Ayda Elisantra
Angel of Mercy
She couldn't see the pattern Skye was seeing. It wasn't because she didn't understand, it was what at first seemed like traces of luminescence flickering from the walls...floor...ceiling... had eventually caught her attention.
She had stopped chewing on her portion of the energy bar, having resisting the impulse to just chomp it down quickly to cease her belly from crying. But she knew better than to do that. Rather, she had been slowly nibbling on it to make it last as long as possible. Now as famished as her body were, it seemed to stop dead in its track...midway through chewing.
The flicker of what she presumed to have been luminescence moss, minerals or even some form of minute insect were none of the latter.
They were the spirits of the life forms that had been put to trial...as Skye had suggested. And apparently she had been correct; this cave..this subterranean and elaborate structure had been once constructed and used for trials.
But had none ever made it out?
Skye's words had faded moments earlier, upon Ayda's own discovery of the spirits that now seemed to be drawn to her, filling their immediate area with many points of ghostly lights...only that they were obscured to the other woman. Ayda had never in her life or dreamed of being in the presence of so many lost spirits. And more and more seemed to be surfacing from the walls, the floor , the ceiling...all being drawn to her.
And she was agast...overwhelmed.
Ayda was aglow with so many lost souls all around...and so many of their voices seemed to be in harmony asking..looking for the way to the light. many had been ready for ancients...too many had completed penance and had somehow not been able to find the eternal light.
Ayda could hear, understand the many as their voices seemed to be one, while others were random..too random and melding with the others, it were nothing but song. Chorus of voices that she could not reply too if she wanted. It were best to not connect..not to reach out to any of one or two for then all would swarm.
Ayda despaired.
There were too many...too many wanting souls seeking the light.
And as she could sense...they all had seemed to have atoned more than hundreds of millennium pasts.
It were difficult to silence the choir of voices in her head as there were so, so many. Ayda must have seemed to appear incoherent to her companion who took notice of her silence. It must have been a few glances Ayda's way before Skye took to wonder about her and tried tried to get her attention to snap her out of whatever seemed to have immobilized her. But Ayda's temple seemed on lock-down.
There were so many spirits longing for that journey to the everlasting. They were for the most part purified for what deeds and crimes they had committed against their fellow beings that had gotten them entrapped here in the first place. Ayda got to wonder if such a door or lock to whatever held both living and these spirits now had ever been opened...or would open again.
It were those thoughts that lead her obrs over to the ancient locks, which in turn put her face to face with a rather concerned Skye. Her lips were moving, but Ayda couldn't hear her voice above the spirits. Her companion's eyes were deeply rooted, trying to pierce through the void between Ayda and her temple. Where for a moment Skye could have sworn to look into dead eyes, Ayda finally emerged.
Ayda had finally spotted her living friend..and were drawn back to her and into Skye's grip on her. Took a second..or two to realize she was being shaken.
The spirits around Ayda diminished in all their luminous light, bringing Ayda back to the present darkness of the chambers, back into Skye's hands.
Ayda was being shaken by Skye who had her by the shoulders, shouting for her to stay with her. Undoubtedly for a moment, Skye must have thought she held a lifeless body before her, not knowing why Ayda had gone comatose.
Had Ayda been bitten by a diseased Zernek?...or had she consumed poison mushrooms?..the same that both were pretty smeared from head to toe?
"Huh...what?..." It took a few to get her bearings again. The living world was on linear time and she took a moment to catch up to it. Her companion's words were clear...was she alright?...was anything wrong.?..had she gotten hurt..bitten?
"No... I mean yes...
....yes, I'm OK." Her bright orbs confirmed it.
"I was just... I just-...sigh... I'm sorry...I didn't mean to fade out like that." She cut mid sentence, looking over the elaborate lock mechanisms, behind Skye. It was so old. So, so old. Ayda stared at it, as she seemed to despair...her features dropping.
In doing so, it didn't at all help ease Skye's concern that she was spacing out again.
"Yes really, I'm Ok. I'm just...in despair over this...this ... impossible lock." Ayda put her hand on one of Skye's hand which were both still on her shoulder.
"Really....I'm Ok..." She repeated, lightly nudging Skye's arms that it was OK to let go of her. Naturally Skye's eyes looked didn't waver from her's, before she nodded and finally let go.
