soft epilogue
BASTION // ATMOSPHERE // OVERHEAD IMPERIAL CAPITAL COMPLEX
GA: Ryv // Maynard Treicolt // Kir Dantos // RAIDER + RYYK SQUADRON
TSE: Allyson Locke
WARPAINT
GA: Ryv // Maynard Treicolt // Kir Dantos // RAIDER + RYYK SQUADRON
TSE: Allyson Locke
WARPAINT
The strategy today was familiar and strange at the same time. Like a once-favourite song heard again after years of being forgotten. How many times had they clutched overhead rails in a dropship before battle. How many times had they held their breath in concentration before the proverbial jump?
A rhythm was starting to evidence, nuanced in the repetition and patterns of each conflict they flung themselves into. This one felt like the apex. The goal the New Order had set as their North Star from the schism’s dawn. It had a feeling of finality, a build-up that mirrored the one before The Alliance’s reclamation of Brentaal IV.
The Sith had been a plague for years. It had always been a thing in her galaxy’s life that didn’t change. It was the purpose for her creation. The permanent factor. Her relationship to them might shift. She mindlessly fought against them, or she saw them tormenting her lover for years and finally felt reason for truly wanting them gone. They were at the root of the dissent sewn between her brother and best friend. But those changes were all about her. Her life, her fragility, relationships, and impermanent mortality. The idea that The Sith themselves could be fragile, fall today, was like saying Tattooine’s suns might go out.
When the dust settled, what would come next? The Sith were only one manifestation of evil.
The collective of Jedi and soldiers hadn’t even met the man they were fighting for (save for Ryv). For someone who operated so purposefully on relationships, the only people she actually knew within the New Order were Konrad Bolter and Lyra 'Sybila' Voikryt . And met a Lucien Dooku . A select few of handshakes that were part of the great fist against The Sith. Then what? Would they be satisfied? Cedric had been hungry for his Imperium, fervent with impetus and became lost. Was that such a predictable path history would repeat itself and she once again...unwittingly helped?
She hadn’t realized how much fear had settled down on her shoulders until the moment Ryv spoke and hope lifted it. Something on a genetic level rejoiced.
"Loske, step forward."
Surprise softened her expression and a quick assessment of Ryv’s posture and gestures shot of exhilaration behind her breastbone. In a stolen instant, she glanced at Maynard happily, her fingers seeking out his hand to wordlessly exchange the nervous thrill that burgeoned within.
It wasn’t the fanfare the other two from their trio had at their ceremonies, but this was much preferred. If this had been a repeat of starbird she might have become self-consciously nauseous and unable to immerse in the moment.
"But- don't think you wanna be up there. I know I sure as hell don't."
These were all the people she wanted, though there was a noticeable gap with their former Corellian ally absent. It had felt so complete once.
Maybe Amea could have been here? That was selfish.
“I guess this whole thing just turned into a one-knight-stand, hm?”
And on second thought..it was fine that she wasn't.
When it all came down to priorities, her uttermost was always the people she was surrounded with. Giving justice to all the effort Ryv concentrated and manifested as a Jedi, and seeing him happy on the other side. More recently, giving Kir that well of encouragement and reassurance that there was a purpose to duty; but it had to come from something within and not prescribed. She practiced what she preached with ultimate priority in her purpose: Maynard and their future together. The one he deserved after being cracked and shattered for so long. The purpose was a peace the collective of NJO could be comfortable in and walk away from it all without the shadow of guilt clinging to them. Everything else fell away to that focus.
In the wake of everything, all the darkness, this group of people had collected in the shade and found a place to nurture and grow together. Here, it was about them. Here she didn’t have to respond to the call of The Alliance. The New Imperial Order. Any sort of self glorified government, just them. Her family and the installment they worked so tirelessly to establish.
"Kneel, Padawan,
We Jedi are more than warriors or soldiers. We are peacekeepers, beacons, and guardians to the galaxy. When darkness encroaches upon the innocents, we rise to ward away such shadows. Through your actions, Loske Matson, you've proven to us your tenacity in the face of great evil. You've lifted the beaten and broken long before we founded the New Jedi Order. You're a pure soul. Likely one of the last,"
It didn’t seem like enough. It seemed like it was too much. She didn’t know what it seemed like, but she felt one knee kiss the floor and palms fold over the other, looking down. No up. Azure gaze focused on Ryv’s face, concentrating on the lines drawn in his expression and the resolve etched in its structure. His mouth was moving, speaking from his heart with a tone fortified in belief. Belief in her. Her heart fluttered. The words were loud and quiet at the same time. She’d heard Ryv speak them before, but they felt different this time. They were for her, and Loske didn’t realize how much she needed to hear them until right now. Her opinions on hierarchies and titles be damned, it was in being seen for all she’d done. The sounds ran through her, emboldening and crystallizing purpose.
