Têhra
Powder & Porcelain
Têhra felt strange. She'd never been afforded such potent attention ever since her father was cast away, the alluring charm of being another person's priority slowly returning as she stood pressed between the pillar and the older woman. It was an unfamiliar scenario she found herself in, one that would surely leave any of her detractors in fits of annoyance. A respected intelligence officer actively spending time with Tarvyn's bastard daughter? If word got out that such a thing was happening then Miss Hadrix would risk the chance of having her reputation dismantled by the social expectation of Hapes and its people which would make political dealings that much trickier. Part of the girl struggled to justify the purpose of all this, allowing the woman to touch her and fill her with the sweet promise of freedom.
You are not a Pelin'a. You're sister is a Pelin'a but you will never be.
The girl forced herself to repeat in her mind, the frigid truth shunning the fleeting joy that the older woman's words gave her. Whilst it was all well and good to throw around such pretty pet names the bastard knew it was just that, a pet name. Her father said the same of her, but he was dead and the bitter taste of reality was enough to leave the girl shying away from the Mandalorian's gentle touch. As much as she wanted to lean into the woman's embrace and to experience this strange drug known as affection the girl forced herself from going too far. Her eyes never remained on the woman's face longer than a second and although her lips quivered and her cheeks blossomed with colour the girl did little in returning any gesture. It all felt too good, too good for a girl like her.
"Miss Hadrix...I don't know what to say." The porcelain skinned bastard mumbled softly, locking her knees against the cool stone of the pillar before offering the woman a fleeting glance, one rife with trepidation and almost childish uncertainty. She was completely out of her element, dealing with someone so brazenly confident, attractive and foreign. Everything this woman said and did was in stark contrast to the refined nature of Têhra's various aunts and cousins. None would dare risk the loss of face acting so intimate with someone of such low status, let alone one that was both unkempt and barefoot. This was all so terrifyingly new that the girl was left mulling over every single possibility as to why this was happening.
What was the catch? What did the woman get out of all of this?
Swallowing her nerves, the girl cleared her throat before slowly scratching a strand of hair from her face, the warmth in her cheeks flaring up as she summoned the voice that had been nagging in the back of her head ever since all of this began. "Miss Hadrix...there's other girls. More experienced and better suited for stuff...like this..." The dancer whispered, embarrassed, motioning with her head at the closeness between them before gnawing on her lower lip as she tried to look anywhere but at the woman's face. If that was what the Mandalorian was seeking then Têhra couldn't fault her, Hapan girls were well known for their beauty and any person lucky enough to attain a royal concubine or escort were guaranteed pleasure beyond anything they'd receive in some back alley Twi'lek bar on Coruscant...or so her cousins firmly believed.
It was a painful truth, if it was the truth, and one that seemed all the more appropriate considering how tactile the officer was. Maybe she should just give the woman what she wanted, it wasn't in her position to say no anyway. If the Mandalorian wanted it then she could freely take it, not that Têhra would know how to respond if such a thing was asked of her. The thought alone left the girl with a deep blush, her skinny arms wrapping around her dainty torso in an attempt to hide her near-starveling figure. Pressing her legs together, the bastard self consciously stopped herself from biting on her lip before releasing a low, drawn out sigh.
She was confused...and she didn't like it.
"What is it that you want Miss Hadrix? Is it...is it just to brush my hair and clean my feet and watch me dance because...because I don't even know your name or why you're doing all this stuff. I want to believe you, I want to know what you're saying is true but if there's something more than just tell me. Please, Miss Hadrix...I'm not scared of the truth." Têhra spoke quietly, but with a notable firmness that was missing previously in her words. Her tone was almost desperate, as if tumbling any further down this metaphorical wormhole would hurt if what she suspected was true. Almost clumsily, Têhra clasped the woman's hand in her own, forcing herself to gaze up at the woman, hoping that her touch would assist in any truth that needed to be revealed.
You are not a Pelin'a. You're sister is a Pelin'a but you will never be.
The girl forced herself to repeat in her mind, the frigid truth shunning the fleeting joy that the older woman's words gave her. Whilst it was all well and good to throw around such pretty pet names the bastard knew it was just that, a pet name. Her father said the same of her, but he was dead and the bitter taste of reality was enough to leave the girl shying away from the Mandalorian's gentle touch. As much as she wanted to lean into the woman's embrace and to experience this strange drug known as affection the girl forced herself from going too far. Her eyes never remained on the woman's face longer than a second and although her lips quivered and her cheeks blossomed with colour the girl did little in returning any gesture. It all felt too good, too good for a girl like her.
"Miss Hadrix...I don't know what to say." The porcelain skinned bastard mumbled softly, locking her knees against the cool stone of the pillar before offering the woman a fleeting glance, one rife with trepidation and almost childish uncertainty. She was completely out of her element, dealing with someone so brazenly confident, attractive and foreign. Everything this woman said and did was in stark contrast to the refined nature of Têhra's various aunts and cousins. None would dare risk the loss of face acting so intimate with someone of such low status, let alone one that was both unkempt and barefoot. This was all so terrifyingly new that the girl was left mulling over every single possibility as to why this was happening.
What was the catch? What did the woman get out of all of this?
Swallowing her nerves, the girl cleared her throat before slowly scratching a strand of hair from her face, the warmth in her cheeks flaring up as she summoned the voice that had been nagging in the back of her head ever since all of this began. "Miss Hadrix...there's other girls. More experienced and better suited for stuff...like this..." The dancer whispered, embarrassed, motioning with her head at the closeness between them before gnawing on her lower lip as she tried to look anywhere but at the woman's face. If that was what the Mandalorian was seeking then Têhra couldn't fault her, Hapan girls were well known for their beauty and any person lucky enough to attain a royal concubine or escort were guaranteed pleasure beyond anything they'd receive in some back alley Twi'lek bar on Coruscant...or so her cousins firmly believed.
It was a painful truth, if it was the truth, and one that seemed all the more appropriate considering how tactile the officer was. Maybe she should just give the woman what she wanted, it wasn't in her position to say no anyway. If the Mandalorian wanted it then she could freely take it, not that Têhra would know how to respond if such a thing was asked of her. The thought alone left the girl with a deep blush, her skinny arms wrapping around her dainty torso in an attempt to hide her near-starveling figure. Pressing her legs together, the bastard self consciously stopped herself from biting on her lip before releasing a low, drawn out sigh.
She was confused...and she didn't like it.
"What is it that you want Miss Hadrix? Is it...is it just to brush my hair and clean my feet and watch me dance because...because I don't even know your name or why you're doing all this stuff. I want to believe you, I want to know what you're saying is true but if there's something more than just tell me. Please, Miss Hadrix...I'm not scared of the truth." Têhra spoke quietly, but with a notable firmness that was missing previously in her words. Her tone was almost desperate, as if tumbling any further down this metaphorical wormhole would hurt if what she suspected was true. Almost clumsily, Têhra clasped the woman's hand in her own, forcing herself to gaze up at the woman, hoping that her touch would assist in any truth that needed to be revealed.