Location: On the roof
Equipment: Outfit with T-Shirt, Hololink
Nearby: [member="Allya Vi'Dreya"]
Objective: Give Yourself
The boy sipped his drink slowly as Allya's words tumbled out of her, a stream of consciousness that seemed to pulse with the beat of the music below, blending itself with the scene around him. Upon the roof of a club, with delightful music, excellent wine, and an amazing date; for being so far out of his usual comfort zone, Jerek was surprisingly content. He grinned at the girl, nodding at the right moments while she spoke, and wondered at his incredible luck.
His eyes were met by hers, a stare that seemed to drill inside him. Allya seemed to be able to view his very soul. The boy felt naked before her, exposed in the most intimate manner possible, and he felt his breath catch in his throat. Jerek blinked, looking away for a moment, nervousness overwhelming him. His eyes found his cup, and he looked into it as he took a long drink from it. Her hand was sitting there, on the space between them, and Jerek spied it as his eyes wandered from the cup, to her hand, and up to Allya.
Jerek swallowed, letting the gulp of wine wash the anxiety down his throat, and put the cup down. He pulled his hand from atop the couch's cushions, letting it fall upon hers, keeping it there as she continued to speak.
When it was his turn again, Jerek wasn't lost for words for the first time in a long time.
"Allya, you're a fascinating person, I just want you to know that." The boy forced himself to breath evenly and not laugh, not dampen the moment. He smiled broadly,
"Ask me any questions you have, I'm an open book."
As their hands touched, Allya blushed brightly and leaned against him just a little. For a moment, her head rested against his, and she turned her hand over, so he could hold her hand properly. Fingers entwined with his.
“You are a fascinating person too. You caught me. You cornered me. For a Mandalorian and a Sith, and the Echani that is practically asking someone out on a date. So...I just, figured, I’d do it first. I like you Jerek. A lot. You made me laugh and smile at the diner, and your heart was so powerful and moving back on Coruscant. I couldn’t get you out of my head. I would find myself wondering what you were doing. It’s why I asked you to come here.”
The girl took a chance. She could feel he was attracted to her, like she was to him. The Sithling scooted much closer, her knees touched his. After she was done she rested her head on his shoulder and gave his hand a gentle squeeze.
“Understand. I’ve never done anything like this before. You are the first guy I’ve ever been interested in. There was a time I had a crush on a girl...but long story short she turned out to be a half sister of mine, which made it awkward FAST. Um...I got side tracked sorry. I um….” She fidgeted a bit, and looked at Jerek.
“What...does me being a Sith, make you think about me? Honestly. I know, I the girl, interest you….but its like me saying, you the boy, interest me. We both are something else too. I want to get to know you so much. But I keep worrying, I’m getting my hopes up, because….I was raised to believe the Jedi would always come to kill me one day. That I had to strike first so they didn’t. I’ve learned to set that aside, but I assume it's similar for you.”
Allya's presence against him made Jerek's heart race, his blood pumping so hard he could hear it in his ears. If not for the loud wump-wump-wump of the musical beat from the dance floor stories below, he would have been afraid it was audible. He had rarely been this close to a girl, except in training sessions when he was younger. It was exhilarating and frightening all at once.
Allya being a Sith just turned those emotions up to 11.
"You being a Sith is..." Jerek stumbled a little, uncertain of how to proceed. This was the key here, if he turned her off now, she would never come back. No pressure, for sure.
"I'm sure it's going to be hard for other Jedi to understand, but I don't really care. I mean, I'm not a rogue Jedi or one who's left the Order, I'm still a Jedi, I'm just not that kind of a Jedi, you know? A stickler? A prude?"
If he was being honest with himself, it still worried him. What would her Sith master —if she had one, he didn't know how the Sith worked like that— think of him dating their apprentice? But he brushed it aside, easier to do with the alcohol coursing through his veins, letting himself live in the moment.
