The Dark Heretic
"It is a paradoxical existence, to be sure. But the thing about paradoxes, is that even if they are contradictory, they are no less true."
The stench of the Morchirsa still hung in the air as Minka Vosh told the young boy to leave. Petrichor found it interesting that she had gone through such lengths to keep the boy safe. She certainly was no average darksider. The boy's chaotic dash for the nearby town showed the pure fear that resonated throughout this planet. Petrichor couldn't help but to feel angry with the Sith for what they had done here.
He wasn't entirely sure what she had meant by her comment. It seemed that she had indeed suffered under the hand of the Sith. It wasn't really much of a surprise, the Sith were known to be cruel in their training. The rigorous and brutal methods were designed to strip one of their identity and turn them into pawns to the Dark Side. Even his own master had resulted to such methods, although fortunately for Petrichor, the unending conditioning didn't fully catch on within him. He was able to hold on, and kept a piece of himself in the end.
"Unfortunately, I do not believe that it will be that easy. The Sith have spent so many years drunk with power, that I fear many will never be free. However, that does not mean that the cause should be abandoned. Until the Sith understand their errors, we will be locked in this endless blood feud."
As he heard her speak of control and passion, he took a deep breath. Duality... it seemed that so many Force users were stuck on the concept. It wasn't enough to prevent Petrichor from getting through to the Zabrak though.
"The idea that control and passion are mutually exclusive is merely a delusional piece of propaganda used by Jedi and Sith to keep us at odds with each other. The acknowledgment of passion, of anger, of fear... it is not only the correct course of action, but necessary for the preservation of one's mental state. The way that you channel that is what makes the difference. It is possible to take those feelings, and make them work for you without becoming their slave."
He knew that it wasn't an easy path to follow. The Sith's views of the Dark Side sometimes took years to extract from the minds of those who had been indoctrinated. One could almost liken it to removing the damage of a computer virus, or extracting a demon from a possessed individual. It was a long, hard road, and many had failed along the way. He never let it kill his hopes for the Sith though, and he never would.
"My followers work from the shadows because it is the most efficient way to carry out our mission. There will likely come a time when we have to become more visible, but I will not risk the lives of my people until it is absolutely necessary."
It was a reality that the Order would have to face eventually. Petrichor knew that the Sith would eventually come to him in full force. The Order had taken precautions to delay this inevitability, but they always knew. It was why Petrichor had decided to begin making himself known again. He wasn't going to ask his followers to do anything that he wouldn't do himself. Unlike the Sith imperials, he would always lead from the front.
"It may take months, years, or even centuries, but my followers and I will bring the Sith back from the abyss. And yes, that may mean that we will be on the field of battle with them one day, if necessary. But I refuse to sacrifice any more lives without being sure that there is no other way."
It may have been hard to believe that he, a Sith lord, sought to preserve life, but he meant every word of it.