It was all falling apart. Anger gripped the young man as the woman began to back away, fear and disgust showing in her face. Didn't she understand? Didn't she see what he was offering? He could help her - make her whole again. He even ignored the summons in his head for her, and what did he get in return? Her disdain and disgust. Vitriolic rage boiled within him, his darkened eyes devoid of the compassion that he felt previously. He had been wrong about her. She hadn't deserved this gift, this precious treasure. She was unworthy of his master, unworthy to join the great nexus of eternal life. He'd thought she was interesting, but it turned out she was merely broken. She didn't have the foresight that he had, she lacked his wisdom. When he had chosen to merge with the Contingency, it had been for self-preservation. Not a temporary self-preservation, an eternal one. She was too weak to make that choice, it appeared. He hated being wrong. He watched her fall to the floor before him, her face smashing against the durasteel floor with a thickening sound. Blood poured from her nose as she rolled over to face him, terrified.
He stood with hands raised in front of them, his left tightly gripping the hilt of a dagger. When had he removed his gloves? Where had the dagger come from? Everything was so hazy. He closed his right hand around the blade of the dagger as he stared down at the young girl. How had he been so blind? How had he thought this girl was worthy to choose? She wasn't like him. He understood that now. With a quick motion, Xaedrin ripped the dagger downward, the blade dragging along his right palm, slicing through his skin and into the dark tendrils of life that flowed through him. He grimaced, feeling the pain of it yet also relishing the release. For too long his darkened blood had been sitting idle, waiting for the chance to interact with another. He stepped toward the girl, reaching out with the Force toward her mind. If she didn't want peace, he would give her something else. He pressed outwardly with all of his power, no subtlety this time. He pushed against her mind with crushing weight, feeding the fear inside of her. If he couldn't hold her with peace, he would freeze her in fear.
Another step closer brought him to where he stood over her as she lay on the floor. He raised his right hand over her face and made a fist, palm facing downward, squeezing it tighter and tighter as he allowed anger to grip him at her response. Blackened blood seeped from the wound in his hand, slipping from between his fingers and hanging down toward her. It should have dripped but it stayed together, a stream of sentient liquid looking for a host. It began to pull toward the young woman, like a plant growing in an awkward path toward the sun. Then it fell.
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