To be killed or to be Kissed

[Alexander Varic]

Alex has felt so many emotions that he could barely think, those were simple touches of her hand, yet for him it meant so much the sad thing was that she would never know how he really felt when she did that, how the time suddenly stopped, how he could feel his heart trying to get out of his chest. He never felt love... not like this at least and he could hardly believe there were others that felt the same thing, not with the same intensity, not the way he did... Yet he found the power to remain calm... or rather was so distracted that he couldn't do anything stupid.

Alex took her napkin and wiped out his chin embarrased then after listenning to her he finally begun walking to the door and then to the place where his ship was supposed to be. Then he thought, grieving? "Never actually had the time... when you're tortured so much every day, you don't get to mourn... or to even think about that." Strange that he was talking so easily about that... "And.. uh... about staring.. Im.. sorry, I really shouldn't..." He then thought "But taking a look while you're not paying attention wouldn't be something bad, would it?" And that he did try to do all the time they were walking.

As soon as they were out of the bar though, he looked around and suddenly begun to whistle, in a few seconds a gray wolf came out of nowhere stopping only in front of him and just to lick one of his hands "Time to leave this place, boy. I know you didn't like it." He then turned to look at Nephesh "Uhm... You mind him being around?"

[member="Nephesh Raivah"]

 

[Nephesh Raivah]

Now just maybe Alex was starting to grow on her if anything just a little. Even so she couldn't help but knowing him being force dead might have something else forming in her mind at this very moment. Finding herself unable to do much more then just that walking as she looked a head of him. Knowing that from time to time he was taking quick glance here and there. Wondering now if there was something special about him. "Hey looking if you need me to take a picture it last longer or might want to play attention to where your going." Even so she couldn't help to feel as if the wolf was watching her. "Nice boy, good boy." she didn't know what to say fully as she really didn't know if she cared for pets are not growing up the way she did.

Even before she let those last words slip from her mouth came something that she slid in his path to make him fall over it if he did so. Giving a whole knew meaning of one falling head over heels for one like her. Wearing a big smirk on her face. "Do you need some help up." After which time she let herself wonder through what look to be something answering his question.

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[Alexander Varic]

"Pay attention to where I'm going? If only this place had her beauty... I don't want to know the way, well maybe I do if it leads to her heart..." He thought yet only after few moments he responded in embarrasment "I'm... Sorry..." Then he was quite, he really had no idea what to say anymore, he really didn't want to annoy her.
Once he fell on the ground he stared at her, clever as he decided to use this chance... If this meant to touch her delicate hand again...why not need help? "I could use some..." He said stretching his arm. Alex was a scarred man, even if only on his soul, he never actually had true friends or a lover.

He couldn't help but try and control himself as he thought she'd mind him looking at her all the time... Who wouldn't? If there would be someone he could talk to.. to give him an advice... There was his wolf who was... Kinda too intelligent for an animal, which put many people on thoughts. The wolf was faithful to Alex who saw him rather as a friend than an animal and with good reason, he saved his life many times.

[member="Nephesh Raivah"]

 

[Nephesh Raivah]

Letting herself give a small sweet laughter, "I can do that, if you don't..." as she let her slender hand wrap around his own to have him pull on hers. Letting her own tone muscle under her long sleeves take some shape." Careful there one might see you as weak with me giving you a hand." even so she was very much enjoying this part.

Even so after he was to his feet couldn't help but brush off some of the dirt on his cape. Knowing that she was the full cause of reason why he was on the ground like he went. Now as she did, "I'm to travel with you, it wouldn't be bad to get to know you a bit better, I mean to say is to able to understand you better, maybe even train together.", as she let go of a smirk as if he would like that at any way. Even those she was a babble it seem that he was kind of growing on her much.

[member="Alexander Varic"]

 

[Alexander Varic]

"Sure..." He said trying to not look that excited... "Well not sure what I should tell... I grew up among a loving family, my father was a veteran of war and taught me how to be a sodlier... Yet my mother was the one who taught me to be stealthy, silent and... pretty much what makes me an assassin." He smirked with a bit of nostalgia... He could everything son well... "The part with action is when they all got killed by mercs, house burned down and later I got captured by vong trying to make me one of their weapons of war." His smile was already gone, his face taking a rather deep frown as he continued to speak "That is when I became force dead, something wen't wrong though, they seem to have failed in whatever they wanted to make out of me. I remember hearing the whisperings about what a big mistake I am, then the vong sodliers trying to execute me. Thing is... I liked to live. And thsi kinda made things ugly... So in the moment they sealed the base to not let me leave I did what they taught me to do..." He stopped still frowned not even looking at her anymore... he was too ashamed to even try, "Killed them all..." After that, the wolf made a strange sound as if he would be merciful towards his friend and got closer to him staying right beside his leg and somethimes stroking his head by his leg.

Alex couldn't help but pet his wolf, the only friend he had since then, the only one he could always count on. He could not deny though, training together... that sounded so good to him...

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