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An Age of Iron (Siobhan)

Setting the rest of the icecream aside, Galina sighed and gave a small nod as Tempest spoke. Was she ready? Absolutely not, but there wasn't much choice at this point. It was just something like it or not that she was going to have to do.

"I'll try, mum." The Firemane said as she started to follow Tempest out, and back to the speeder. It seemed it was time for her lessons to begin again. Even if she'd rather be anywhere else in the galaxy. Well, almost anywhere.

[member="Siobhan Kerrigan"] | [member="Tempest"]
 

Tempest

Storm of the Force
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"] [member="Siobhan Kerrigan"]

Tempest drove Galina back, and this time they went to a similar place, just a little further along. Here, smooth rounded pebbles of stunning white formed the shore of a small stream.

“Galina, I want you to come here and kneel down on this dry spot. Look into the water and repeat the trick you learned before.”
 
Galina blinked as they came to the stream, and glanced from it to Tempest and back one last time. "Ookaay..." Sounding entirely uncertain as she subtly was questioning the woman's methods. Granted it wasn't outright, but it was still doubt registered.

This certainly didn't make sense to her as she finally gave in, without further protest to kneel down by the water's edge. With a sigh, before she did as she was asked, the redhead ran a simple hand just over the surface of the waters, skimming it lightly. A bit of joy, familiarity could be seen in her expression. There was a fondness for her element that was for certain. A level of comfort she enjoyed. Brushing away whatever thoughts she was thinking she finally listened to the the command given, cleared her mind and reached out to that same power source as before but just held off from touching it.

[member="Tempest"]
 

Tempest

Storm of the Force
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
“Is water your element, Galina? Earth, fire, water, air. The primal elements. Which is the one you love most? Which one do you feel most at home with?”

Unseen by both of them, a second speeder had pulled up and a cloaked figure began to walk silently towards them, undetected by either.
 
Galina gave a nod to Tempest's question. "Water." She finally said after a moment of looking into the flowing stream again. "I love water. The way it feels, moves. It's so powerful, changing entire landscapes. Stronger than stone. Always changing, always move. Even when it seems it's not there's still movement." She smiled thinking about it. Something about water had always been so attractive to her, and really she'd never even noticed how much she actually cared for the element. "I don't feel that way about the others. Just water." As for who was out there, Galina had been so distracted by the stream and her thoughts - the joy that came with being near it that she didn't notice the presence approaching them both.

[member="Tempest"]
 

Tempest

Storm of the Force
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
Tempest knelt down beside her. “Then look into the water and feel its power. The power of it moving, the power of it always changing. Use it to inspire you, Galina. If that is your element then use it to your advantage. Air is mine, but together, water and air, we will be unstoppable.”

The figure moved forward silently, as if listening, but not yet interfering.
 
Galina's brow knitted together as she gave a glance to Tempest before looking back to the waters. She was entirely uncertain of herself in that moment, and sighed quietly. "I'm not sure, Tempest." That same doubt creeping back in. A part of her wanted to head back to the speeder and go home once more. Home seemed much safer, with so much certainty in life. And here so many unknowns.

Her eyes moved over the flowing waters as she hesitated a bit longer. Still she traced her fingers over the water just a little more, letting that soothing fluid relax her just a little bit more. Finally she withdrew her hand and began to do as Tempest had asked. Though if Tempest had been watching, she might have caught the slight tremble in the girl's hands as she withdrew them as nerves started to get to her.

Following the same instructions as before, she tried reaching a little further, outside of herself to the powers of the water. It was there alright and easy enough to find. It didn't take her long at all. Even in the small stream, there was so much power there. If only she would reach out and grasp it, it was all there for the taking. A slight gasp came from the Firemane, never having felt such power before. For a brief moment she seemed to forget that Tempest was beside her as she acquainted herself with her element.

[member="Tempest"]
 

Tempest

Storm of the Force
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
Tempest could feel her charge connect with the water and knew she had struck gold. Where Galina had been uncertain or even resentful before, now she seemed to understand.
“When I was learning, Siobhan took me to a place on Dahomey where the wind raced across the veldt. To a place where the cool wind met the humid heat, where storms gathered and lightning flickered. As I stood there, uncertain and afraid, I knew that it was my place. I knew at that moment that air was my strength, and as it passed through me I knew at once that I was chosen…whether I wanted it or not.”
She gently took Galina’s hand and dipped it into the water. It was ice cold and fast flowing.
“Now feel the power anew, Galina. Feel the water in your spirit and call upon its power. Make the power of the water bend to your will.”
 
Galina jumped. slightly startled by Tempest taking her hand and placing it into the icy cold waters. It was her element, her strength, that much she understood. But it hadn't changed her hesitations, and reservations about training such powers. Sitting there, feeling that untapped reservoir of power started to frighten her, worry her. So much power, so many terrible things that could be done with it.

