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SUNRISE COURTYARD, EAST WING,
FORTRESS MORTIS, CONCORDIA (LATE 877 ABY)
No way, man.... Not even so much as a trace of his Midichlorian signature either.
It makes no sense-
He's the most powerful Imperial Knight in existence! This should be easy!
From the site of his last-known location, all the way across the Galaxy to all the other worlds to where he sojourned whenever he wished for time away from it all, and right back again, the search for Lucien Dooku had led the Druid all the way back to where all the questions first arose from the absence. But the silence of the Fortress, of the world around it, and the very silence of the air itself was telling Lord Michael everything he needed to know, and yet, despite his reasonable demeanour for the better part of four weeks, the true delusion, the true denial would bare it's ugly face by the time Barran returned to Concordia.
Many and more had been of little help to his sense of reason, many and more on Serenno who could count themselves among the crowd of those chiding the Wandering Woad into action, all guilty of refusing to admit the truth, flogging a dead horse in the hopes a Druid could come up with magic once more. For if the Grandmaster of the Empire's only Esoteric Chapter could revive the dead Lord-Regent on the snowy ground of Ilum, then surely the same man had it in him to find the last remaining legitimate claimant to the Imperial throne, goading the Goidel into looking and looking and looking in the hopes he would come up with a means to find their king; from the Serennoan Imperial-knights to the Myrmidons, from the Goidels to Carannia's civilian population, none of those in close contact with Lord Michael would give him a break until someone finally accepted the reality of the situation.
King Lucien, Emperor-in-waiting, was gone.
And with no way of knowing where he was, the Druid's only choice now is come to the terms that MIA could just as easily mean KIA by then - but Lord Michael wasn't even answering to them at the time.
'Oh well, best get the fething wolves aff m'back then.... "Wolves", Heh! More like vultures at this stage.'
Authenticate: KC2396-Cairn
Vocal Scan: Initiate one, initiate two, initiate three
KC Log: #026
Commence!
This is Lord Michael Barran, Designation,"Cairn One", logging on for Knight-Commander's log zero-two-six! Here goes nothing I guess.... So here I am, back where I started, back where all this latest madness began - and I am even less hopeful this time around than I was when I last visited this planet.
It would seem that Concordia would conceal exactly what she concealed last time, and she does, more or less though. But please, just let me preface what I mean by that though, humour me if you're willing to listen on beyond this, though I'm guessing the relevant analyst will be as thrilled for the length of this entry as he will be for aaaaaaaaaaall the others you'll be needing to listen through. I was hoping to have an exciting entry for you but all I really have is context and conjecture, though for all our sakes I hope its helpful to the investigation process.
And so I refer to recent history, an' at least for an example on the difficulties I'm faced with here.
From the very moment my ship broke down through Serenno's atmosphere for the first time, I felt a supremely powerful presence emanating from the west end of the planet's capital city, almost pulsating from Carannia's very own Castle District, even from as far up as the stratosphere. Perspective there, such you should hold as I near even closer to the crux of the matter itself.... Now, with all that said, you can imagine my dismay in feeling NOTHING of his presence ANYWHERE!!!!
I've been to Denon, I've been to Atrisia, to Kestri, Corellia, Coruscant and even to the very edges of the Outer Rim itself in search of my liege.... I'm out here doing my part - risking capture every time! An' all for what, exactly?
I'VE SCOURED AN' SCOURED IN SEARCH OF FEL'S SUCCESSOR, AN' I CAN'T EVEN SO MUCH AS FEEL A SLIGHT HINT OF HIS PRESENCE!!!!
HE ISN'T HERE, YOU IDIOTS!!!! IF MY LIEGE WISHES TO BE FOUND - I'M SURE HE'LL LET US KNOW!!!!
End recording!
Dismayed, the future of the Imperial Knights looked worse than bleak by the Druid's estimation, and in the moment he sat down leaning against the backrest of the courtyard's northern park-bench, all Lord Michael could do was bury his head in his hands, completely bereft of options on where to turn next. Running fingers through his hair as the winds began to gust colder chills at the back of his neck, colder than those that assailed him at the top of the rampart on his way in, Barran could do nothing but whisper,
'Chit.', before giving in to a shuddering, heart-shattering sigh of defeat. The first of it's sort the Wanderer had ever expressed in his life, the sort that easily dwarfed that of the dejectedness he felt in the Obsidian Heart hospital after Lao-Mon, the sort that even made the sting of penance seem like little more than a mosquito-bite.
A sting unlike any other he could have possibly felt in such moments, for the burning sensation of unfulfilled allegiance was making it all the more difficult to overcome.
