M E R C Y
Ziare Dyarron | Keilara Kala'myr | Mercy | Freedom
COMPNOR (ISB) Junior Agent | Nite agent | Marauder and Agent of the Maw, Mongrel's advisor
COMPNOR (ISB) Junior Agent | Nite agent | Marauder and Agent of the Maw, Mongrel's advisor
Location: Research facility, City, Empress Teta
Equipment: FS-18-UP2 Assault Rifle | 2x Sunfury Pistol | Light Armour | Viper Mk. I Skinsuit | 2x Vibrodagger | 2x Riftblades | Promise of Freedom || Cloaking Device | 5x ASBF Probe Droid || OPBC-01m
Special Tags: The Mongrel | Thomas Barran
- She struggles with malaise, realizing that something is manipulating her thoughts and feelings.
- It's hard, but she's on her way to the inside of the building.
I think maybe even I was surprised I managed to get up. I won’t mention the uncomfortable part that it only worked on a third attempt, but it did. That was the point. The pressure in my head grew stronger again. And I still only heard my own voices, the voices of my own personalities. I was very uncomfortable and feeling unwell. Dizziness, nausea in addition to migraine. I saw vaguely. I found my weapons and my helmet on the ground.
I didn’t pick up the helmet, I didn't think I would need it so much, and it would only get worse in this condition, so I only fastened it to my belt along with the other gear. My face was bloody from having my nose broken and the attack of that something what was here. What suddenly occurred to me was that I had to wash my face because otherwise Mongrel would worry if he saw me that way. Again, immeasurable pain ripped through my soul. It was surreal, especially in this situation.
I leaned against the wall and laughed. I think I'm insane after all. As I laughed, I slid to the ground, my back against the wall. I put my hand on my forehead. I rocked back and forth while I was still laughing. The next moment I was already sobbing, loudly, of exhaustion and the whole situation. I laughed and sobbed. Because of the situation, because of what kind of relationship I am in, and because of my lovers who are just a brain, I can't ever have a child…
What?! A kid?! I snarled. These were not my own thoughts. I've never thought of anything like this in my life. But not even Ziare. With her past?! After what have they done to us for years ?! It was a complete miracle that she fell in love with Kallan in the subconscious prison and accepted his feelings, and his romantic overtures! As I realised that not my own thoughts, these feelings stopped. It was not just telepathic, but empathetic too! FETH! Damn it! What the feth is this place?!
"Get out of my head!" I hissed and snarled.
Even with my necklace, it sneaked into my mind unnoticed that I hadn’t seen before. I didn't feel anything out of it. Now, however, the pressure has dropped again, but it has not completely disappeared. They were the voice too, not me, not the rest of my personalities. But then I can’t believe anything about what reality is and what isn’t. I didn’t know the Force, I couldn’t rely on it. I was just a simple telepath. I was also unaware of the limits of my abilities.
The curse of having to hide my true strength from the Taskmaster. I had a hard time getting up from the ground, I was still feeling bad, my eyes were burning with crying. Forward! I had to move on. I asked MANIAC if it was still a protected network or from inside, he was able to join to it, but it was protected. Feth! He suggested that I look for a terminal so I could connect to it. Feth! It's like it's that easy. My footsteps were very precarious, I felt I had barely any strength. The whole hallway was spinning, at least I felt that way.
I still had to lean against the wall, lean on it while I tried to move on. A helping hand would have come in very handy, which supports. But I didn’t even dare to think if this something had such an effect on me, what effect it would have on someone who has no mental protection. Although they may not be affected because they are not telepaths. I need to vomit! I fell to my knees and I vomited, it was partly bloody. The whole room was still spinning.
I got up again and, struggling with nausea, headed for the interior of the building, into the unknown. I couldn't show weakness…