Cazoa watched as the man moved along the walls, looking at the ancient carvings etched into the stone. What was he looking for? She inched closer to him, trying to see what he did.
"Uncomfortable," he admitted, as he studied the wall. "These temples are more tombs than holy ground. The blood might have dried, but the spirits of the acolytes killed here linger.'' Cyril turned to face her.
Cazoa felt knots of unease twist in her stomach as she saw his expression - he looked troubled and his aura reflected it.
'Well, let's get going,' she pressed, glancing at the stone wall behind Cyril.
He pulled his lightsaber from his belt and guided Cazoa to one of the many hallways leading off of the main chamber. It was dark and narrow, but the cyan glow of his blade illuminated the walls. Cazoa drew one of her pistols and gripped it firmly at her side. She followed closely to Cyril, listening for any footsteps other than their own echoing on the stone walls.
"We'll find a place to camp, and then we'll get our shebs out of here, sound alright?" Cyril said over his shoulder.
She nodded in agreement, then suddenly, her feet gave way. It took her a second to realise that she was falling. Instinctively, she tried to break the fall, but her fingers grabbed at nothing but the air. As abruptly as she had fallen, she hit the ground on her side with a thud. Cazoa winced at the pain in her ribs and forced herself to stand. She pulled her second pistol from her belt and gripped it out in front of her. Cyril had landed a few seconds before and was now standing several feet in front, the cyan glow of his lightsaber illuminating the small room. Dust caked the floors, and the air was old and musky.
Cazoa etched closer to him and as she did, an unfamiliar voice hissed out through the darkness.
"So they come...I had felt you across the moon, and had wondered when you would join me."
The voice made her feel sick, and the cold darkness that she had felt outside of the temple returned to her, seeping up her limbs and into her core. She tried her best to keep it at bay.
"The path was a decoy - it was a dead end wasn't it?" Cyril scowled. Who was he shouting at? She could see nobody else.
"Cazoa?" Cyril whirled about to find her. She stepped to to him, standing just behind his shoulder. Over it, she could see an illuminated dias, but there was nobody upon it.
The voice hissed at them again.
"I have been so terribly lonely. It has been centuries since anyone has spoken to me - and who are you?"
To Cazoa's horror, a green mist began to fill the room. It slunk across the floor, then began to rise, looking to coil itself around the pair. Cazoa grabbed Cyril's clothes and tried to pull him back but her efforts were fruitless - he slumped to his knees, and then fell to his side as if he were paralysed. His eyes watched Cazoa as she too succumbed to the sickeningly sweet gas.
"A self-justified traitor, and...what are you now girl?"
Panic welled inside of her.
'Cyril,' she croaked. And then everything turned cold and black.
When Cazoa opened her eyes again, she was standing in an office full of people. On the left stood two men clad in mercenary gear with their backs turned to her. And cowered against the wall opposite stood an old man and a frightened young girl.
Cazoa gasped - was this a memory? The girl was a younger version of herself, and the man next to her Cazoa recognised as her old Master, Elbie. Nobody turned to look at her as she moved to the side of the desk to look at the faces of the two mercenaries. Her suspicions were confirmed - one of the men was Balzo Garris, her adoptive father, and the other was his right hand man, Dev. This was indeed a memory.
'Open the safe,' Balzo commanded calmly.
'No!' came Elbies voice.
Cazoa watched the horror sprawl across the face of her fifteen-year-old self as Balzo raised his blaster and pointed it directly at Elbie's head.
'Open it!' her father bellowed. 'I've no problem blowing your brains out old man!'
Cazoa watched as the horror on her young face turned into a scowl of immense anger and hatred. The girl moved protectively over Elbie, and then, the blaster flew from Balzo's hand and crashed against the wall. This had been the first definitive moment in Cazoa's life where she had learnt that she was different from everyone else - the first true manifestation of her connection to the force.
The figures of her memory began to dissipate as a shocked Dev bound the young girl with his arms. Cazoa looked around the office, and noticed that Cyril had been standing behind her. Cyril was here too? What was going on?
As she stepped to him, the office went black.
When she surfaced from the cold darkness again, she was outside, in a hot desert. Two sun's were setting, behind a large dune. She knew exactly what day this memory belonged to - it was the evening of her crew's massacre during a jewel heist gone wrong. Before her, sprawled in a bloody mess on the orange sand, were the crew. Their bodies were charred with blaster burns, some had been decapitated, others had limbs missing. The sight was gruesome. To her right, she saw Balzo, laying in the sand, gurgling blood, helplessly trying to hold on to his life. The image filled her with immense sadness. Cazoa rushed to comfort him, but as she did, another version of herself swooped down and cradled his head in her arms. Cazoa fell to her knees, overcome with painful emotion, and watched the memory she had tried so hard to forget unfurl.
'Balzo!' her memory-self cried. 'Balzo? Balzo, what happened?' Blood dribbled down the side of his face, onto her hands.
'Raiders,' he choked.
Cazoa's memory-self looked around, searching for any hidden danger on the dunes.
'Long gone,' gurgled Balzo. 'Listen love...don't think I'm gonna...get out...out of this one.' It grew harder for him to speak.
