Caution to the wind, protocol didn’t exist here. As soon as Ryv’s instructions with the rendezvous point came through, and a report of no survivors discovered from the Ranger squadron — she turned to look at May who’d stepped away from her and toward…..
Abject horror ripped from her throat, that turned into a desperate choke when their bond turned into a supernova. It bludgeoned, stretching the limits of the metaphysical and clenching a tight fist around her ethereal existence relative to his own. Loske’s world contracted to a small space inside her own skull, then slowly bloomed out again in pain. Much like when
Cedric had made their bond taut, before
severing it entirely. But Maynard was right here, opening himself to the flood of whatever was contained in that dark prism. It was as intense as it was evil. Control threatened its delicacy, and Loske desperately sought not to lose it.
It didn’t seem to matter how many times she repeated variations of his name to get his attention, to wrench him from whatever was happening. He was deaf to the world.
And that world around him awakened. The creatures that had been dozing unperturbed snapped to full alert. Screeches and growls replaced what should have been yawns.
What had been no-good, very bad, not a great time, had turned into something beyond terrible.
Static crackled over her comms, the harshness erupting in her ears only peppered with the repetition of her name.
"Loske? Loske, are you there?"
Panic cored through her, and she concentrated to reorient her focus on the situation to preserve themselves and the objective.
<I can barely hear you, Auteme.> Her voice cracked through the comms, feigning bravery.
<We’re in trouble down here.>
Loske, compromised by her emotions and the darkness that drenched the balance between herself and The Knight, was delayed in her reactions to the impending doom.
Catching him from his stumbling and eventual fall was out of the question with the encroaching flesh-eating mutants. Their claws and gnashing teeth took no pause, and their terrible bodies leapt from the niches. Some of them were failing, too high up, legs scraping at the walls without the strength to pull themselves forward or landing on the ground for a spasmodic moment. The interaction affected some, rendering them incapable as if dying from a poison. The others were an aggressive problem. The air was thick with mindless roars.
There wasn’t even time to cuss. A bellowing eruption rolled from her extended palms, knocking the onslaught’s approach back. Their claws dig into the durasteel, a majority preventing themselves from being pushed back.
How many of these had been human? How many of them had been crewmen, waiting to get to port and back to their homes? Such hesitation needed to be compartmentalized if she were to protect them from being torn asunder.
The golden blade thrumming at her side gave a decisive twirl before she gripped it with augmented strength that was assured to cut through the encroaching monsters. They clammered from all sides, recovering from her initial blast.
Consideration, logic and compassion gave way to action. Melting into a tool that imbued her movements. Contrary to how she felt within, she relaxed and let the Force flow through her. Usually, in battle-like situations, the Force seemed to fall silent -- not to desert her, but to become no more than an instinct or alarm when needed. This time, however, Loske found herself connecting to everything around her, as though she were in a meditative trance. Everything was dark, and cruel. There was no time to wait for suggestion, she had to be the first to act and The Force would help her. There was no hesitation from the mutations that charged, and they were met with equal tenacity. A flurry of motion, precariously darting, dodging, weaving, slicing, cutting, stabbing. Up, down, up, down, left, right, left, right, both the blade and it’s wielder were untraceable; like a cat, leaping from shoulders to the ground and back again. All to keep the attention on her and away from the downed Knight. Controlled bursts and delivered brutalities, with brilliant bursts of golden tendrils erupted from around her at the girl’s command. Not keeping count of the mutilations, she wrenched her rod from the neck of the final one, doubling over in a pant from the exertion.
With the adrenaline subsiding, it was the first time she felt the growling pain along her thigh. A distinct claw mark raked through the fabric of her suit, which was already diligently reforming to cover the wound and administer bacta. She'd need an antidote and probably only had a few good hours before things got really stressful. Or she had the mental space to tackle it with Art of the Small. In the meantime, the torn muscle and skin were painful enough. She wheezed hoarsely, steeling herself.
Blindly she searched for his signature. He wasn’t there. That onyx weight that bore down on their bond completely enveloped the representation of her partner, oversaturating, bloating and swelling until it was something malformed. She couldn’t feel him. The blackness was greedy and wanted everything he had. Hungrily, the void gnashed it’s teeth and consumed without constraint.
A chilling realization crept through her bones, making her blood run cold.
The demarcation of anything between them failed. What had once been distinctly Maynard was little more than a vibration in nothingness.
His position was reminiscent of Harnaidan’s streets, and she reeled.
"But I just watched, experienced, you almost dying May. I felt your last few breaths, what you thought were your last moments.”
“I just, I’ve never felt this crushed before. Seeing you like that. Feeling it. It's making me question why. I guess I'm playing catch up.”
"I can’t..yeah, we both made it out this time, but how many times do we have to make that gamble? Neither of us know the answer unless we give it. Unless we say no more times.
But when it gets too much, if I ever see that...you like that again, I’m going to tell you I want out.
She cared little for the fallen artifact, and more to the fallen Jedi. Immediately to her knees, Loske dropped to his side, bracing her arms over him to reassure him he wasn’t alone. She was shaking, a combination of the exertion and stress of the entire situation. Frantic fingers grasped, clawed at him to draw him near to her. Her head was pounding, and she beat back the overwhelming need to protect him and forgo everything else. That’s not the promise they’d made to each other. He wasn’t dead, but..this wasn’t an easy sight. Especially when she was expecting to feel his pain and instead, only a phantom resonance existed.
We both made it out, that's all that matters to me.
I don't know if I can keep going if I see you like you were at Muunilinst again...or the same with me.
They had to make it out of here. At least to the rendezvous point –– then annihilate this ship of horrors.
“May,” she urged tensely, her helmet receding back into the nano-tech of the suit to reduce the likelihood that any voice modulation would make her undetectable. She had no idea what was happening beneath that helmet, other than the obviousness that it wasn’t good.
“Can you hear me? How bad is the hurt? Are you..what happened?” Any question at this point was dumb, but the damage she couldn’t suss without asking outright, given his recession into the shadows.