Nathan Bloodscrawl
House Bloodscrawl Patriarch
More cargo was offloaded by the crew of
Minerva Fhirdiad
, and Nathan helped, happening to catch the wave from
Jax Thio
and returned it with a slight one of his own.
Myvette Faeli
was with him as well, looking as nervous as ever. She'd have to toughen up quick. The Mandalorians would strike at any perceived weakness.
Silently, he offloaded more cargo, distributing it to camp workers. The chaos and suffering he saw, heard, and felt was normal to him due to growing up in the plague, so he was not disgusted or horrified by what he saw. He was there to alleviate it, but beyond that he truly didn't understand why he saw so many Jedi with sad or contemplative expressions, and certainly didn't understand why the Jedi were feeling what they felt at the sight of all this.
Did they ever teach them the reality of the profession in all those cloistered temples? he asked himself. Violence was a constant factor...how could they act like all this was an anomaly? Especially when each of them were likely to have a trail of corpses in their wake as their career progressed?
It was the way it had always been. This WAS the business. Was a decade or two really enough for them to forget so easily?
Peace is not a lie. But Peace is also transitory.
These modern Jedi were too attached to the idea of long lasting peace. It was nice if it happened; even Nathan would freely admit it, and be the first to admit it. But the way the Order seemed to go about trying to preserve such a fleeting thing bordered on the absurd and, at times, seemed to resemble the five stages of grief.
At times the whole history of the Jedi order seemed to embody the quote 'How many times do we have to teach you this lesson?'
Their attempts at denial only added to their misery. Nathan had learned to live with the chaos and insanity around him in order to execute his function as a Jedi. They would have to do so too, or the coming blood feud would eat them as it had his daughter...
He voiced none of this however, continued to distribute supplies. What he had learned was not something that could be taught formally.
Tags: OPEN
Silently, he offloaded more cargo, distributing it to camp workers. The chaos and suffering he saw, heard, and felt was normal to him due to growing up in the plague, so he was not disgusted or horrified by what he saw. He was there to alleviate it, but beyond that he truly didn't understand why he saw so many Jedi with sad or contemplative expressions, and certainly didn't understand why the Jedi were feeling what they felt at the sight of all this.
Did they ever teach them the reality of the profession in all those cloistered temples? he asked himself. Violence was a constant factor...how could they act like all this was an anomaly? Especially when each of them were likely to have a trail of corpses in their wake as their career progressed?
It was the way it had always been. This WAS the business. Was a decade or two really enough for them to forget so easily?
Peace is not a lie. But Peace is also transitory.
These modern Jedi were too attached to the idea of long lasting peace. It was nice if it happened; even Nathan would freely admit it, and be the first to admit it. But the way the Order seemed to go about trying to preserve such a fleeting thing bordered on the absurd and, at times, seemed to resemble the five stages of grief.
At times the whole history of the Jedi order seemed to embody the quote 'How many times do we have to teach you this lesson?'
Their attempts at denial only added to their misery. Nathan had learned to live with the chaos and insanity around him in order to execute his function as a Jedi. They would have to do so too, or the coming blood feud would eat them as it had his daughter...
He voiced none of this however, continued to distribute supplies. What he had learned was not something that could be taught formally.
Tags: OPEN
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