Invictus
Roman chuckled, instinctively raising his arms to shield himself from Casaana's playful swat, the cushion still nestled on her lap like a loyal companion. "Hey, watch it! I'm not just a pretty face!" He feigned a dramatic pout, straightening up proudly when Casaana teased him about his Pamarthen Lion genes. But the lightheartedness quickly dimmed as he turned his attention to Braze, who seemed to dissect him like a specimen under a microscope.
"Mr. Lion, huh?" Roman replied, a teasing glint still in his eyes despite the growing unease gnawing at him. Braze's compliments rolled off him like sun-drenched waves, filling him with temporary warmth. But as Braze plunged into a deeper analysis, his words struck a jarring chord. Roman's heart sank as Braze pointed out the carefully crafted facade he wore like armor.
"Too perfect," Braze had said, and Roman couldn't shake the feeling that the words were a little too close to home. He had spent years striving for an ideal--a perfect Jedi, the son of a renowned nobles, meeting familial expectations. But in that pursuit, had he also built a wall that set him apart from those he truly wanted to connect with? The thought sent a shiver down his spine.
He sat there, processing the weight of Braze's words, the laughter in the room fading into an uncomfortable silence. "I'm not that old," he finally mumbled, almost to himself, as if trying to convince not just Braze, but also his own insecurities.
Breaking the tension, Roman sprang up from the fort, needing to move, needing to escape the sudden heaviness that had settled around them. "I'll grab more food," he announced, forcing a smile as he turned and strode toward the table. The clatter of dishes echoed in the quiet, a small yet comforting reminder of normalcy as he sought solace in the simple act of gathering snacks.
With each step he took, he thought about Braze's words, contemplating how to unravel the layers he had built over the years--even as he focused on his next playful jab against the increasing weight of reality.