Queen of the Nightsisters
Pom recognized her need to explore her feelings. Having recently seen the specter of her son amidst a sea of spirits, and an unforeshadowed withdrawal of affection where Hevn walked away from his vow to her, she could not escape the fact that she had also granted the power to be affected to yet another man, Shaidin Kamari far longer ago. Memories of her past lifetime to which he was connected, often flooded her mind, which is why she mostly remained deep in her studies. Lately, even involved in the most engrossing texts, or Potion brew, she found thoughts of her past resurfacing.
There were a few different avenues she could take, each one adequate but none a permanent or acceptable solution. The one most pressing on her mind, which lured her to consider the path with almost no relenting, is to dose up with Potions. And when the dosage requires an increase, and there is no longer satiation, then what? Just be a junkie? Pom held fast to her sanity enough to realize the dangers of the path she considered. Her only logical medicine lay with [member="Vytal Noctura"]. Her sister is the only true bond she has in this lifetime. Vytal never lied to her. Vytal never withheld her kinship affections. She would help as she always has, even to the point of personal expense. Its what true family does.
Eons ago, the Nightsisters of Dathomir understood just how vital their Creed is to one another. They stood fast against the madness, the tirade, the fickleness and dissatisfied nature men bring and beat into the hearts of women, and they understood the only way to break their chains is to teach their daughters to become the sole Mistress of her own power. Before Pom can evolve, she needs first to explore her memories in order to begin to heal. She knows this. She waited far too long holding it all in. Her life felt like a series of freely jumping into one bottomless pit after another, surrendering to her carnal lusts and in turn oppressing her personal sense of self, foregoing growth.
There is no place below her current state she could explore, lest she succumb to weakness and welcomed death; If she even can die. How much worse to be dead inside, and never free to physically die. The thread of willpower left to raise her self image above rock bottom is enough vanity to keep her treading onward. Something inside of her kept crying out, ‘All you need to do is welcome the Darkness to overcome weakness.’ Somehow Darkness equals freedom? She does not understand what this means, or how to do such a thing. All she knows is that her soul mastered this skill in her pastlife.
Pom paced the floor all during the night, her coven sacrificed on the altar long into the early hours, that she resisted disturbing Vytal with her emotional issue well into noontime. When she stood motionless before the porthole doorway to anywhere within the magickal limits of the Mandragora castle, she felt her heart rate suddenly begin to escalate with anxiety. She could not begin to take the steps she so desperately desires, so desperately requires, to begin to ask for help.
There were a few different avenues she could take, each one adequate but none a permanent or acceptable solution. The one most pressing on her mind, which lured her to consider the path with almost no relenting, is to dose up with Potions. And when the dosage requires an increase, and there is no longer satiation, then what? Just be a junkie? Pom held fast to her sanity enough to realize the dangers of the path she considered. Her only logical medicine lay with [member="Vytal Noctura"]. Her sister is the only true bond she has in this lifetime. Vytal never lied to her. Vytal never withheld her kinship affections. She would help as she always has, even to the point of personal expense. Its what true family does.
Eons ago, the Nightsisters of Dathomir understood just how vital their Creed is to one another. They stood fast against the madness, the tirade, the fickleness and dissatisfied nature men bring and beat into the hearts of women, and they understood the only way to break their chains is to teach their daughters to become the sole Mistress of her own power. Before Pom can evolve, she needs first to explore her memories in order to begin to heal. She knows this. She waited far too long holding it all in. Her life felt like a series of freely jumping into one bottomless pit after another, surrendering to her carnal lusts and in turn oppressing her personal sense of self, foregoing growth.
There is no place below her current state she could explore, lest she succumb to weakness and welcomed death; If she even can die. How much worse to be dead inside, and never free to physically die. The thread of willpower left to raise her self image above rock bottom is enough vanity to keep her treading onward. Something inside of her kept crying out, ‘All you need to do is welcome the Darkness to overcome weakness.’ Somehow Darkness equals freedom? She does not understand what this means, or how to do such a thing. All she knows is that her soul mastered this skill in her pastlife.
Pom paced the floor all during the night, her coven sacrificed on the altar long into the early hours, that she resisted disturbing Vytal with her emotional issue well into noontime. When she stood motionless before the porthole doorway to anywhere within the magickal limits of the Mandragora castle, she felt her heart rate suddenly begin to escalate with anxiety. She could not begin to take the steps she so desperately desires, so desperately requires, to begin to ask for help.