So it wasn't awkward for me but I got SERIOUSLY angry. Last night I'm told I was awkward. My mother in law was visiting for the duration of yesterday while my fiance was in the hospital. As the cicerion (c section) was being completed I was hanging around my woman. When we finally gotback tto her room, I decided I wanted to ask if it was my turn to hold my son. She said yes and I, being as creepily excited as I was, freaked and reached for Sammy. As I was holding him and calming him down, for less than a minute, my mother in law came over and commanded I give him to her. Now instead of b***h smacking her through the wall, I receded and gave him up. Then about after 5 whole minutes of her holding him, I rudely mentioned that I couldn't watch tv to calm down and couldnt even hold my son and she said no she would not give him back, instead of super Saiyan kicking her in the face I decided to just go for a walk. When I got back she had fled, and I was sad I hadn't beat her senseless for taking my son from me.
Or like how just after my son was born i was in the room with em as they were cleaning him. When Jaye -fiance- finally got into that room, she asked of I had told her family he was here and ok. I said no, and left to tell them. As I was leaving, I had barely gotten about 15 feet away I heard my son cry. I came CHARGING back, tried to open the door and couldn't get it. So I started slamming my shoulder into the door. It was one of those foot thick doors that has the handle perpendicular to the floor, and I nearly cracked my shoulder trying to break it down. But I just kept at it till it finally opened by the nurse...whom had told me she was giving him his shots and I had forgotten lol