The Force was an ocean.
At least, so it appeared for Jerek in his mind's eye. Appeared might not have been the best word, but corporeal terms were often inadequate for describing the Force. Call it poetic license. As a small child, his father had taken him, along with his twin brother, to the coast of their homeworld. It stretched on forever, and seemed to swallow the sky itself in its vastness. His brother had played in the sand, and his father had made himself busy with the details of lunch or snacks or whatever it had been. But Jerek stood captivated, lost in awe at the sight of an ocean for the first time in his life, his mind unable to fathom how such a thing could even exist. So much water blanketing the horizon with its uniformity, yet as he continued to look, he could find variations and changes in the sea before him.
When he had meditated for the first time, Jerek had been faced with another such entity, vast in its expanse, uniform on the surface, but far more nuanced underneath. It only made sense that the Force would be an ocean to the young padawan.
The rational part of his brain wanted to reject that explanation. The Force was an energy field that bound all life together. No, the Force was the metaphorical term for his body's cells interacting with the midichlorian parasites inside them. Not even that, the Force was access to a higher dimension beyond the three, or perhaps four, in which he normally existed. The myriad of explanations were incomplete and inadequate, compounded with enough errors and faulty logic that could be quickly used to collapse the explanation's entire foundation, leading to even more confusion.
No, it was better for him to think of the Force as an ocean, as irrational as that was.
As much as he could be impulsive and emotional, Jerek preferred to think of himself as a rational and logical being. He frequently relied on self-reflection and analysis of a situation facing him as a means to discover how to proceed. Even his approach to meditation followed this formula, he might discover a new method by accident, but he was rarely venturing forward with new approaches and instead relied on his trusted means of slipping into a meditative state.
Which was why he was struggling so much with this technique.
Entering a meditative state wasn't difficult for Jerek, he simply repeated the process that had worked for him a thousand times before. Once there, he could evaluate his body, observe his continued breathing at a regular pace, notice if his posture slipped or was compromised by some external force, but he had always left his lower brain functions to regulate that alone, never interfering. Even in a standing position, the teacup held in both hands in front of him, Jerek's body was locked into the pose, his muscles relaxed but firm, not changing their form.
So how was he supposed to drink tea in this state?
Each time he raised the cup to his lips, he found himself slipping out of his meditative trance. As he attempted to reassert control of his body, he lost whatever connection it held to the Force, and he washed up back inside of himself. It took a few minutes to return to a meditative state before trying again, but each time gave him the same result.
He cleared his mind.
He opened himself to the Force.
He drank the tea.
He lost his open connection.
After a while, the boy stopped, and opened his eyes to the room once more. He shook his head wistfully, letting out a sigh of exasperation. Making his way to the wooden dummies where Master Kortun was standing with the others practicing more physical moves, eyeing them with a tinge of envy, Jerek waited in deference until there was a point to speak.
"I'm not having much luck, Master. I'm meditating, and every time I try to drink the tea, it kicks me out and I have to start all over again." He looked down at his cup, and then back to the bearded Jedi again.
"Plus, I'm out of tea. Maybe this would work better with something like fizzyglug?"
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