge they contained," she asked, as her shuttle came into view. The datapad would be able to delete all the information on the archives if Sophie so desired it, all the information was already sent to Taeli's personal terminal and data back-up so they could read it whenever they wished.

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 
Sophie had perked up when [member="Darth Arcanix"] had mentioned living the finer aspects of life due to her owning Sith military company. If she was going to have access to all of this, and only as an apprentice, then Sophie realized that she would already be more superior than she orginally was with that sort of backing and firepower. She gulped down a huge chunck of the energy bars in her mouth and started to feel a sense of healing in her. It was slow but making due. She kept feasting down as her master asked what to do with the ruins. Sophie stopped and wondered what would be better. Leaving it intact just in case or destorying it so no others would have it.

She reached out as if to stop her master from blowing it but then, suddenly, had done her the favor and pressed the button herself. Watching as the place began to blow Sophie said "Knowledge belongs to those who know what to do with it." Looking back to her master she said "That's something I've always belived in."
 
"Well spoken, my apprentice," Taeli said, smiling her approval. The girl was already so much like a Sith, even without her formal training beginning yet. Sophie understood an important concept of both knowledge and the Sith, that being that knowledge only deserved to be in the hand of the one who sought it out and gained it. They would then make sure that only the people they wished to teach would receive that knowledge in turn, to be used for their own ends. "Now we must leave this world, and your training shall begin. I have just the task in mind too, something my master had me do for my first task. But we will begin that once you are rested fully."

Reaching the shuttle, she activated the boarding ramp and lowered it. Looking over at the shuttle Sophie had arrived on, she asked, "Is there anything you wish to retrieve from the ship to bring into your new life?"

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 
It was a good thing Sophie made such an impression with her new Master. Knowing that something she'd thought of even before being converted made her more a Sith had only confirmed it in her own mind. She wasn't destine to follow the footsteps of her grandmother. She was born to be greater than that. She followed [member="Darth Arcanix"] back to her shuttle while hearing about how training would soon begin for her. She stopped when her master did and asked if there was anything she needed from the ship. Sophie looked back in the gerneral direction of where it was before thinking an answer.

"No." she said. "There's nothing left for me there." She then looked down to her bag, still around her arm, and dropped it to the ground. Everything in it belonged to the Jedi, her old self. "Jedi Padawn Sophie died here..." she said before walking into the ship. Part of it was indication for her master to destory the ship so everyone who'd come looking would think exaclty that.
 
"Very well," Taeli said, smiling as her apprentice moved into the shuttle. Going over to the shuttle that brought Sophie here, she activated the self-destruct feature before returning to her own ship. Sitting down in the pilot seat, she began take-off procedures, thinking about how this trip to Ossus had far exceeded anything she could possibly have thought of.

Looking over at her apprentice, she sensed her determination, her drive to surpass anything her family had hoped she would be. Taeli would make good on her word, the girl would become a powerful and well-versed Sith. A Jedi would say destiny had brought them together, but Taeli believed it was their choices that led them to each other.

"Your freedom awaits," Taeli said, nodding at her apprentice. As their shuttle began to lift-off, the other shuttle exploded in a fireball, leaving nothing but smoldering wreckage near what was left of the ruins. "How do you feel now, my apprentice?"

[member="Sophie Gustav"]
 

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