STARRY NIGHTS
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paint your palette blue and grey~
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Rayne Lo'to
OBULETTE, TAPANI SECTOR, COLONIES REGION
As I told her a fraction of my life story, I can feel a poignant feeling in her through the force. When she replied and told me hers, I got why she felt that way. While life was tough, there was always hope for me. A mother that fought her hardest to stay afloat, a power that was envied through the whole slums, heck, even a face and body that people wish they were born with. That's not saying that Rayne is physically flawed. On the contrary. But that's besides the point. What I'm trying to say is, she was all alone from the start, and she doesn't have a natural vocal cord. That must've been really tough on her growing up, maybe even still to this day. "What difference does it make? Vocoder or not, it's still your words, coming from you." That's a reassurance that she probably never heard, but also one that I truly believe in. Everyone is different. Are the Gand voiceless just because they communicate in entirely different manners to us? For all I know, Rayne knows sign language and can speak with her vocoder. That's more impressive than the majority of the Jedi I know.
Speaking of Jedi, Rayne saying that I'm different from other Jedi, in a good way, did totally make me blush. I've always been considered a rigid Jedi, too by the book, emotionless, cold, even ruthless by some. And I do truly believe that while it might be a misunderstanding and exaggeration on some part, there's some truth to it. But I do believe in hope, that people, especially younger ones who grew up in bad circumstances, as long as they haven't crossed the limit that is the dark side, should be given a chance, to be treated with the utmost respect they've never been. And to find someone, who not only shares the similar, unfortunate background as I do, but also whom I vibe with on a personal level, how could I not linger on the idea of sharing my light and life with them? "I don't usually open up to people this easily, you know?" I smiled softly at her, trying to find the right word to speak my mind, to not overwhelm her, but also show my appreciation, and that the little incident that brought us together earlier must've been the doing of the force. "It's just… I guess I feel comfortable talking to you for some reason." Words which were interrupted by the voice of the noodle seller, serving us our order.
At that, I saw her smile turning into a mischievous grin, mentioning about techs, yet another thing that I'm interested in. Too bad, I left all of my gadgets in my transport. Well, almost all. "Oh… all my net systems are built in inside my head. Comms, browsers, calculators, cameras, you name it." Giving her access to literally parts of my brain does sound like a very stupid, padawan move when I do think about it again, but at this moment… I guess I was just curious at the mention of her ability, technopathy is not a common skill to have in the NJO after all, and this could be a good thing to know, for the Order. "It's heavily encrypted, but I can give you access." Or I'm just finding an excuse to let her in my head, but here we go, there goes nothing.