Fear is the Mind Killer
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Tag: Quinn Varanin / Open
The hot and cold nature of the verbal and physical attack left Felix spinning, barely able to keep up with the tide of the conversation as he was being accused of something he had no idea about, to being ordered to hand over his arms so that she could heal the defensive wounds. The whiplash was almost worse than the cuts, which, as he focused on them seemed to be oddly numb... 'better not think about that too much' he thought to himself as he simply handed his arms over in a confused daze. He'd give her space to talk, and hopefully gain insight to what he'd done wrong.
It was the term crater in her chest that sparked the memory, him firing a bolt of pure light through the chest of the vampire who had called him, anonymously to a location within CIS space. He'd been taken by surprise, and admittedly his feelings had got the better of him that day. He would fall silent for a moment, attempting to compose himself as he would watch the intricate chasms in his flesh begin to knit close.
"...Did you know i was a slave? Seven years from when i was eight, i was sold into service for the Hutt Cartel when they came after my family. No control or autonomy over my body or will... absolutely helpless... I may as well have been a marionette to their... desires. My family too. I've been trying to hunt them down ever since. I managed to track my kid brother down... he was on Rhand..." He'd meet her eyes for a second, hoping some of the dire implications of that statement would set in.
"I met Alina about a year and a half ago while she was still with the Sith. She was, well, amazing. Powerful. Beautiful. We hit it off pretty well. She told me she wanted to save people, but she thought that becoming a monster was the only way to do it. I, almost changed her mind. Until I learned what she was doing to the people there. puppeting them, enslaving them with her anima and promises of immortality. More Marionettes..." The colour in the boys eyes would almost die as he spoke, falling from their confused cacophony, to monochromatic shades of silver, then deadening to greys with a thousand yard stare.
"We fought when i said I wouldn't let her continue as she was, she got me by the neck and almost drained all but a spark of life force out of me, fractured my neck and left me for dead in that park... I woke up in an emergency room a week later. When I saw her again, after Rhand... everything came back at once. What she'd done, to me and others, Rhand, my family I didn't see her, just, another person who enthralled innocent people. Like the Hutts, and the Maw..." He'd stop his story there for the most part, shaking his head as the calm blues of distant oceans would fade in again.
"So, don't worry. It's not going to happen again." The soft, reassuring smile which graced his face to accompany the statement was calm and genuine, but despite the emotions ravaging him, he refused to allow them to show, crushing them down behind a dozen masks before they could ever breach the surface.
"Im sorry it hurt you..."