She stole a worried glance to Tempest, before looking back to the water. "Tempest ..." Galina started, "I don't know, don't think I can do this." That same doubt, forcing her to hesitate further, to not want to try. And while she did worry with those same fears rising within her, there was that undeniable connection to the life giving fluid. It belonged with her, and she with it. At least now, it was 'I don't think' instead of 'I can't'. Steps in the right direction for sure.

[member="Tempest"]
 

Tempest

Storm of the Force
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
Tempest placed a gentle hand on the girl’s cheek, smiled.
“No, Galina, you know you can do this. What you are really thinking is whether you should. You know the power is there, ready to be used if you wish, but you are concerned about how and why you might use it. Make no mistake, Galina, the Force can be dangerous, but so can a weapon. Would you not rather know how to use it and then choose not to rather than not knowing it and hurting someone by accident?”

That last was a bit of a stinging comment, but Tempest was not the sort to hand-wring about problems. What was key was making the final choice, after that the doubts would all fall away.
 
Galina tried to smile at Tempest, but it just wasn't quite working for her. She sighed softly. "You're right." She admitted after a couple quiet minutes. "I don't trust myself, at all. Not with this. So much power... I worry I'll use it for the wrong reasons, to harm not help. I don't trust myself with it." It wasn't an easy thing for her to admit, but at least it was out in the open now.

As for Tempest's question, she nodded, "I'd rather make the choice. I'm just afraid of what I might do." Her gaze drifted back to the water in front of her. She knew too well that this was a fear she was going to have to face. Like it or not, she had to. Still, she hesitated one last time as she looked into the stream. It seemed this was the final hurdle, getting her to actually use the gift that she was so afraid of. "What if I fall?"

[member="Tempest"]
 

Tempest

Storm of the Force
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
“What if?” Tempest exclaimed. “What if you had tripped and fallen down the stairs this morning. What if the speeder had blown up on the way here? What if a giant asteroid squashed us?” Dramatic irony there.
“Galina, you cannot live your life fearing what might happen. You have to live your life understanding the risks you take and mitigating them. You hold onto the rail going down the stairs. I get the speeder checked out by a mechanic. We have spaceships watching the sky. That doesn’t stop any of those things happening, but it means you are in control. You can either take control of your destiny or hide in the shadows where disaster might still strike…but you’re not a coward, I know you’re brave enough to take the right step.”
Tempest had acquired almost parent level skills in reverse psychology.
 
Galina closed her eyes and turned away from Tempest, a touch upset with her in that moment. Whether her Master had a point or not, in that moment the redhead hardly cared. She didn't seem to understand her or her fears right then and that bothered her a great deal. "You don't get it." She mumbled in a typically teenager fashion, beneath her breath as she tried to calm herself.

"I'm not a coward." Galina said firmly to Tempest.

"I need a minute." She finally said as she slowly got to her feet, walking back the way they came. Though she stopped about thirty feet back up the trail and sat down against a tree with a huff. Just needing space for a moment.

[member="Tempest"]
 

Anya Venari

Star Queen Tirathana VII
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
Tempest sighed as her charge stomped off. She knew that teenagers, stereotype ones at least, behaved like this. She couldn’t remember going through a phase like that, probably because she’d ended up getting the tar beaten out of her if she tried. Still, she let Galina have her space, she’d go looking for her if she wasn’t back in ten minutes.

Meanwhile though a figure approached Galina, pushing back its hood when it was close to reveal…Chesna.
The probable demi-goddess looked gravely at Galina, then dropped down beside her.

“Having fun, I see?” she asked, then held up a hand. “I’m not here to interfere. Rather, I’m here to give you some advice. Whether you take it…that’s your choice. My first thing is, don’t be too hard on Tempest. She deals with things differently to you, lacks the patience of other teachers. I reckon this is as much of a test for her as it is for you.”

“More important than that though, I heard your words before, and I understand what it means. Out of everyone in that villa, possibly on Kaeshana, I’ve had to face the choice you are now. What if I did something wrong? What if my choice hurt rather than helped? You probably don’t think much of me, I’m just one of those ladies your mothers have around, just part of the furniture.”

“Well, let me tell you a secret, Galina. That is by choice. I know exactly how powerful I could be, and have spent twenty thousand years hiding it. Yes, that long. See, you know Eyrecae…I am like her, in some ways at least. Whilst she has enormous strength and the mentality of a charging ronto, my powers are more subtle.”

Chesna made a gesture, and the landscape around them shifted and turned, becoming not a forested idyll, but a city of white stone and temples of gold and silver. It could be vaguely recognised as Santaissa, but ancient and without the modern touches that made it so different and modern.
At the top of the largest temple were two women. One looked a lot like Chesna, the other was golden haired, taller, magnificent.
The vision faded.

“The creators had left us, and it was for myself and my ‘mother’, Ashira to hold society together. We were the paragons of rulership and diplomacy, we could do so, right? Wrong. I had long learned of my powers, trained myself to use them, knew what I could do. I was a different woman then, ambitious, confident, arrogant. I believed I deserved rulership more than Ashira. I used my power to overthrow her, to destroy her and to seize control. War followed, and ended with our lands shattered, our people scattered, and I finally understood what I had done. I have spent so many thousands of years atoning for it.”

