[member="Jaxton Ravos"]
<<Hate me!>> Odium thought at them now embracing his own emotions, <<See me for what I am and Hate me!>>
"I. Hate. You," she growled and glared at him in the darkness, her eyes struggled to stay focused as her energy was sucked-out. She stumbled forward, falling to her knees in front of the sith. She hated him.
"Ket!" Ryan cried, voice weak and raw, "I hear you... I hear your agony... and your sorrow... and your loss..." Korr's breath was ragged.
<<You don't hate me now>> Odium said as he tried to stab the woman with her bloody dagger, << but you will jedai, you will.>>
....
<<If you want him go if not don't. >> he said simply to her before looking to the man.
<<This place will be my tomb but will a Jedi force the woman to go against her will? Enslave and imprison? Go she is free to do as she pleases. I have no interest in wither of you.>> he said casually despite his missing foot, <<Or you could kill me now. I'm unarmed, injured, helpless. You could strike and end my misery here.>>
He looked at the woman bathed in blue light. He could feel her now her feelings and thoughts as if they were nearly his own. Was this what it was to have a companion, a friend? He looked at the ground and back up before putting his stump down and begining to slide deeper into the catacombs.
<<Release me of life embrace your victory. Look how I've cut her and choked her. Will you let me live to hubt her again? Will you Jedi?>>
He said to Quinn alone.
<<Can you feel me? Can you see that I can help you give you power set you free? What would he do but cage and try and force you to change to a house pet? I don't want to see that...do you? Find me, learn from me, be my companion.>> he asked softly, pleading.
His eyes flashed white at the sudden memory. The weight of the man and his strength were immense. He tried to think to decide on a course as his eyes began to glow.
<<You came.>> He spoke after a long silence, <<I dreamed you would.>>
He did not know what to say or really how the bond had taken hold but he did know he could sense her. He knew her intimately but knew nearly nothing as well. He waited and finally smiled.
<<What will you do with your weapon?>> he asked, <<Will you kill me now? Now that I'm bound to you alone?>>
.:I could no sooner cut off my own hand:..:You changed me in the tunnels. Your memories are all here. Will you accept me, teach me or will you sacrifice me to the shadows?:.
<<I have already Accepted you.>>
His breath became ragged as his thoughts began to transcend space and time. Perhaps Quinn was all he wanted after all.
"I am yours," she said.
<<You should have killed me in the tank.>>
“I kill now, You. Stubborn."
“You want me talk pretty one day?”
<<I like how you speak....Are you afraid?>> He asked his calm exterior holding back his darker emotions like a dam holds a torrent.
"No. I do not fear,"::But I am wary. I am wary of what it will take to go after what I want. I am wary that the longer I stay with you, the more my wants will change.:: "You, eat. And why you holding back?" She referred to his unspoken emotions. ::I know you but do you know what you really want?::
<<I hold back>> he thought about his words carefully, <<I hold back because I want you, and if I have you, I won't let you go.>>
His hand reached to his rarely touched saberstaff.
He stood slowly and reached for her his large hand sliding around her slender waist. He pulled her closer not forcefully but still with desire in his eyes. His lean muscular body touched hers as he reached up and brushed her tattooed check with the back of his olive fingers. He admired her for a moment that he wished would not end before he leaned forward and pressed his lips to hers. His one hand still around her waist while the other held the side of her head. His desire for her company and affection strong in the bond they shared and showed a side that he had buried deeply as he could. He held her kiss for as long as he could lips pressed together firmly before he slowly pulled away.
<<Do you still ask why I hold back?>> He said finally not letting her go.
“Then don’t let go me,” throaty-basic escaped her lips as she captured Odium’s mouth again with as much fierceness and passion as she showed in battle.
His fingers enclosed on the weapon as the ache the memories caused in his chest began causing a lump to form in his throat.
<<My master,>> he said to her mind, <<She gave me the Marks of the Dark Lord and they took the shape that suited me.>>
"I want to kill her." Her back was to the nautolan as she gathered her clothes. "Your master."
<<of course you do.>> he said, most people did these days, <<but why, to what purpose. A goal without purpose won't be as satisfying Quinn. What is the purpose in her death?>>
He walked to her and put his hands on her shoulders and ran them up and down her arms as if warming her or just trying to keep contact he wasn't sure.
<<Power with out purpose is useless.>> he said as he leaned near her ear, <<don't waste your anger and passion for whims.>>
Did he have a purpose?
"You not free," voice was heavy with undertones of barely-checked emotion. "You can't...see,"
<<I may not be free.>> he said, <<but I see far more than you think. You want my master dead. Why? Do you know? Or just feel?>>
"You are nothing but game to her. She will throw you away like trash." Her fingers dug deeply into the muscles of his arms. The hem of her shirt slipped-up her back as she leaned in closer. Heart pounded furiously in her chest as the wind intensified into an audible-roar. Oduim's books rattled on their shelves.
"You see but can you? Will you always be willing sacrifice for her?!"
<<I will not always sacrifice for her, but I would for you.>>
"Then prove it,"
He had failed her.
He stepped to her side to move around her and head north toward the black temple of Erida. Alarm already rising in the force, someone had sensed them.
"Odium," she stalked behind the Nautolan, "who is Rosa?"
<<She is Isolda's newest toy.>> he would say to her mind as the details slowly drifted back to his mind. <<Why do you ask?>>
"You feel strong for her. Why?"
<<I hate her for being too much like me.>> he admitted.
Was that it? Did looking at her remind him of what he was and make him want her in anguish?
<<Train and grow so you can kill her too.>> he said, <<I have no intrest beside her breaking further.>>
"Her death will not set you free,"
"What if I could take away your hunger? Would you take the chance?" Three quick, angry-steps closed the gap between them. Lean-shoulder dipped low as she went so shove past him. "Or will you choose to be slave forever?"
Anger, pain, regret and longing filled him as his saber unclipped.
<<Why do you want me set free?>> he asked, <<what does it matter?>>
"Answer me first."
He looked into her eyes his muddled hateful mind partly enjoying her anger, and some strange alien part of him felt...hurt? Why? Was it because she was upset? It seemed so.
<<Yes....I would take the chance...for you I would.>> His said.<<I would walk away and leave it behind for you.>>
He reached up and brushed her hair lightly from her tattooed face and took the moment to enjoy her fiery strong eyes and the way the jungle air left a sheen on her mocha skin.
"You're all I want." He said in a raspy whisper, <<The galaxy can burn.>>
"You ask me why." Plain-lips clamped closed in thought before finding the right words. "I feel for you. You are my weakness."
She felt freedom in saying it aloud, admitting it. But she also felt shame. "But I am here to serve you. Do I dishonor you in this?"
<<Quinn, I...you are my weakness as well.>> he said as he reached for her hand, <<I don't want you to serve me.>>
He looked her in the eyes his emotions turning to a tangled mess he didn't even fully understand.
"I love you, [member="Quinn Vos"]." he rasped.....
He loved her...and he had just tossed his life away. He had to say good bye. He had to tell Ryan Korr to care for her. It couldn't end yet. He had to see her one last time, to ask her to forgive him.
He let the force explode from him in an effort to push the man back so he could kicked himself up to his feet. His Crimson blade would explode to life as he would hopefully turn toward his opponent. He didn't want power anymore. He didn't want to be Sith nor Jedi nor Dark nor Light. He just wanted to say good bye.