Ebb and Flow
Following Shadows of Departure
Tags: Briana Sal-Soren
Location: Jakku Enclave, Green Room
Wearing: Traditional Robe, Echo Stone
<Bri.
I got something you might want to hear. Nothings on fire, just. I could use some advice.
♡ Lo>
I got something you might want to hear. Nothings on fire, just. I could use some advice.
♡ Lo>
Lossa's message encrypted and sent to Briana almost the same hour as Romi's droid had appeared.
Putting on a face that spoke nothing of what she'd learned until she could have a moment of silence to herself. Ill spent wondering if the woman had been in her right mind to leave her with such a task. Chewing on a nail that could spare no more of itself to her rampant overbearing thoughts.
Taking a walk along the corridors now to find something to ease her mind.
The green room offered little comfort in light of that droids visit. The recorded form of Romi sharing a final trial for the Zeltron when the woman herself could not. It hadn't settled in completely yet.
Right hand gliding among the greenery required for the Nexu Mending Balm. She'd never put much thought into what was needed for such things, the intricacies of certain practices well beyond as her mind searched for anything other than the reality she'd found herself thrust into. Some great distraction to let her process this at another time.
If ever.
The memory of Gatz Derrevar and his insight flitting across her mind. An irony behind it now as she laughed at the words he'd said. At how soon she had needed to use his wisdom.
But Romi was gone, and that pillar for Lossa gone with it.
The sting of her eyes prompted action. Not wanting to remove her hand from the greenery to dab at her eyes with a sleeve as her left shoulder rolled. Reminded that reality was something she could not escape from again as the phantom limb gave nothing but the feeling of failure. Dull eyes settling on the empty space. Waiting to hear back from Briana with her latest message.
It made her feel childish to reach out so soon after receiving Romi's message.
With everything Briana likely had on her plate concerning Naboo, it felt like drawing from a pitcher already dangerously close to empty. Perhaps something they could talk about rather than silently wonder. She'd expected to take over the final steps to rebuilding the Enclave, not overseeing it. A lesson in remaining still wasn't a lesson that was all that appealing to her.
Perhaps it was better that Romi had been taken so suddenly from the picture. Responsibility for the Enclave and it's students was a good a reason as any to be still for a time.
A lingering touch against the plants gave her little peace to think with, hearing her steps echo against the walls that seemed to close in around her. The lonely steps reminding her once more of the conversation, that there were people she could call upon.
She just needed to reach out.
She'd taken the first step, waiting patiently as she could to hear back. Managing to sit down, resting her chin against the hand she had with a troubled sigh.
"Hope she's okay." A lingering thought as she settled into the quiet.
Tsk tsk tsk. What was Romi thinking leaving us in charge? We'll just run like we always do. Couldn't make knight when it was easy and now-
The silence around her was unbroken, but the quiet of her mind felt like the ocean rolling from a great storm that had yet to reveal itself.
Now we have to play catch up the hard way. I mean. It's just her daughter, and a few other well known names for students. What could go wrong?
"We'll do fine." Her head curled into her arm, the cool table wonderful against the headache that had bloomed.
We know ourselves to well for that. But the bravado is adorable.
"Shut up." Her arm curled tighter around her head, as if it would shield her.
I thought we'd gone over this-
"Shut up." Hand balling into a tight fist as her thoughts grew louder to meet her physical voice.
Can't stop-
"SHUT UP!" Her hand slammed against the tabletop, rising out of the chair as her own thoughts cackled and faded into the surrounding quiet. Her body settling once more into the seat as she laid her head down. Ha d sliding into her robes.
The Echo Stone she clutched a dingy smear of dark stains that clear strands pushed through.