“Do not make my mistake, Galina. Use your power wisely, use it for good. You will know the right moment…but do not let fear or doubt cloud your judgement. You have a pure heart still, it’s not too late to learn right. Learn the ways of the Sciia and then choose, like me, to hide it…but never forget it in your soul. Become a woman in control of yourself, learn to use your power so you can choose to never use it again.”
 
Galina had laid her head in her hands, so frustrated with herself and Tempest. It was then that she heard movement, and glanced up seeing a cloaked figure coming towards her. She had just been able to reach for a weapon when the creature dropped it's hood revealing a familiar figure.
She glanced to where Chesna sat down beside her and sighed, saying nothing at first. She listened keenly, waiting for the demi-goddess to finish speaking. "I'm sorry for what you went through, I had no idea. No idea you had been around for so long, or what happened with Ashira. I'm sorry." She said softly, laying a hand gently upon the woman's arm.

"I'm just worried. The same blood runs through my veins as the Mages on Sigma. They all once started out as good people but fell into their powers and got so very lost. It changed who they were, making them crave more power, more danger and cruelty as well. And ... I don't want to be like that. I don't want to be a Mage. Not like that." She sighed again. "I'm glad you understand. It makes it easier to know I'm not alone."
"I just, I don't want to harm anyone. Not accidently. Not ever if I can help it. I don't want to turn into one of the Mages, and I know ... I know it's possible for me to fall away into such evils."

"By the way, I never saw you as a piece of furniture. You made it possible for me to communicate when I could speak next to no basic. You made life here easier. I don't know that I'd still be here at the Villa beyond that first night, if it had not been for you and your gifts." The girl managed a soft smile, "You were key to giving me back a real life, and giving me a shot at something more than just surviving and I'm eternally grateful." She spoke quietly thinking back to it all. "And you eased my pains too back then. I'm always going to see you as something more than just a woman that hangs around the house. Not when you helped to save my life in your own way."

"I guess, I can try to learn it. I'm still really afraid of this ... this curse. And ... I really, really don't trust myself. The only thing I trust myself at all with, is a bow. I just," She sighed heavily as tears threatened to fall, "It's the only thing I've ever been good at. I just don't have much confidence in myself, or my skills. Always doubting, always second guessing. Been like that since the crash and never really got over it." She said with a shrug. "Not sure I'll ever find my confidence in myself and get over being so shy and timid with everything." Galina had been doing that, ever since she crashed onto Kaeshana. Before that, she'd been fine but that crash had killed more than her parents. A part of herself died in that ship that day they fell from the sky.

"Thank you, for talking with me. It's helped." Leaning forward she laid her head in her hands, still feeling incredibly uncertain. But at least now she knew she wasn't alone anymore. "It's ... nice to know I'm not the only one who has felt this way, who worries like this. I just worry so much for others." Another shrug, "Maybe I just care too much, I don't know."

[member="Anya Venari"] | [member="Tempest"]
 

Anya Venari

Star Queen Tirathana VII
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
Leaning forward, Chesna gave the girl a kiss on the forehead.
“If you ever need to talk, dear, if you ever fear you’re slipping…come to me. I can help you, I will always give help if you ask for it. Now, I should go before Tempest finds me here…or your mothers find me gone. Good luck, Galina,”
 
Galina managed a soft smile as she looked to Chesna. "I will, thank you." She said quietly. The talk with Chesna had helped a little bit. Given her some perspective. Turning she glanced back down the way she came, but for now waited. She just wasn't quite ready to return to Tempest's side and continue on.

The young woman took a couple more minutes sitting by the tree before she got to her feet and slowly headed back to the stream. No words were spoken as she once more knelt down by the water's edge.

[member="Anya Venari"] | [member="Tempest"]
 

Tempest

Storm of the Force
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
Tempest had just been about to get up and search for her errant student when Galina appeared. Smiling slightly, Tempest went to her.
"Are you alright? Are you ready to start again?" she asked.
She did not notice the cloaked figure slipping away into the trees.
 
"I'm okay, Tempest. Just a little frustrated was all, and needed to sort it out for myself. I'm fine now." She said with a soft sigh. Chesna's advice had helped to make her feel a little better out the situation, making her a tiny bit more willing to learn to control her abilities, so she could make the choice for herself to never harm a soul. So that her powers didn't make the choice for her and lead to disasters that Galina most certainly would regret. "Yes, I'm ready now." She said quietly, looking back down to the waters.

[member="Tempest"]
 

Tempest

Storm of the Force
[member="Galina Kerrigan-Alcori"]
Tempest was pleased with this new resolve in her charge, and as they knelt by the water again she felt Galina’s new connection, her new drive. It meant when she connected to the Force there was less doubt.
“Imagine the water, picture it moving and shaping. Everything you do with the Force is about imagination and will. The more you imagine, the greater strain it puts on you, so start small. Picture the water forming a simple shape as it flows through your fingers, imagine it becoming a shape. I’m here if you need help.”
 

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