A pure soul. That hadn’t been hardwired into her. Being a Jedi had, but she’d given it its own meaning. Impressed herself in the world in her own way.
"By the right of the Council, by the will of the Force, Loske Matson, you may rise, not as a Jedi Padawan, but a Jedi Knight."
The thrum of Resolve was loud next to her ear, the heat isolated against the juncture between her neck and shoulders. She held her breath in a solemness that was rooted in appreciation and..honestly..discomfort. She’d never felt so large and small at the same time and was once again grateful that this was an intimate traditional ceremony, save for the awkward voyeurs of a dozen or so Alliance commandos.
The New Jedi Order’s vanguard encouraged her to rise, and she unfolded to do so. She felt a little taller. More solid.
Matson, an anagram of legacy discarded, now meant something.
An inappropriate squee of excitement slipped through her teeth and she quickly sought to adjust it to a mumbled: “Thank you.” The words were somewhat quiet, strained not because she didn’t believe in them but because of the emotional strain to keep some level of composure. Out of respect for tradition. The rigid discipline soon dissolved and gave full vent to her feelings. Standing, she looped her arms around Ryv’s shoulders and squeezed the evidence of her cherishing him and the gesture he manifested. He’d come so far. He meant so much.
Awkwardly, some of the commandos paused in their preparations to make clapping gestures and sounds. Loske pulled back to give a small peck at the edge of Ryv’s qukuuf-free eye. “For everything.” Motivation, friendship, unity, honesty, there was too much to list in such a time-pressed scenario. He knew. He had to know by now.
"Way to go Loske!"
"Congrats Blue. You deserve it. Thank you too, for being a friend."
Smiling softly, she cocked her head in thanks and reached out to squeeze his arm. It was wholesome, how quickly he’d assimilated to the knit of the group’s friendship. There was much within him that mirrored all of their conflicts and resolutions. He’d come into it on his own time, and all she could do was what she did for everyone else: Be there for it.
“Thanks, Kir.”
This wasn’t how she’d imagined the battle starting, and her head felt convoluted while trying to sort through her reactions. She needed to ground herself again, and moved to her rock. Unmistakable enamourment flared in her eyes before she closed them and stretched up into a kiss that combined her thankfulness for all he was, all he’d supported for her journey to this knighthood and had to tail off into something that also worked as a gesture of reassurance before they lurched into the void once more. A hand lingered on his jawline, and she stole more time to wrap her arms around the Jedi General’s torso. "And you, through it all. I wouldn't be here without you." He’d feel her heartfelt respect and treasuring emotions for him through their bond, talking was to excess now. And the countdown was on.
The pressure of the moment and everything else demanded their attention.
"This is goodbye, because me here, isn't the same person that'll come back. Or not. I can only trust the Force. I never had the chance at a real family, but I have one. Right here, and that's a privilege some will never know.”
There was a terrible truth to Kir’s statement. They were always saying goodbye to themselves. These three especially, those who loved one another so long-term had attended a thousand funerals of themselves each time they thrust into another mission. The people they were too exhausted to be any longer, who they didn’t recognize in themselves any longer, who they grew out of. And in the end, they’d honour what emerged instead.
The dropship shuddered, the atmosphere and activity thick enough to cause turbulence. To match the interruption, the pilot revved the repulsorlifts to their maximum speed. Everyone in the hold would feel the slow, steady, rhythmic beat of the engine beneath their feet.
The lights turned to red, bathing the cabin in crimson to change the tides of their focus to the battle they’d dedicated to. Tension collected in the room, and each soldier finished their preparation and offered gestures of companionship and reassurance to their squadmates.
Kir was the first to leap from the bow facing section of the side doors. One of the gunners perched near the edge, watching the Jedi’s descent into the display of death below. New Imperial firepower, versus the Sith’s fortifications, exchanged colourful and angry fire between them.
The lights turned green.
The clutches of the unknown stretched it’s hungry maw and beckoned them down.
She lingered only for a moment, gripping the frame of the opening while the nanoparticles of her suit gathered to create a helmet. The start of her sentence was ripped into the chaos by the torrent of wind, the end relayed through their shared comms. “Here we go again. Together.>
Their ship was one of many. Several had to adjust course, adhering to the same LZ restrictions. They acted as platforms for the freshly minted Knight, who lurched from the cusp of the ship into the light fight below. She landed on the roof of a brethren ship, running along its top before leaping back out again. The notion of staccato-ing from ship to ship was repeated until the final landing was delivered, the Force cushioning her landing and an extension of telekinesis rolling from one side to clear a collection of soldiers who hadn’t been expecting an invisible blast. At the same time, her golden blade activated to deflect and defer shots from the Sith’s defenses.
Alliance troops dropped down around them, equipped with jet packs and some level of ropes to get them grounded. Most made it. Some were plucked from the descent, claimed by plasma before they could touch the ground.
Kir had already disappeared.
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