For Lexa, it was losing everything she cared most about in the world. First, her family, who she cannot remember, but could feel the pain from losing them. Next, her adopted brother Azekor, who trained her and took care of her before leaving her behind. Lastly, her husband, Morna Imura. His death is the most difficult thing of all. It drove her to the brink of sanity, and even when she was able to compose herself, she was empty and exhausted. The pain eats away at her like an infected wound. It will be the cause of her descent into darkness.