"I mean, the Jedi teach that the Sith are misguided, most of them anyway. There's a few who are evil, but evil isn't something I sense in you. The Jedi aren't supposed to kill Sith just because their Sith, we're taught that everybody is redeemable, that they can turn away from evil acts. And you were just talking about how you don't approve of the normal methods, so that's exactly it. The Dark Side is just the Force with a funny name; when I was with the Silver Jedi, they used to have darksiders in their order. So what's the difference, right?"
"And," Jerek blinked for a second as the earlier speeder of thought returned to him, taking a swig of the remaining wine. He might need a refill after this question.
"You had a crush on a girl?"
As he spoke, all those fears and doubts melted away from her. In that moment, she scooted closer, letting her body rest against his, in a full on cuddle. Her lower lip was chewed on gently as she listened to him explain.
“I'm not evil Jerek, I'm really not. I gain power to protect. I am Sith yeah, but, I'm not the power hungry, megalomaniac bent on galactic conquest. I'll prove it to you, with every action I take.” Her warmth and scent should fill his body and nostrils, being as close as she was.
The girl blushed brightly at being questioned by this.
“Yes. Her name is Damsy, she is beautiful beyond belief. She is a shape shifter, mermaid and can look more human too. Just utterly fascinating, and beautiful, kind, and sweet. Hahah, one of my first crushes. Before that it was on Dax Verin from the band L'synt. But yeah, she was a half sister. Haha, why, is it hot to think of me with another girl?” Her voice dripped with teasing.
“But....I admit, you are the first person I've....um, wanted to date. Like, seriously. I...I want to date you Jerek, if you want me. I want to go out and watch holomovies, or go have ice cream again, but this time, you will let me feed you! I saw it on a romance I liked! And um...Y-Yeah....what do you say? Would you be willing to be mine? And have me be yours? Does that sound fun?” Those large brown eyes gazed into his, as she lifted her head for a moment from his shoulder. Their lips were close together, but did not touch.
This girl had just confessed her desire to date him. To be
hers. This wasn't a dream, right? If it was, Jerek would find out in a few seconds, this was almost always the part in which he woke up. Having nothing to lose, he grinned impishly, asking,
"You sure Damsy won't be jealous?"
This boy amazed her in in so many ways. She adored each moment she spent with him. He made her heart beat so quickly, especially when he flashed that little grin of his.
“Oh, she is in a relationship now. She is a mermaid...who is dating one of the sand people. It’s really funny the irony of that.”
Jerek dropped his empty glass, lowering it slowly to the rooftop floor with the Force, as he reached a hand up to Allya's face. It cupped her cheek, which seemed to fit perfectly inside his hand, his fingertips finding the dip leading back to her ear, and the boy used it to guide her toward him. His heart beat with such force that he thought it would burst through his chest. Jerek squeezed her hand lightly, then tighter as he brought her face to his, bringing his lips toward hers until they connected.
The touch was electric as their lips met, Jerek's pressing deeply against Allya's as he kissed her. It felt like nothing he had expected, and everything he had wanted in this moment, in this evening, in this girl. Jerek, the Jedi padawan who prided himself in being adherent to his teachings despite other obvious failings, who strived to live to the reservation and selflessness that the Jedi taught, was kissing a girl. And he liked it.
This was everything she had ever wanted in this moment. He took the lead, gave into his desires and wants, and it was her he wanted. The touch to her face made her entire body tingle. Her eyes stayed connected to his, as her face was brought closer to his. Please, do it. Her arms snaked around his neck, to hold herself close, and her eyes shut so she could focus purely on the sensation of their lips locked together. Now, her entire body pressed up against his, well, as much as possible from their sitting positions. Her lips caressed his, in a passionate, almost desperate way. She clearly hadn't kissed before, but she also clearly had watched a lot of holovids on how to do it. More. She doesn't let him pull away for quite some time, and instead, just keeps kissing the Jedi. She never wanted this moment to end. However, sadly it did.
As they drew apart, Jerek gazed into Allya's eyes, deaf and blind to the world around him. He pulled her hand up to his face, turning it over so he could kiss her again, this time on her hand.
"I would love to date you, Allya."