But then the aimless, white droplets of snowfall soon began to fall, caring little for the fretting man below as it steadily found momentum, and enough that it started a storm without even so much as goading a response from a man who still had his head buried in his hands, caring as much for the snow as the snow did for the man below in turn. However, much like the Galaxy around him, the Woad was also subject to change at a moment's notice, and not just on account of his innate, genetically-permeated volatility, but this time accounting more for the volatility of his choices under pressure - with one in particular hanging dangerously close to falling into the realm of enacted fruition in the following moments.
'Oh, well.... If its worth a shot in the end - then time is of the essence.'
Then after lifting his head with a deep, loud inhalation through the nostrils, Lord Michael found heart enough to raise his head, looking to the skies with the intent of finding the full moon he saw when the
NIV: Tigress touched base at the nearest Spaceport, only to find the skies awash in a canopy of grey and white on a bed of starless black. It was enough to instil a shudder of an entirely different sort, sighing with ecstatic affirmation from the fate that guided Barran as the storm continued to intensify around him, concluding,
'So be it.', as he closed his eyes again, believing there was a chance it would be for the last time. The Wanderer believed it was high time to act, believing that if ever there was a last moment to try reaching his friend, then that moment was fast approaching, giving the Woad-born Druid the impression he had one good shot to reach the Serennoan King's mind.
~=My liege, I'm using all the power my mind possesses, and all in the hopes my telepathic message stands a chance of reaching you....=~
Forced to close his eyes by what felt like a sharp blurring from the very retinal root of his eye and further behind it, Lord Michael inhaled again and bitterly growled
,'Come on, Barran! You're in it to the end now, man.... So go the rest o' the fething way!', with jaw clenched to commit all the way to whatever outcome awaited his poor judgement. Rising to his feet with the wind picking up speed around him, the Druid was struggling enough that he almost stumbled on his way up, (shaky-legged but sturdy as soon as his standing position was assured) grimacing with a grin as the distinct sound of rumbling thunder was heard giving a good growl of it's own; it appeared as though the storm and the Druid were both choosing to push onwards, pushing past the threshold of Death's Doorstep together, surging forth brashly, in brazen fervour and seemingly pushing each other to the last gasp.
~=I'm likely damaging myself here, but I need to know where you are, an' to such an obsessed extent that I'm willing to make that damage irreparable in search of answers.=~
The storm was a blizzard by then, rolling deep with the thunder adding to the frightening power of the snowfall, inundating the world around him in lightning flashes, snowflakes and scattered dust from the wind-force, a storm of which that was reminding Barran of home in these moments. It hurt his soul in ways he couldn't comprehend yet, for the heartache was yet to befall Lord Michael, but in that hurt lay a painful prophecy in and of itself, such that only served to amplify the pain of his task tenfold. But still, despite the waning strength to continue, despite the damage the Knight-Commander knew he was doing to himself, he continued in spite of it all; through the screaming outbursts, through the nosebleed and the muscle-spasms, and all in the hopes his King was listening.
~=Wherever - you are, Lucien.... Come back - to Serenno. Come back - to your kingd-=~
Whether the last of it made it through, or whether any of his message made it through for that matter, would be left in the hands of powers far beyond anyone's comprehension. But as the Wanderer lost consciousness, he would fall to the ground as the storm dissipated, slapping bloody face on the snow-covered ground in the hopes that incomprehensible power was none other than the God he was raised to know - or at least one who was much like Dia in that respect.
Fortunately for Barran though, he was made of sterner stuff than that, however, Lord Michael was still on something of a precipice between life and death, yet still one that offered comfort over finality. But whenever things like this happened to Goidels of any sort, it usually meant something else, with that something else often ending up being a sort of limbo, a place between where dead ancestors could freely speak with their living descendants. Though much to his own misfortune, Barran's ancestor would not be impressed in the slightest, and as the grey, hilly realm between realms began to draw deeper into focus, the fury of his clan's ancient progenitor would be seen with more clarity along with it. Changing the very tone of his encounter, from the snowstorms of the waking world to he torrential, rainy downpour of his unconscious mind, the ill-fated Barran progenitor's eyes met those of his descendant and chuckled the most rueful, most bitter guffaw imaginable.
Shaking his head with eyes turning to the foggy backdrop beyond, King Barran
,"The Bastard", was beyond disgusted, and in realisation of his own poor judgement, Lord Michael
,"The Wanderer", found himself understanding exactly why.
'The first in centuries.... An' this is what I'm met with, after all this time? Give me one good reason not to march you off to the Nether, dissuade your ancestor - if you can.'