The Battalion genuinely wasn't sure how to respond to Galahad.
What he was asking her to
not do went against every instinct Darth Phyre had instilled.
Her every instinct was to let him down gently at that point.
Instead...
"I...I..."
She struggled.
"I... cannot... promise...there won't be...lapses..."
She was visibly struggling, her minds clawing at each other and the teaching of the Cult.
"But...I...will...
try..." she got out finally, collapsing to her knees as she began hyperventilating. He would never know just how much it had taken to make even 'that' small assurance.
The Battalion managed to pull herself back up, looking physically
weak and pale.
"Let's go back home..." she said, struggling to get her breathing under control, not liking how weak she seemed to another...
But still...it was Galahad...and she felt responsible for him...
Later on...
The Battalion hadn't said much to Galahad on the way back to Khemost. She was still trying to process the consequences of telling Galahad she would try to show restraint.
Xiphos had immediately arranged to meet, especially when she told her what she had done. The Battalion had told the copy of
Percival Io
to wait outside Xiphos's apartment while she had a few words with his Mother. The room was soundproofed.
"What were you
thinking, taking him to that place?!" Xiphos hissed in disbelief and frustration. "What would put such a Galaxy brained idea into
allllllllll those minds chattering inside you that made you go 'Whelp, guess I'll take my brand new step son to the place where I do the most godless, awful things possible to other people'?"
The Battalion sighed.
"He expressed curiosity about the Cult."
"And you
indulged him!?" Xiphos snapped.
"Julia, you would never have been able to hide it from him. He already had Percival's memories to go by. For feth's sake, you
both saw me AND Phyre munching on Drael Burgers. "It's
kinda hard to keep that chit on the down-low."
"You could have
waited a couple of months!" Xiphos sputtered in outrage. "You don't just take an innocent boy on
his first fething day of being free and bring him to a place like that! It's like getting someone a birthday cake except it's made of Bantha Poo-Doo instead of flour! It's like taking him to a water slide park except all the water is blood! And while the second option is actually kinda
metal, it doesn't change the fact that it's a completely fethed up thing to do to a boy
barely three days old!"
"In my defense, I
am a Brain Demon Cultist, so those sorts of considerations never occurred to me until it was too late."
You're a Cultist too. In secret. she pointed out.
Xiphos's anger lessened but only slightly. The Battalion, in spite of her situation, couldn't help but feed on that emotion to restore herself from the sickly state she had been in earlier. Xiphos noticed but did not care.
"Yeah I suppose I walked right into that one, didn't I?" Xiphos muttered. "And what's this about a ritual you say he inadvertently completed?"
"Honey, I
swear, I had
no fething idea he was gonna wade into a blood pool with that eviscerated corpse. I mean, I thought, y'know, he'd be...well...
genre-savvy. When I realized what he was doing, it was already too late, and, y'know, Phyre, she did
not help by being all super-creeper with him."
"It's
Phyre!" Xiphos exclaimed, throwing up her hands in sheer exasperation. "When is she
not a Thirsty Super-Creeper?!"
The Battalion rolled her eyes. "Okay, okay, that's a fair point. But again, in my defense,
total Brain Demon Cultist."
Xiphos face-palmed, then pinched the bridge of her nose.
"Elaine, I can't believe I'm actually accepting that as a valid defense for taking my son to a Dark Side Rave...but what does him completing the ritual mean?"
"It means the Brain Demon is watching him, and favors him for some reason. What the reason is, I couldn't say."
"Can't say because you don't know, or can't say because you are forbidden from saying?"
"Our secrets are your secrets, Dear. But it's the former. If I knew, I would say something."
Xiphos sighed, sat down in her seat.
"I need to go talk to my son. We'll discuss Amy's bullchit later."
"Would you like me to leave?"
"No. Not unless you want to."
The Battalion thought about it a moment.
"I'll stay. I'll keep quiet though. Not much I can offer at this point. He's scared, Julia. Remember that. He thinks you'll try and reprogram him or reject him."
"Then he's wrong. Thank you for rescuing him..." Xiphos said in response.
The doors soon opened and Galahad was allowed in.
"Hello son." Xiphos said, glancing him over keenly. "I'm told you selected the name 'Galahad' for yourself. It's a fine name. A strong name."
Xiphos sighed.
"I'm sorry, Galahad, I've
always sucked at the whole heart to heart thing. I'm glad you're alive. I was going to get you but Batty volunteered, and I...agreed to let her. Which led to your field trip. I am
deeply sorry you saw all that, and for what you experienced while there. The Cult are a bunch of sick bastards, and even
they wouldn't dispute it."
The Battalion, sitting slightly off to the side rolled her eyes but nodded in agreement with this.
"But they're also among the few solid allies this House has...and I have a...
history...with them...I don't know if you'll ever fully understand that part about me... sometimes even I don't fully understand it. But it is what it is. As bloody as it is..."
Xiphos clasped her hands together, expression soft.
"I'm not going to get into the alterations that have occured to your programming. The emergence of such an occurrence was inevitable in creating the complicated systems that govern the minds of Organic Nuetralizers. What I do want to know is how I can help you when it comes to finding your place in this House going forward. I...know you don't think like the rest of your brothers and sisters, but I don't see that as a problem. You don't have to be scared. I'll love you no matter what you decide."
Meanwhile...
David's Skeleton jaw fell open.
"You're trying to deliver...
cookies...to
The Amalgam..." David said in amazement to
Draco Miles
. And horror.
"Um...gurl...have you
met The Amalgam? She's like a total full on hardcore psycho. You don't deliver cookies to that motherfether. I met her. If it wasn't for the damned no kill order, I'd have mailed the schutta
at least several Thermal Detonators. Along with an intelligent chainsaw to stalk her curvy hide."
"He's correct, Miss Miles. I have a number of red flag warnings in my database concerning her and they all say I should use the biggest gun I can find to kill her if she ever turns on the House..." Kassandra offered helpfully. "Who gave you this directive? Was it what David refers to as a Troll? I don't fully understand the concept, but whenever I look it up on the holonet, it turns up images of an ugly creature beneath a bridge."