Wearing: xxx | [member=Var Talon]
The Minister drew her feet up onto the sofa, tucking them underneath the waves of black silk that made up her skirts. She could still hear the distressing sounds the parent's hand made when their daughter disappeared right before them, without any trace left behind. She could still see the panic in the groom's eyes as he desperately searched the air his love had once stood in. They rang in her ears, ran through her mind, like a record stuck on repeat. It would likely remain that way till the bride was found, or barring that, they were able to escape the cruise ship entirely. Even then, the chaos would still follow.
This chaos, no matter how far she ran or how hard she tried to escape it, always seemed to follow. The only difference between the Faye she was now and the Faye she had been all those years ago was that she had since stopped trying to run. Chaos was part of her life, whether she liked it or not. However, on this occasion, Var was an extremely welcome distraction from it. It seemed, in the space of half an hour, he had saved her three times over. In answer to his question, she offered him a meager, half-formed smile.
‘I’m fine, thank you.’ The crushing weight of a thousand emotions that plagued the Minister was of no concern to Var just now. Faye didn’t feel like talking or sharing her deepest troubles with him just yet. Yes, he was meant to protect her, but even he couldn’t protect her from her own mind. It would only agitate her further and he likely wouldn’t be interested anyway. Either way, he had already moved on to comment further on the imaginary wedding he seemed to have conjured for her. ‘I promise you, I have no plans. Not now, and not in the future. At least as far as I have the ability to speak for.’ Once again her painted lips curled into a soft smile. ‘You won’t have to worry about that sort of thing for a long, long while.’
The conversation spun back round to the Crucible, and Faye hummed gently in response. ‘I suppose he didn’t want to overwhelm you. We were always likely to bump into the Crucible at some point. There’s nothing like on the job learning.’ Her raven eyes shifted to come to rest on his face as she posed her next question. If this had been Serenno, Faye wouldn’t have even dreamed of talking to the man charged with guarding her life. Back then it seemed like they had more important things to do than entertain their charge, but now? Things were very different, and Faye had changed along with them.
His answer made her grin. Faye had never considered herself an interesting individual before. Most of what she had to talk about was work-related, but then again she rarely ever met anyone for purposes other than work. ‘I’m pleased I keep you interested. Travelling is one of the best perks of this job. Before I left Serenno I had no idea that all of this was just beyond its borders.’ A slender finger came up to tuck a strand of ebony hair behind her ear. It was mostly to afford herself a break to think about the question Var had asked. ‘Sometimes, I suppose, but I haven’t really known anything different. I stayed on Serenno until I was twelve, I was raised as a Lady. After that, it was all danger and escaping until I found Adron again.’
As she spoke her eyes seemed to glaze over, as though the memory of everything that was home flashed before her eyes. ‘The funny thing is… I thought I preferred the danger and the adrenaline. I hadn’t realised how much I missed all the politics and finesses of Nobel life until I was appointed Minister.'