Mother of Pearl
Location: Skor Bazaar
Objective: Shopping
Post #2
[member="Kimiko"]
For at least a few moments, all was right in the galaxy. Before Alan had been born, Joza was a mess with worries—would she be able to care for him? Would she regret having him? Would she even love him? The decision to go through with the pregnancy was not one she’d taken lightly, and it conjured a mix of anxiety and excitement in her at the time.
Luckily, after a harrowing delivery, she’d fallen completely for the little guy.
Sappy as it was, he was her everything. At first she was worried that his father’s genetics would bloom too soon but Alan was a happy child who liked naps, cuddling and his baby blanket. There was a lot of guilt there, though, especially when she’d leave. Always when he was sleeping or otherwise thoroughly distracted so that he wouldn’t cry and reach for her. But her heart would still break, even as she would come back home to explain that Mama wasn’t a hero, Mama just tries her best to help people. Maybe he didn’t understand yet, but she wanted Alan to grow up compassionate.
It was hard, too, going at this alone. A slew of babysitters was not the best replacement for a father. After she’d grown up without one in her life, Joza swore she’d never put her own kids through the same thing. But this option was, surprisingly, better. Or at least she’d hoped.
“Buh-buh.” Pointing wildly in the direction of a store window, Alan repeated himself. “Buh-buh!”
Joza’s brows pinched together. “Buh-buh? What are you talking about, kiddo?” She couldn’t see what the baby was pointing to, so she moved them closer to what she soon discovered to be a children’s toy store.
“Buh-buh!” He declared victoriously, finger pressed against the duraglass window. Behind it was a display of stuffed wampas, their grizzly and threatening features rounded out to look surprisingly cute.
Objective: Shopping
Post #2
[member="Kimiko"]
For at least a few moments, all was right in the galaxy. Before Alan had been born, Joza was a mess with worries—would she be able to care for him? Would she regret having him? Would she even love him? The decision to go through with the pregnancy was not one she’d taken lightly, and it conjured a mix of anxiety and excitement in her at the time.
Luckily, after a harrowing delivery, she’d fallen completely for the little guy.
Sappy as it was, he was her everything. At first she was worried that his father’s genetics would bloom too soon but Alan was a happy child who liked naps, cuddling and his baby blanket. There was a lot of guilt there, though, especially when she’d leave. Always when he was sleeping or otherwise thoroughly distracted so that he wouldn’t cry and reach for her. But her heart would still break, even as she would come back home to explain that Mama wasn’t a hero, Mama just tries her best to help people. Maybe he didn’t understand yet, but she wanted Alan to grow up compassionate.
It was hard, too, going at this alone. A slew of babysitters was not the best replacement for a father. After she’d grown up without one in her life, Joza swore she’d never put her own kids through the same thing. But this option was, surprisingly, better. Or at least she’d hoped.
“Buh-buh.” Pointing wildly in the direction of a store window, Alan repeated himself. “Buh-buh!”
Joza’s brows pinched together. “Buh-buh? What are you talking about, kiddo?” She couldn’t see what the baby was pointing to, so she moved them closer to what she soon discovered to be a children’s toy store.
“Buh-buh!” He declared victoriously, finger pressed against the duraglass window. Behind it was a display of stuffed wampas, their grizzly and threatening features rounded out to look surprisingly cute.