Lucien smile fell from his face "No I didn't really mean that I would lock you in a tower, It was a joke ... I won't stop you seeing or doing anything" He said "Meant other currant lovers, I have no qualm with those who have loved you in the past" reached out to touch her hand "I love you and that is why I reject your advances, I put the boy in danger because he didn't matter to me you do ... I'm old fashioned, I won't have sex with you until we are married, Im sorry that it appears I don't care about you" He smiled weakly. He wouldn't have sex outside of marriage for fear of others that was true, If he had a child outside of marriage, when he died that child would be unprotected, There may be no threat to its inheritance but if their was it could lead to the babies death, People killed for titles and who would stand up to defend a child born out of wedlock. People could be fickle. "I will do anything but no sex before we are married, Your special to me let me fix this, tell me how to fix this" He was lost courting was not one of his strengths but he loved Meret and he didn't want to lose her.