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Tegaea's face went red, flushed with sudden anger. I see now I shouldn't have offered you the job, since you can't keep your temper in the middle of a meeting with a new superior! She wanted to say that, she opened her mouth, determined to fight this battle until the bloody end. It would end, she knew, with Siobhan being fired and sent on her travels once more, and with Tegaea left alone again. For a moment it seemed she would do that, but then she closed her mouth. The decree of fate, or her writer, had other plans for her.
"Maelion, we will finish this later," she said calmly. The HRD gave them both a scornful look and left.
Tegaea closed her eyes and massaged her temples. "Siobhan, I offered you the job because I believe in you. I always have. I thought that with Maelion to help you, that you'd soon catch up with what's needed. I've had no training in being a planetary ruler, let alone a hundred of them. I'm getting there though, choosing my staff, getting an understanding of how it works. I thought you'd like the same opportunity. I'm sorry if I upset you, or made you think I was demeaning you. I'm also sorry that I got angry at you. I guess even the best of us can have a moment."
"All my life I've been driving myself for a goal. I don't even know what I want any more. When I joined Omega Pyre it was on the upswell of a little company getting bigger and bigger. I just wanted to get some cash, have some fun, retire and go live out my life in luxury. But then things changed, we got bigger and I kept pushing myself to get higher and higher even when it meant I was getting pushed into offices with paperwork, and not as much time in the field. I came to associate the company's success with my success. I had to push myself on always no matter what, and I wanted you to always be there with me. I might be getting myself into trouble later on if I find I can't do something I should, but I need to be there, I need to prove that I can do it. I thought you were the same. I'm glad to see you're the sensible one for once. Power for power's sake is a terrible step, especially for you Force users. I realise now my offer was a mistake, but it was motivated by good intentions. I love you, and I wanted to reward you. But I see perhaps it wasn't a reward so much as a cage. I'm sorry."
She sighed. She looked tired. "You must do as you wish, Siobhan. You're still my favourite battering ram," she said with a little smile.
"Maelion, we will finish this later," she said calmly. The HRD gave them both a scornful look and left.
Tegaea closed her eyes and massaged her temples. "Siobhan, I offered you the job because I believe in you. I always have. I thought that with Maelion to help you, that you'd soon catch up with what's needed. I've had no training in being a planetary ruler, let alone a hundred of them. I'm getting there though, choosing my staff, getting an understanding of how it works. I thought you'd like the same opportunity. I'm sorry if I upset you, or made you think I was demeaning you. I'm also sorry that I got angry at you. I guess even the best of us can have a moment."
"All my life I've been driving myself for a goal. I don't even know what I want any more. When I joined Omega Pyre it was on the upswell of a little company getting bigger and bigger. I just wanted to get some cash, have some fun, retire and go live out my life in luxury. But then things changed, we got bigger and I kept pushing myself to get higher and higher even when it meant I was getting pushed into offices with paperwork, and not as much time in the field. I came to associate the company's success with my success. I had to push myself on always no matter what, and I wanted you to always be there with me. I might be getting myself into trouble later on if I find I can't do something I should, but I need to be there, I need to prove that I can do it. I thought you were the same. I'm glad to see you're the sensible one for once. Power for power's sake is a terrible step, especially for you Force users. I realise now my offer was a mistake, but it was motivated by good intentions. I love you, and I wanted to reward you. But I see perhaps it wasn't a reward so much as a cage. I'm sorry."
She sighed. She looked tired. "You must do as you wish, Siobhan. You're still my favourite battering ram," she said with a little smile.