Sorel Crieff
Ready are you? What know you of ready?
Korriban. Sorel had heard the news. In fact, she’d heard many variations of the news and it was fair to say she was unsure where the facts ended and the hyperbole began. Not that she was dismissing all she’d heard to gossip and propaganda – but she was here to find out the truth. Nothing more and nothing less.
She figured she would not be the first to arrive. Nor the last. And the other thing she knew for sure was that she was not the same Youngling that was full of vim and vigour and over-zealous ideals. One that had zero tolerance and nothing but disdain for anyone different to herself.
Nor was she the young Padawan that travelled with her first Master and had so many hopes and ideals smashed at his moment of death. At his moment of shame.
And it was fair to say she had grown since joining the Silver Order. The days of Coruscant and Ossus were behind her and she had become to accept others for what they were. It was a slow process but she’d matured. Today she accepted she was responsible for only one person’s behaviour – her own. She could admonish herself for lapses against the Code but every other Jedi had to face their own conscience. She still firmly believed that every death was a step towards the dark side – limited only by the fact that the death was unavoidable. Jedi that believed any different were only fooling themselves. It was one of the stages of falling to the dark side. She understood that now. But with understanding came a withholding of judgement.
That, above all else, was the difference between the little girl that was and the young woman that is. But they both sought the truth…so here she was.
She figured she would not be the first to arrive. Nor the last. And the other thing she knew for sure was that she was not the same Youngling that was full of vim and vigour and over-zealous ideals. One that had zero tolerance and nothing but disdain for anyone different to herself.
Nor was she the young Padawan that travelled with her first Master and had so many hopes and ideals smashed at his moment of death. At his moment of shame.
And it was fair to say she had grown since joining the Silver Order. The days of Coruscant and Ossus were behind her and she had become to accept others for what they were. It was a slow process but she’d matured. Today she accepted she was responsible for only one person’s behaviour – her own. She could admonish herself for lapses against the Code but every other Jedi had to face their own conscience. She still firmly believed that every death was a step towards the dark side – limited only by the fact that the death was unavoidable. Jedi that believed any different were only fooling themselves. It was one of the stages of falling to the dark side. She understood that now. But with understanding came a withholding of judgement.
That, above all else, was the difference between the little girl that was and the young woman that is. But they both sought the truth…so here she was.