Corvus Raaf
Adieu...
“Just because they sound different doesn’t mean they are.” She grinned at him and purposefully muttered under her breath but loud enough for him to hear. She held her hood across the bottom half of her face and lowered the tone of her voice. “Complex means many different and connected parts. Complicated means many interconnecting parts. Totally different meanings. Totally.”
She laughed again, keeping her voice low and gruff.
”And I’ll think you’ll find” she had kept up the lower tone but was starting to cough at the effect it was having on her throat, “That I don’t turn my emotions on and off.” She gave up the poor imitation and reverted to her natural voice. “In fact they’re permanently turned off. Or at least on a very low setting. And as for healthy…”
But now she had no words to counter his argument. She let go of her hood and shrugged. Her family? Now that was a subject she’d come back to time and time again. She knew Connor better than most of the Jedi in her Order but this was a conversation too far. How could she tell him she didn’t deserve the love of a family. Because she didn’t love herself. She had recently become ashamed of being the cold-fish and had tried to become a person and a Jedi but had failed thus far. But she planned to visit Corellia when she got back from here, so perhaps, just perhaps she could be reunited with her family.
“I’d like that,” she said, without giving any indication of what aspect of what he’d said she was agreeing with, her eyes locked on the back of the Tusken leader ahead of them.
[member="Connor Harrison"]
She laughed again, keeping her voice low and gruff.
”And I’ll think you’ll find” she had kept up the lower tone but was starting to cough at the effect it was having on her throat, “That I don’t turn my emotions on and off.” She gave up the poor imitation and reverted to her natural voice. “In fact they’re permanently turned off. Or at least on a very low setting. And as for healthy…”
But now she had no words to counter his argument. She let go of her hood and shrugged. Her family? Now that was a subject she’d come back to time and time again. She knew Connor better than most of the Jedi in her Order but this was a conversation too far. How could she tell him she didn’t deserve the love of a family. Because she didn’t love herself. She had recently become ashamed of being the cold-fish and had tried to become a person and a Jedi but had failed thus far. But she planned to visit Corellia when she got back from here, so perhaps, just perhaps she could be reunited with her family.
“I’d like that,” she said, without giving any indication of what aspect of what he’d said she was agreeing with, her eyes locked on the back of the Tusken leader ahead of them.
[member="Connor Harrison"]