Skye then went on to repeat what she had tried to get across to Ayda several times before. Before she had realized Ayda had dropped away from reality. maybe Ayda was epileptic?...
Well, for the moment, Ayda was indeed alert and Skye went on to indicate she may have the locks figured out. Just that she needed Ayda to help her move and engage some levers in unison with her... in some sort of sequence she believed she had figured out.
"Yea?..." It more sounded like from someone who had little faith anything was going to work. Ayda had experienced countless spirits that had never seen the twilight day of Dagobah since they had been trapped inside, much like Ayda and Skye were.
"...I mean, yes..sure." Ayda replied, still with no real enthusiasm.
After all, so many souls had been entrapped in here for so long that only the Creator herself knew for how long. Ayda despaired for it was longer than she could imagine. Long before Dagobah became a planet of murky swamp....long before what civilization called this world home had expired.
"Has...." How was she to ask/explain to Skye?
"Sigh...do you know if this lock has ever...unlocked the door?" She then asked, looking at the ancient mechanism that even in its pristine days, had never been figured out, much less exercised. How or why could they...especially Skye come to believe that it could still function as it had once been designed?
And what if it had been designed to never really open? The countless souls had been here a near eternity. All of them seemed to have atoned for what they had originally been condemned here for. What if it was only designed as a false hope for those condemned? It were of a punishment only those of the living would design.
"I...sigh...
I can't explain it. But it seems it never unlocked what passage door to the outside it seems to be designed for. So many souls ...so many have never passed through the doors...so, so many..." her voice wavered, as she walked a few steps to the side of Skye, feeling the walls. Were they were just rock..stones? She couldn't be sure, as Ayda knew nothing in the universe that could block spirits from passing through. But somehow it had. And she didn't wish to chance disconnecting and leave her temple to see for herself, if she could pass through.
If Ayda did leave her temple to try, it would call on all the countless spirits to attach themselves to her own. And the possibility of returning to her temple could be hindered...could be made impossible. If that happened and she were away from her temple...it too would certainly die and she could not return to it...entrapping herself like the countless spirits here too.
No, Ayda had to remain among her living companion, and help her find a way out. But not only for them two now...but for the countless souls that had atoned...had been cleansed.
And it had been so long ago..that not even their bones remained...as the Zerneks through eons of time had gnawed even those to dust.
She had stopped chewing on her portion of the energy bar, having resisting the impulse to just chomp it down quickly to cease her belly from crying. But she knew better than to do that. Rather, she had been slowly nibbling on it to make it last as long as possible. Now as famished as her body were, it seemed to stop dead in its track...midway through chewing.
The flicker of what she presumed to have been luminescence moss, minerals or even some form of minute insect were none of the latter.
They were the spirits of the life forms that had been put to trial...as Skye had suggested. And apparently she had been correct; this cave..this subterranean and elaborate structure had been once constructed and used for trials.
But had none ever made it out?
Skye's words had faded moments earlier, upon Ayda's own discovery of the spirits that now seemed to be drawn to her, filling their immediate area with many points of ghostly lights...only that they were obscured to the other woman. Ayda had never in her life or dreamed of being in the presence of so many lost spirits. And more and more seemed to be surfacing from the walls, the floor , the ceiling...all being drawn to her.
And she was agast...overwhelmed.
Ayda was aglow with so many lost souls all around...and so many of their voices seemed to be in harmony asking..looking for the way to the light. many had been ready for ancients...too many had completed penance and had somehow not been able to find the eternal light.
Ayda could hear, understand the many as their voices seemed to be one, while others were random..too random and melding with the others, it were nothing but song. Chorus of voices that she could not reply too if she wanted. It were best to not connect..not to reach out to any of one or two for then all would swarm.
Ayda despaired.
There were too many...too many wanting souls seeking the light.
And as she could sense...they all had seemed to have atoned more than hundreds of millennium pasts.
It were difficult to silence the choir of voices in her head as there were so, so many. Ayda must have seemed to appear incoherent to her companion who took notice of her silence. It must have been a few glances Ayda's way before Skye took to wonder about her and tried tried to get her attention to snap her out of whatever seemed to have immobilized her. But Ayda's temple seemed on lock-down.
There were so many spirits longing for that journey to the everlasting. They were for the most part purified for what deeds and crimes they had committed against their fellow beings that had gotten them entrapped here in the first place. Ayda got to wonder if such a door or lock to whatever held both living and these spirits now had ever been opened...or would open again.