'Don't say that,' Cazoa's memory-self pleaded. 'If we get you back to the ship, I can patch you up.'
She looked down at Balzo's chest wound. Cazoa knew that he wouldn't make it - she could feel his energy depleting by the second.
'You take...the ship,' Balzo coughed, more blood seeped onto his lips. 'Sazzy, listen...to me. Galaxy is...dangerous...place. Hide your...self. Don't let anyone....see.' He groaned in agony.
With the last of his energy, Balzo dragged his hand up to Cazoa's and pushed a crystal into her palm. It was a beautiful thing, amethyst in colour, with specks of star-like lights glowing in its core.
'You...' he struggled. 'You are the...rarest...most valuable...jewel...I have...ever found...my...my...my daughter.'
With a final huff of air, Balzo's life left his body. Cazoa watched as her memory self began to sob, clutching Balzo's head in her arms. She remembered how devastated she had felt in that moment - her only family, ripped away from her, leaving her in a devastatingly lonely, hollow pit, one she had felt for so long as a child. In that moment, all the happiness she had ever felt drained away from her, and in its place resided anger and hatred for an unloving Galaxy.
As she watched, Cazoa felt tears on her cheeks. Slowly, the figures of her memory began to fade as they had done in the office. She stood, and searched for Cyril with tears in her eyes. He was there, standing behind her. She stepped to him but everything plummeted into darkness once again. After a moment, the interior of a ship slowly came into focus.
It was Balzo's ship, but a memory of Cazoa sat in the captain's chair. The cockpit was a mess - empty liquor bottles littered the floor and cigarette packets lined the dashboard. Cazoa was speaking over the radio, slurring her words.
'Okay, that's promising, I'll punch in the coordinates.' Her fingers moved sloppily across the dashboard.
This memory had taken place after Balzo had died and Cazoa had been searching for his long lost wife. A contact of hers had given her the location of a small band of raiders that had purchased slaves nearly fifteen years prior from a man named Dago in Hutt space. It had been highly unlikely that these were the men who had taken Balzo's wife, but Cazoa needed something to do other than sit around loathing herself, and failing to patch her wounds with alcohol and cigarettes. For months her existence had been one of hate, loneliness, disgust, and despair.
The memory faded once again into nothingness butCazoa knew what was coming next, and her stomach flipped uncomfortably.
A large, dimly lit room came into focus. Cazoa could see herself, standing in front of five men. They were the remnants of a once profitable band of raiders, torn apart by greed and addiction.
'Listen, listen,' her memory said bewitchingly. 'I know you've got a whole bunch of slaves in that room over there. And all I'm saying is that I need to check them. If I don't see the woman I'm looking for, I'll leave, no issues.'
Cazoa remembered herself exuberating seduction, replaying the phrase 'you want to help me' over and over in her mind. The raiders were weak, and what came next had proven it. The ringleader eyed her up and down, decided she was no threat, and stepped to the door and released the latch. Cazoa could still remember the smell of human excrement. Before her sat three women and two young girls huddled together in a corner of a cold, dark room. They looked up at her with eyes full of fear. Cazoa felt sickened.
The anger she had felt for so long reached a peak in that moment. Seeing the women mistreated that way disgusted her. And in turn, she grabbed the ringleader's head and smacked it on the doorframe. He fell to an unconscious heap on the floor. Commotion erupted in the room - the other four, drugged up raiders lunged for their weapons, but Cazoa had been faster. Her pistol fired into one of them, searing through his eye socket. She bent down and grabbed a large sword-like blade the leader had been carrying, and lunged with fury towards the nearest raider. She plunged the sword into his chest and spat on his face as he shrivelled to the floor. Cazoa's blaster fired to the left, shooting the remaining men in the kneecaps. She shot one in the chest to bleed out alone in excruciating pain, and the other she decapitated.
It unnerved Cazoa to watch herself act so ruthless, shrouded in hate and anger. It had been another memory that she had buried, fearing who she had became that day. Cazoa watched her memory-self return to the women and children, beckoning them to come forth from the room. They stood and began to slowly emerge from their dark prison.
'You're free now,' Cazoa said. 'My speeder is outside - take it.'
None of the women were Balzo's wife. Cazoa watched the women and children rush to the door, small smiles on their dirty faces. She turned back to her memory, who was now dragging the unconscious ringleader into the room the slaves had been in. She locked him in there, with the intention of leaving him to starve to death. The memory began to fade out.
Cazoa turned to Cyril, a myriad of emotions on her face. She felt disgusted in herself, truly shocked at just how monstrous she had looked. Then, she remembered the smiles of the slave children, free to make their own way in the Galaxy. They reminded her of when she had resided in a prison-like orphanage. As she stepped towards Cyril, her face begged for forgiveness, but before she could reach him, they were consumed in the darkness once more.
Cazoa was happy to leave the memory behind but she braced herself for another dreadful vision, yet for a long time only darkness came. It felt like she was falling through a black vortex with streaks of light whirling around her. Suddenly, her feet found the floor. She opened her eyes. An unfamiliar place poured into view - but she did not recognise it as one of her own memories.
The only thing she recognised was Cyril, who stood motionless, several feet in front of her.
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