Tiny Terror
Her screaming hadn't stopped until Abel was at her side, a pillar of strength in an ever evolving war-zone. And even then her panic persisted; she whimpered softly, and couldn't stop the tears that came to her eyes as he checked her... body. Some people would think she was acting ridiculous or childish by screaming and crying. And although Illyria was not a child, she had led a sheltered life. Until recently the young noble hadn't left Naboo, and she certainly wasn't experienced in battle. Sometimes even the sight of blood made her nauseous but this - seeing her C O R P S E on the ground was a different trauma entirely. Perhaps with time she would become accustomed to it all - become a warrior, hardened, unfazed by the impossible, by death and gore and blood, but right now she was green and Abel's words were not sufficient enough to calm her entirely.
He claimed that they weren't dead but that seemed highly unlikely given she was staring at her own body. It was only Abel's hand on her cheek, warm, and familiar, and real, that got her eyes off the ground and on him. "I'm not dead. I'm not dead. I'm not dead." She repeated the words like a mantra, hoping to calm her still jack-hammering heart. She'd fallen and must have fallen unconscious because Abel wouldn't lie to her about something so important. That meant that she was what? A ghost? No, that would mean she'd died and Abel said she wasn't dead. So an out of body experience than. Was that even possible? Was that something the Force could do?
Illyria kept her eyes on her master, knowing that if she looked down again she would break. She wanted to beg him to wait, to take her home, back to that sheltered life she had grown to loath. But the words would not come. And somewhere buried beneath all her turmoil there was a voice reminding her that she wanted this. Not this particularly, the out of body-potentially-dead experience, but adventure, something away from the noble life and political intrigue, something more, something that was her own.
Maybe this was it.
Still, her fingers were shaking as she took the lightsaber from her belt, finding the weight of it unbalancing and uncomfortable, despite their training. "Okay." She breathed, voice trembling, not convinced at all by Abel's perceived calmness but she would follow. She looked at Luna, green eyes filled with uncertainty but knew that with them... with Abel and Luna close by... she'd be okay.
He claimed that they weren't dead but that seemed highly unlikely given she was staring at her own body. It was only Abel's hand on her cheek, warm, and familiar, and real, that got her eyes off the ground and on him. "I'm not dead. I'm not dead. I'm not dead." She repeated the words like a mantra, hoping to calm her still jack-hammering heart. She'd fallen and must have fallen unconscious because Abel wouldn't lie to her about something so important. That meant that she was what? A ghost? No, that would mean she'd died and Abel said she wasn't dead. So an out of body experience than. Was that even possible? Was that something the Force could do?
Illyria kept her eyes on her master, knowing that if she looked down again she would break. She wanted to beg him to wait, to take her home, back to that sheltered life she had grown to loath. But the words would not come. And somewhere buried beneath all her turmoil there was a voice reminding her that she wanted this. Not this particularly, the out of body-potentially-dead experience, but adventure, something away from the noble life and political intrigue, something more, something that was her own.
Maybe this was it.
Still, her fingers were shaking as she took the lightsaber from her belt, finding the weight of it unbalancing and uncomfortable, despite their training. "Okay." She breathed, voice trembling, not convinced at all by Abel's perceived calmness but she would follow. She looked at Luna, green eyes filled with uncertainty but knew that with them... with Abel and Luna close by... she'd be okay.