Taeli Raaf
Bookworm
[member="Vulpesen"]
Taeli could feel herself bristling, the slight against her family and how she was trying to look out for a sister full of hate and anger might have been one step too far.
"Let me tell you something, sir," Taeli said, her purple eyes blazing. "You have absolutely no right to berate me for the choices I made. You disappeared from the Jedi, boo-fething-who, they lose half their Order time and again, but they don't really care if their one of their number goes missing in a mysterious way. The Sith would have hunted me down, I'd be constantly on the run with a sister, constantly looking over my shoulder for the knife in the dark, so YOU have no right to tell me how to look after MY family, the ONLY FAMILY I HAVE LEFT!!! MY SISTER MELORI IS SO CONSUMED BY HATRED FOR MY OTHER SISTER CORVUS, it's taken everything I've got to slow down her descent into full darkness."
Taeli had tears in her eyes, born from both anger at Vulpesen and just sheer exhaustion from his need to blame her for all his current woes. "But no, you wouldn't understand the stress I'm under, safe and hidden away on your own little world, with your friends. I serve the Sith because they took me in after I murdered, by accident and completely out of control, the boys who tried to rape and murder me! I don't hold loyalty to any individual Sith, only to the ideal of the Sith. You might rush out and save Alex again and again, good for fething you. I have to save Melori from herself EVERY KARKING DAY!" I DIDN'T SURRENDER TO ANYTHING! But again, you wouldn't truly understand the position I'm in, would you? NO! YOU DON'T AND DON'T EVEN TRY TO SYMPATHIZE BECAUSE I'M AT LEAST LOOKING AFTER MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHILE YOU ATTACK AND BELITTLE THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS TRYING TO SAVE ALEX! BECAUSE THAT"S WHAT SHE AND I AGREED UPON!"
Taking a shaky breath, she wiped the tears form her eyes and stopped her mount. She needed a minute, or else she might lash out.
Taeli could feel herself bristling, the slight against her family and how she was trying to look out for a sister full of hate and anger might have been one step too far.
"Let me tell you something, sir," Taeli said, her purple eyes blazing. "You have absolutely no right to berate me for the choices I made. You disappeared from the Jedi, boo-fething-who, they lose half their Order time and again, but they don't really care if their one of their number goes missing in a mysterious way. The Sith would have hunted me down, I'd be constantly on the run with a sister, constantly looking over my shoulder for the knife in the dark, so YOU have no right to tell me how to look after MY family, the ONLY FAMILY I HAVE LEFT!!! MY SISTER MELORI IS SO CONSUMED BY HATRED FOR MY OTHER SISTER CORVUS, it's taken everything I've got to slow down her descent into full darkness."
Taeli had tears in her eyes, born from both anger at Vulpesen and just sheer exhaustion from his need to blame her for all his current woes. "But no, you wouldn't understand the stress I'm under, safe and hidden away on your own little world, with your friends. I serve the Sith because they took me in after I murdered, by accident and completely out of control, the boys who tried to rape and murder me! I don't hold loyalty to any individual Sith, only to the ideal of the Sith. You might rush out and save Alex again and again, good for fething you. I have to save Melori from herself EVERY KARKING DAY!" I DIDN'T SURRENDER TO ANYTHING! But again, you wouldn't truly understand the position I'm in, would you? NO! YOU DON'T AND DON'T EVEN TRY TO SYMPATHIZE BECAUSE I'M AT LEAST LOOKING AFTER MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHILE YOU ATTACK AND BELITTLE THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS TRYING TO SAVE ALEX! BECAUSE THAT"S WHAT SHE AND I AGREED UPON!"
Taking a shaky breath, she wiped the tears form her eyes and stopped her mount. She needed a minute, or else she might lash out.