Words actually cannot express how sick I feel right now. I literally feel physically sick reading all of this. Before I continue into this post, let me make it clear that I understand what was said in the original post, why this has happened and that whilst this is the fault of Tef, I am not going to entirely lay the blame on him. After all, there should have been sufficient back ups.
But the fact of the matter is that, after two and a half months of roleplaying where I spent many, many hours immersing myself in the already established lore and history of Chaos, finding a way to incorporate my character (Vazela) into the new environment I found myself in, spending hours getting to know the members of my faction, setting out detailed plans with @[member="Tyrin Ardik"] and so on. This is beyond disappointing, if I can be brutally honest.
I honestly don't know what I am going to do now. Should I start up from scratch? Do I have the time for that? All of the posts that I made I expected not to be gone after I had done them. I spent two months abiding by the rules set by this administration time for the construction of my ship and for what?
Trying to get this as PG as possible, this has really, really made me angry and I don't even have anyone to blame. Man, I really hate this when this happens.