The pain of her broken soul had receded, no more was it a harsh burn upon her mind, now it was softer, nothing more than clouds tainting a clear night sky. Or, at least, that is what she told herself as she strode through the Jungles of Aurum. However, the whispers of insanity and despair still clawed at her mind now that the blanked of Ashla and Bogan were no longer wrapped around her mind, no longer helping to hold her mind and soul together through balance. Still, despite the whispers, she continued to walk with careful and measured strides, repeating to herself that the pain was soothed, repeating it in an urgent whisper as she fought to make it the truth, not a lie she told to herself in the efforts to make it true and to proved herself comfort. She could not allow those that tortured her to win anymore, this was a new life, a new chance, and she would claim it with vigour to spite those same torturers.
'Besides', she mused to herself, 'I am not the only one hurting.'
And, indeed, she could feel it resonating within the Force. Hunger, pain, suffering. The very Darkness that she had used to find her balance still resonated within the Force. But, even if she had used that Darkness to find her balance, that did not mean it was just nor that she did not seek to soothe it. Darkness could come from passion and raw emotion, there was no need for it to come from pain and suffering. Besides, she knew pain and suffering well, had lived it for as long as she could remember. She knew the weight it put upon the soul and she had no wish to allow others to experience weight.
Stepping into the bustle of Azar, the rush of healers running to and fro, Ryiah kept her face expressionless as she fought to prevent her instinctive reaction of shying away from those that came close to her. But, then, instinct was a hard foe to over come and the end result was that stiffness crawled into her joints as she attempted to not flee. But, still, she did not falter from her path towards where she knew those injured and sick lay. She would not allow her own weakness be to death for many others. She was nothing before the grand scheme of things, a worthless woman that had survived her pain and avoided insanity through luck alone. The least she could do was help and render aid to those that needed it.
Stopping before the crowds of prone bodies, each one of them injured, Ryiah cast her silver gaze across them all, numbing her emotions until she was but a shade of herself, a shade with a singular purpose carved into her mind. She would not feel, she would not falter. Her broken soul would hide her emotions within its cracks as she worked. She would not allow herself to be distracted by anything. She was a tool wielded by her own hands to heal and nothing more.
Moving forwards on graceful strides, Ryiah lowered herself next to the first body that she came across, settling upon her knees as she lay a hand across the man's forehead and sternum. Her physical vessel taking a deep breath, Ryiah delved into the Force, surrendering herself fully, as she sought to stare into the ether and see what was wrong with her first patient.