It were those thoughts that lead her obrs over to the ancient locks, which in turn put her face to face with a rather concerned Skye. Her lips were moving, but Ayda couldn't hear her voice above the spirits. Her companion's eyes were deeply rooted, trying to pierce through the void between Ayda and her temple. Where for a moment Skye could have sworn to look into dead eyes, Ayda finally emerged.
Ayda had finally spotted her living friend..and were drawn back to her and into Skye's grip on her. Took a second..or two to realize she was being shaken.
The spirits around Ayda diminished in all their luminous light, bringing Ayda back to the present darkness of the chambers, back into Skye's hands.
Ayda was being shaken by Skye who had her by the shoulders, shouting for her to stay with her. Undoubtedly for a moment, Skye must have thought she held a lifeless body before her, not knowing why Ayda had gone comatose.
Had Ayda been bitten by a diseased Zernek?...or had she consumed poison mushrooms?..the same that both were pretty smeared from head to toe?
"Huh...what?..." It took a few to get her bearings again. The living world was on linear time and she took a moment to catch up to it. Her companion's words were clear...was she alright?...was anything wrong.?..had she gotten hurt..bitten?
"No... I mean yes...
....yes, I'm OK." Her bright orbs confirmed it.
"I was just... I just-...sigh... I'm sorry...I didn't mean to fade out like that." She cut mid sentence, looking over the elaborate lock mechanisms, behind Skye. It was so old. So, so old. Ayda stared at it, as she seemed to despair...her features dropping.
In doing so, it didn't at all help ease Skye's concern that she was spacing out again.
"Yes really, I'm Ok. I'm just...in despair over this...this ... impossible lock." Ayda put her hand on one of Skye's hand which were both still on her shoulder.
"Really....I'm Ok..." She repeated, lightly nudging Skye's arms that it was OK to let go of her. Naturally Skye's eyes looked didn't waver from her's, before she nodded and finally let go.
Skye then went on to repeat what she had tried to get across to Ayda several times before. Before she had realized Ayda had dropped away from reality. maybe Ayda was epileptic?...
Well, for the moment, Ayda was indeed alert and Skye went on to indicate she may have the locks figured out. Just that she needed Ayda to help her move and engage some levers in unison with her... in some sort of sequence she believed she had figured out.
"Yea?..." It more sounded like from someone who had little faith anything was going to work. Ayda had experienced countless spirits that had never seen the twilight day of Dagobah since they had been trapped inside, much like Ayda and Skye were.
"...I mean, yes..sure." Ayda replied, still with no real enthusiasm.
After all, so many souls had been entrapped in here for so long that only the Creator herself knew for how long. Ayda despaired for it was longer than she could imagine. Long before Dagobah became a planet of murky swamp....long before what civilization called this world home had expired.
"Has...." How was she to ask/explain to Skye?
"Sigh...do you know if this lock has ever...unlocked the door?" She then asked, looking at the ancient mechanism that even in its pristine days, had never been figured out, much less exercised. How or why could they...especially Skye come to believe that it could still function as it had once been designed?
And what if it had been designed to never really open? The countless souls had been here a near eternity. All of them seemed to have atoned for what they had originally been condemned here for. What if it was only designed as a false hope for those condemned? It were of a punishment only those of the living would design.
"I...sigh...
I can't explain it. But it seems it never unlocked what passage door to the outside it seems to be designed for. So many souls ...so many have never passed through the doors...so, so many..." her voice wavered, as she walked a few steps to the side of Skye, feeling the walls. Were they were just rock..stones? She couldn't be sure, as Ayda knew nothing in the universe that could block spirits from passing through. But somehow it had. And she didn't wish to chance disconnecting and leave her temple to see for herself, if she could pass through.
If Ayda did leave her temple to try, it would call on all the countless spirits to attach themselves to her own. And the possibility of returning to her temple could be hindered...could be made impossible. If that happened and she were away from her temple...it too would certainly die and she could not return to it...entrapping herself like the countless spirits here too.
No, Ayda had to remain among her living companion, and help her find a way out. But not only for them two now...but for the countless souls that had atoned...had been cleansed.
And it had been so long ago..that not even their bones remained...as the Zerneks through eons of time had gnawed even those to dust.