The house shook, some terrible machine booming in the distance as their neighbour’s homes were reduced to rubble. A woman rushed in, calling out.
“Baby? Honey where are you?!”
“Mama!” The boy rushed out from his hiding spot in the kitchen, latching onto the woman’s leg. He couldn’t have been more than five or six; his little baby face dirty with dust and soot, contorted into a grimace as tears rolled down his face. The woman knelt down and pulled him into a warm embrace. Even as the world crumbled around them, his mother was a soothing presence, and the boy’s wailing subsided into a few intermittent sniffles.
“Mama, I’m scared.”
She pulled back, bringing her hand up and wiping her son’s face clean. The world seemed to brighten as she gave a warm smile and ruffled his dark black hair.
“You’re so handsome.” The urgency from her voice had disappeared. Despite her kind expression, one could see the pain and sadness in her eyes. That was lost on the boy, who finally calmed down and got his words out.
“I saw… I saw Mr Oki, he’s in the back, and I think he’s… he’s…”
“Sssshh, don’t worry. You’ll be okay. Okay? Now listen carefully, there isn’t much time. I want you to go down to the basement and hide under the stairs, okay? Mama will be back for you.”
“No she won’t,” Dorian seethed. His tone was angry, but his face betrayed his sadness.
Dorian.
The boy nodded in understanding.
“Are you leaving now Mama?”
“Yes.” She glanced at the doorway, beside which a curved sword rested.
“I need you to be brave, Dorian. No matter what, stay in the basement until someone comes for you. If you’re safe, I’ll be safe too, right?”
“No.”
Dorian.
“Right.”
They embraced one last time, the woman squeezing her son with all the love she had left. Dorian wanted to scream, to break something, to stop this, but he was powerless. He didn’t want to see this, but he was forced to watch as his mother pulled away, and the little boy scuttled off towards the basement.
“Don’t go,” he pleaded, even knowing she could not hear him.
Dorian.
The mother walked to the door, picking up the katana that had been left there. She held it up, studying the green hue of the blade for a few moments. The little boy stopped at the door to the basement, watching his mother hesitate at their house’s entrance. Her lips moved, but her words were so soft it was only now that Dorian could truly hear them.
“Protect him. Please.”
Tears rolled down Dorian’s face as his mother turned away for the last time, disappearing into the hell that lay outside. The little boy went downstairs — Dorian could replay those memories on his own, quite well, but only now did he question himself. What could he have done differently? How would his mother see him now? It weighed heavy on his heart and mind, and the man sunk to his knees, unrecognizable as the powerful warrior the audience had seen earlier.
DORIAN.
His head shot up as the voice rang in his mind. The scene of his ruined little house began to fade, at first to black, but suddenly that darkness turned to light. He found himself in an empty, white landscape, in which he cast no shadow and he could see no features. He wiped away his tears and struggled to his feet.
“What… where…”
“Do you know where your mother’s strength came from, Dorian?” The voice was that of a man’s. He spoke in a calm, soothing tone; he was not accusatory nor malicious, only thoughtful and kind.
“She had someone to protect, someone who reminded her that she needed to be greater to honour her son and protect his future.
“You struggle with the past, Dorian, such that you cannot look forward. Remember well, but do not drown in those memories. Next time you are struck in such a way, I may not be able to help you. Now go.”
Dorian found himself on his knees. His mind had reeled from the sorcerer’s attack, but all of a sudden a flash of light pulled him back, along with the audience’s attention. He pushed himself up, his earlier bravado seemingly having evaporated as he focused on his opponent, slowly moving towards Adrian. Stopping his bout of Force Speed strained his muscles, but an unbreakable determination had seemed to take hold over him, and he continued to place one foot in front of the other, his eyes seemingly aglow, as if a new fire had been lit in his soul.