Jedi Brat!
An air of apprehension clung to Braze as he watched Gabriel, his usually bright demeanor clouded by concern. However, when the questions were posed, a noticeable shift occurred in the young Padawan. His presence in the moment intensified, as if he were suddenly more anchored to the here and now. Gone were the snarky quips and playful jokes he often used as a shield against discomfort or intimidation. Instead, he focused solely on Gabriel, offering a level of rapt attention that felt refreshingly genuine.
"N-no Sir. " Braze started lightly before continuing. " I- I've been tasked with the creation of one. " Braze offered softly. " I've finalized my design ideas, however, I've not gathered what I need, to work on it just yet." He explained in a soft tone of voice moving to fuss at the edges of his sleeves."You haven't yet made your own blade?"
"Didn't you grow up in the temple Braze?"
"Well, it's a bit complicated," Braze began, hesitating as he searched for the right words to encapsulate his unique journey. "I joined the Jedi Order a bit later than most. Many of my peers were practically raised within the Temple walls, but I came here when I was older." His voice carried a note of uncertainty; he wasn't sure if Master Pryce was familiar with his Creche Master or the initial challenges he faced trying to integrate—a puzzle piece that seemed to fit nowhere.
"I've spent about six or seven years of my life here," he added softly.
Unspoken was the emotionally charged history behind his late arrival. Unlike many younglings who grew up in the Jedi Order, Braze had spent his early years with his biological parents. However, as his Force sensitivities began to manifest—unexpectedly and alarmingly—they found themselves overwhelmed. Unable to understand, much less manage, his burgeoning abilities, they turned to the Jedi Order, practically pleading for his admission.
Though he left this part unsaid, Braze couldn't help but feel that his parents had, in a sense, given up on him. It was a sensitive topic, one that still tugged at the seams of his emotional fabric. The sensation of abandonment, whether justified or not, left a mark that he had yet to fully come to terms with.